我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏 好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安 的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会像你 一样飞翔 (一样飞翔)
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离 我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
Woo~

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
Oh 绝望的以为生命
只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

2nd paper down! LOL. tmr is my last paper le.. today paper wasnt hard that hard la... manage to do most of the mcq question.. but i totally give up section B. i did 1 question which madam poon taught de. but 10marks onli. LOL.. in order to pass in section A i need to correct at least 20 question.. if not i sure fail de..

before the exam starts kenny said he will leave until i leave, so after about 1hr after the paper we handed in the paper together.. while walking to the front, saw agnes doing her paper.. so damn funny.. LOL.. i and kenny checked our mcq question.. had some similar answer but when i ask him he do seriously de he say NO! sian 1/2~ after exam saw uncle heng, we check our ans and he say we more 18-20 similar answers and he say he is confident in tt paper.. woohooo.. damn high.. LOL.. anyway shall wait for my overall results!

after i reached home i rested for awhile then chiong EG1215... LOL.. LOTS OF THINGS TO MEMORISE!! but ok la.. tmr paper is evening time de.. so after i wake up i think i still will have abit of time to cover up everything..

i donno why some people like to talk big sia.. yestherday night ms AGNES BEOY MEI TING said she is gonna to leave section B blank and today when i ask her she say she manage to do some.. cock sia... LOL.. what a bitch~

i wanna slack, i am so damn tired. i wanna sleep! i wanna club, i wanna work, i want more MONEY!!! maybe this holiday gonna work at dar's workplace. everything is still not confirmed... but still i hope to get a job... if not sure kana nag by my parents..

EPC is driving me crazy!!!! though i think i know how to do some of the question le.. BUT section B is killing me!!!! argh... gonna give up 30marks in section B.. i'm just too lazy to study le.. head getting bigger, cells dying & sooner or later white hair will arise. LOL.. spend 1/4 of the day studying EPC but still some things are just too hard to understand la... sian~

damn agnes! she still got the mood to go sing k box with her friends.. pro siao. so damn confident till dun need to study liao.. LOL... i am a fish seller.. so dun bother to come and ask me any question... i will just say i dunno.. LOL.. wahahahhaa.. jk. anyway everyone head very big now.. stress to death by EPC.. after tmr paper holiday is nearer and nearer to me le.. wahhahaha.. gonna enjoy 1 month of my holiday.. =D

1 paper down! 2 more to go...

today maths paper was fine. it's not hard nor easy.. section A manage to do most of the question. but when come to section B, i struggled alot! it is a 4 choose 3 question. so it is hard to choose 3 easy questin from 4 question... all 4 look so damn hard.. but if you take some time to read and think, i think it is still ok ba...

alright. i m now not as stress as before le.. now still got 2 more paper.. i am not sure how am i going to study, but i think by all means by tmr i must get EPC into my head. if not wednesday sure can't do the paper de...

went town with baozhi, junming, keith, ben, yiling & uncle heng to celebrate baozhi's birthday.. ate the hongkong food for lunch.. the food there was alright... i think the price is reasonable la.. the portion of the food given is more then what u normally eat..

after lunch went to kbox.. LOL.. i am do damn tired yet i still go sing k. and i still didnt really study for wednesday paper and yet i am there singing with them.. LOL.. i think i have to chiong EPC later at night and tmr..

well.. tomorrow is gonna be doom day le... 1st paper is maths. studied ALOT for it le... but still, i am scared of section B. they sure make it till it is very complicated de... alright.. dun wanna talk about it le.. tomorrow take paper le then use all my brain cells to do ba...

met keith and agnes up to study.. whahha.. agnes say she very confident.. LOL.. but when i give her some question to do, she can't do it. LOL.. damn funny. did tons of maths question today. do till my hair gonna turn grey soon..

i wanna do lots of things now.. i wanna cut my hair, i wanna dye my hair... AND i also want to perm my hair!!!! LOL. but ya.. not girl type of perm la.. yeah~ still considering.. after exam then say ba..

ohya.. now its 12 midnite le... ITS BAOZHI'S BIRTHDAY!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY darling.. LOL
love ya lots. muack.

went chalet at coasta sand last night... celebrating baozhi's 20th birthday!!! hahaha... had bbq for dinner.. LOL. omg~ i really can't believe it sia... i am going to have my test on monday yet i still ton at chalet.. hahaha..

hao, grace, ron and agnes left at about 10plus... but after tt ben came down to join us... arghh... in the mid-nite i think they saw a cat standing next to a tree staring at a blank space... ben and jin ming immediately run back to the chalet.. at first i thought why they run till they tell me what had happen.

while ben, jun ming and me were talking outside the chalet, 2 guys came towards us wanting to borrow salt from us.. they say one of their friends are poessess by something dirty from there... so after they leave we start talking about 'dirty things'.. goosebumps~~~~

worst of worst is junming claim that he saw 3 guys walking towards us while i and ben only see 2guys... damn errriee... gonna have class chalet on april... all this incident kinda turn me off.. LOL.

damn tired today~ brought my neice to CCK stadium to swim... she is only 3years old nia.. from her house to swimming pool we took cab, from swimming pool to lot 1 we also took cab. she really know how to enjoy life sia... she also asked me to buy toy for her sia.. LOL.. but she is a very nice girl. when she is shopping for her toys she also ask me if she could buy one toy gun for his brother.. LOL.. so sweet sia.. LOL.

suppose to study today with keith.. but he ps me... so in the end i am out with my neices... LOL.. and later i am suppose to go to bao zhi's chalet with him, but he also ps me.. PS DOG! woof woof.. LOL..

gonna play mahjong later... gonna win more money. LOL.

how great it is man.. 5days more to maths paper... and i still have alot more to cover... though studied it b4 le... but just want to have more confident in the semester exam.. can confirm plus chop sure damn hard de.. aiya now having holiday mood le... turn off liao.. LOL..

stayed at home today and study math... from 4 to 10plus... but in between did have break la... i not so powerful can study for so long.. but i think i am running out of time to study.. i still got EPC and 1215 to study... sian~ i think my semester sure drop alot de... omg~ damn sian!!

went out with my cousin just now.. sat down and talk for 2hrs sia.. LOL... dunno why we got so much things to talk de... everytime come out sure got things to talk de... dun need to scare nth to talk... always got new stuff to chat about.. like her husband stuff??? and her boss.. wahhahaa.. LOL.. damn funny la..

i love my family! =X

i'm feeling so moody today.. LOL.. donno whats going on sia.. kept thinking negative things.. LOL.. study study study. sian~

as usual met keith at lot 1 to study.. didnt study long... cause i wanna reach home b4 7pm to watch 'hani kimi'.. nice show! LOL... after that show continue studying at my place.. omg! i am so lost now sia.. it's like, i am gonna have my exam next week but i don't feel stress nor pressure at all.. it is not a good sigh; i think so!

went supper at bukit batok with keith and my cousin. gossip about keith and his gf. LOL... her gf is making alot of money as a stewardess.. makes me feel like working as that too.. but must see whether if time allow me to do so... i have already wasted 2yrs... don't really have much time for me to waste le...


-=my ex( * dunno how many time) lover. LOL! =-

slacked at home for 1 whole day.. LOL.. my parents went to my uncle's house to bai nian today... but i too lazy to wake up so i didnt went with them... LOL.. time flies.. in less then 1week i am going to have my semester exam.. but i feel tt i am just to lazy to study for my exams.. LOL.. perhaps not only me ba.. everyone is also enjoying CNY and having holiday mood..

oh ya~ catch channel U, monday to friday 7pm 'hanazakarino kimitachihe' it is nice and funny show sia.. additcted to it, just wanna finish the whole show. two thumbs up!!

went to bai nian in the afternoon.. damn sian! don't really like CNY.. every where also never open... thats very bored.. played mahjong at my auntie place.. LOL.. but never really play alot... too tired to play.. i and my mum take turn to play mahjong.. LOL..

reached home about 7pm.. so damn bored! cousin jio me play mahjong with her boss.. drove her mum van to bukit timah.. LOL.. have not drove manual car for a long time le.. think i have no luck recently.. all my tiles all not nice de..

damn tired now.. gonna get into my lala land le.. LOL.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

CNY has finally arrived.. LOL.. had reunion dinner at home.. as usual had steamboat... perhaps steamboat is the number 1 fav. food to eat during CNY ba.. haha.. did housekeeping today.. hai.. actually wanna ask my mum help me do de.. but she is so damn busy preparing the food for dinner.. so i got no choice, i have to do it myself..

had dinner with my family and my mum youngest's sister... LOL. 2 family, 10 person. lau yu sheng befor dinner... wah kau the taste of abalone are so damn fabulous sia... like eating rubber like tt.. infact i am a person who don't really eat alot.. i ate fpr about 10mins then i K.O. liao... LOL..

after dinner met keith to study at lot 1... LOL.. didnt really study la.. kept talking and the mood of studying is till ain't here.. LOL.. after that he went to my house. mahjong with my cousin, my mum and my auntie. won 5 bucks.. wahhahaa...

after mahjong went to my cousin house below to slack.. buy drinks and tibits.. macham having pinic like ttsia.. but overall it was a fun day.

met keith to study today at lot 1. he is so damn jia lat, study 2 hrs only say enough le.. LOL.. but i think still ok la... we still don't really feel the stress and pressure yet.. till then we shall still slack ba.. LOL.

went club with yun, zhiwei, heng, mao, keith, baozhi, junming and some others whom i don't know.. LOL.. got to know a KOREAN girl.. LOL.. but never exchange number la.. she is not my type.. wahhaha.. went off at about 2am.. hmmm.. mao is not feeling so well... so me, heng and keith pei him go home.. in the end PS baozhi they all..

-=sexy mao=-

hai. feel so damn bad... they are so angry with me now.. sian~ SORRY!!!

IT'S YOU

Wake up every morning
And find you by my side
There's no one in this world
Like you Jesus
Who can touch a heart like mine

Suddenly it's over
All the cries that's In my heart
It all seems B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L
All consuming by your grace

I may not sing as well as Clay or Ruben
I may not be the cutest guy
I may not look like Leonardo Dicaprio
But I do know one thing ..

It's you who make me stronger
I need you more than ever
You're the reason why I'm singing for you
It's you who create the wonders
In all my days of struggles
It's your love that surrounds my whole world

Sometimes I cry when I'm lonely
When it all just seems so real
But there's one thing that I can't deny
Is your love that's in my life

BEAUTIFUL

I dont know
If Im the one for you in this life
I cant help
Hearing my voice calling your name
Cuz when I
Trying so hard not to look in your eyes
Maybe I
Have fallen in love with you

Well tonight
Maybe this time I can hear your breathe
Its alive
To see you smile with those tears in your eyes
They may say
That youre just a girl in this spinning world
In my heart
You're like the world to me

Touch my hand; feel my heart
Hold me close and You'll find me

You'll find me
I cant so describe
How I feeling deep inside
So much more than I can say
With your touch it feels so right
Oh my, youre so near
All the time in this place
For I know in my heart
Ill never let you go
In this lifetime
Em
Do you know why oh baby
Cus youre just so Beautiful to me

went bishan to study for this coming semester exam. LOL. suppose to meet them up at 12.30.. but i woke up at 12. LOL.. though i am late but i still have time for breakfast. wahaha..

manage to study abit of EPC. can do half of the MCQ le.. but still not veri confident in it la... need to memorises some question de answers... just hope the question would be exactly de same ba... if not i sure die de.

went to watch 'Ghost Rider' normal show.. i wanna watch quite a number of movies.. like 'Norbit', 'Epic Movie' and the upcoming 'Mr bean holiday'. so many nice show coming up sia.. gonna catch all of it soon..

yawn~ damn tired.. tmr gonna meet keith up and study... we just realise we don't have much time left... gonna chiong study during CNY. damm sian

happy lonely day! LOL.. before valentine day my friend kept asking me how am i going to celebrate... my replied was "valentine day 1day only hor? sleep at home lor..." wahahaha.. today suppose to go out with baozhi de.. but i think he forgot about it le so in the end i ended up playing mahjong with family.. wahahaha.. but in the other hand i feel that it is great to be what i am now.

went suki sushi for dinner.. *yummy* but so damn tired till i no energy to eat sia.. i ate less then 10plates then i say i wanna go home le.. LOL.. after reaching home, my cousin jio me pei her go cut hair.. LOL. she spend 1hr cutting her hair sia.. from LONG to SHORT! maybe nowadays short hairs are more "in" then long hair ba..

after reaching home keith asked me out for supper.. went timah for supper.. yawn~ so damn tired. tomorrow got to wake up early.. afternoon gonna meet baozhi to study cum movie..

went to malaysia yestherday.. hmmm.. went to the same shopping centre that i went to few years back... hmmm.. i think i am so damn bright yestherday.. cos BEN ps us.. so left with me, baozhi and yaping.. then you know la.. they are ex-couple... but dunno la.. they macham couple lor when in malaysia..

I DO HAVE PROVE!

-=look! they are sharing 1 small sofa=-

-=i caught them red-handed and they are trying to hide=-

-=they are getting closer and closer=-

anyway we went to kenny rogers to have our lunch. the food there are so sucky!!!!! CMI sia.. didnt finish my food at all.. course 2 person act couple make me lost my appetite. anyway don't talk about them le... went shopping around the shopping centre and i got myself a jacket.. i donno why i got tt jacket la... i don't even need a jacket lor.. anyway since i brought it le then so be it ba..

went home at about 7plus and terrible things happen! omg~ damn fcuking spoil my mood.. dun wanna talk about it le..

went to school today for EPC test cum remedial.. LOL.. paid 25cents for the class test answer.. when i got the test paper i was happy like fcuk... i got all the answers. BUT! i wont score full marks for the test.. i did thought of scoring full marks but gaston say abit too much if i score full marks... so i say ok.. i anyhow do 5 question.. i make sure all 5 question that i do will be wrong.. LOL..

hao hao knew that i was copying the answer.. and it was damn funny la.. he asked me for the answer for some particular question.. so i asked him "you want the correct answer or the wrong answer". LOL..

after school headed to town with baozhi.. he wanna get himself a new shoe for CNY.. LOL.. walked from chinablack to fareast, then from fareast to hereen.. shop the whole orchard today.. after that went to look for pris at fareast... LOL.. at there we saw gaston with his friends.. then pris said something like "gaston's friends look short when standing beside him". hmmm.. are u hinting that richard is short?? wahhahaa...

gonna go malaysia with baozhi tomorrow.. damn tired now.. shag~

supposed to stay at home guai guai de study for tomorrow class test.. but in the end i went out withs friends... LOL.. sian~ but luckily i am not the only one who is not going to study for tommorrow test!!! wahahhaa..

do damn shag today... have been playing mahjong for the past 2days... gonna start studying for semeseter exam soon... if not sure CMI de... jia you~

damn shag today, chatted with winnie on msn.. during the conversation she make me realise that love ain't everything and to me, i am tired of love... maybe after since winnie which is in yr2003 till now i havent really being single. anyway, just tired of everything... loving someone can bring a huge pain to me. i'm a human too, i do have a heart!!!! to put things down i also need time... so yeah~ don't think that i am heartless freak.

played mahjong in the evening time, kaoZ. lost 4bucks... damn suay... wheres my luck!!!!

went to changi airport to fetch my bay-e and family back from Australia... LOL.. all of them changed alot.. have not seen them for quite a long time... really miss them.. wahhaha... after that went to teck whye kopitiam for supper.. damn LAME~ why lame? cos the food there are normal.. should eat something more EXTRAordinary??? whahaha... weirdo!

shag, tomorrow must force myself to study for monday EPC test!!! i know nothing about EPC... though i have completed the module, so call completed. but i really don't know a single thing about EPC.. gonna chiong and study for it le... and people STOP STRESSING ME UP!! don't tell me you guys are studying or what.. let me enjoy my weekend!! i will guai guai de study after this week!!! wahahahaha...

after months, i'm finally back to blog again le. i used to say blogging is my life and stuff and it is true that blogging used to be fun cause close friends around me do blog. but in the other hand blogging can really turn a friendship sour overnight. anyway it is all over, i don't wanna talk about it le.. hope time can bring us back again ba.

went to school for maths(EG1046) common test today. damn it sia.. i am ALMOST LATE for the paper.. i reached YCK mrt at 10.50am, on the way to yck bao zhi sms-ed me said he is late!! i was thinking, aiya onli 10.40 nia still early la... but indeed we are late!!! =X

while walking to school, jacky called me and say they can enter the lecture hall le.. then i say aiya still early la.. now 10.55 nia... but when i reached school.. omg~ LTR-1 is like so damn far from block A.. then no choice i have got to run to there.. LOL. jacky, haohao and kenny was waiting for me outside.. so damn bad to let them wait...

first look at the test paper was FCUK! so damn hard... but luckily this paper is 8 choose 6... anyway 8 choose 6 is still hard if all the question is hard.. i completed the paper within 15mins.... LOL.. but when i double check my answers. *faint* TONS OF MISTAKE! luckily i check my answer if not sure die de... LOL.. but i think my A is drifting further away from me le... the weightage of this paper is 60%.. LOL. anyway it's over don wanna talk about maths le!

after exam went town with baozhi for lunch, saw a nike-air shoe.. damn nice sia... it is cheaper then what i am wearing on my feet now... gonna get it IF possible... damn bao zhi, he is really stressing me up, keep studying... LOL.

We should learn to forgive and forget before it is too late