Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there...

If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way.....

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there... For Me...

have not been updating blog often. yawn~ sometimes people who blog can't blog what they are really thinking about or what they wanna say.. reason- blog kills friendships..

yeah~ but today i'm gonna blog something! muhahaha *evil grin*

wah lau eh. that bao zhi ah.. got nothing to say about him.. today during lecturer he told me that he's cursing me to turn FAT! wth sia.. though i eat alot.. but still I WILL CONTROL MY DIET! and i'm a narcistic person.. so yeah~ i will mind every single things that affects me! LOL. even abit of fats!

note to baozhi
if one day, you really feel like beating me or what right. i beg you.. pls don't ever hit my face!! i'm ugly enough.. i don't wanna worsen it! thanks =D

crap crap crap...

common test time-table is out! arghhh.. 5papers to study. sian~ so damn turn off! but don't really have the motivation to study now... still got report and project to rush and worst still is that all report and project due on the same day of the week! project sucks everything sucks!

alright~ don't wanna complain and nag about anything le.. tomorrow is PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!! gonna sleep till very full. so damn freaking tired! but still tomorrow gonna study =x gonna meet agnes to study for maths common test. 2weeks of study week ain't enough for 5 modules.. gonna start mugging for exams. all the best guys!

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breathe away
would you be there

so damn moody yestherday! wahahaha.. anyway went to look for agnes at town last night. LOL.. always can't decide what we wanna have for dinner!! argh.. we are so indecisive. walk around cineleisure and hereen then she said BILLY BOMBERS got to tempt her.. so we went in for dinner.. while eating she say she wants to buy tamagotchi! i was like wth! so old liao still wanna play.. so i say we shall walk around town and see if they do sell what she wants..


we asked around and some friendly people told us that robinson level 4 or 5 might sell what we are looking for.. so i and her headed to robinson.. and wth~ level 4 and 5 is not toys area.. it's level 6!! LOL.. anyway.. walk around the children's section... took some picture of hero`agnes

-=she's the king=-

-=she's acting stupid *cover face*=-


wahahhaha.. then we continue looking for her tamagotchi... and we eventually found it! she damn bitch! keep tempting me to accompany her to play so i kinda gian tio.... so in the end, i also got myself one tamagotchi..

-=my white tamagotchi

-=her princess tamagotchi=-


after we got our tamagotchi... we open it infront of the cashier sia.. like two small kids eagering to have their toys! omg~ so damn xia shui sia.. after that we kept playing our tamagotchi while deciding where should we go now.. in the end, we ended up at starbucks sitting down playing our own tamgotchi till it fall asleep.. LOL.. i'm not childish by having a tamagotchi.. i'm just too bo liao!

-=tamagotchi in sleeping mode=-

today is another long day in school.. omg~ lecturers are really stressing us up with our project.. during cost accounting lesson i donno why the lecture is teaching at a super duper fast speed.. so damn kan chong sia.. donno why she is rushing to complete so many topic in 2hrs.. i think she's mad! and i believe not everyone or should i say almost the whole class can't catch whats she is teaching.. she's another SPIDER! LOL.

wahahaha... during lecture took agnes handphone and take picture with hao! and even set it as her wallpaper.. the picture is freaking bright.. i didnt set it that way purposely i swear! =D

we are all so damn hungry after school. actually during semester project we wanna go and have my fav BROWNIE.. but i scare if i'm going to eat tt i might not have the appetite to eat during dinner time.. arghh.. anyway, str8 after school me, hao, grace and agnes we went to clark quey for dinner @ riverside indonesia seafood restaurant.. the service there just sucks too the core! the waiteress there don't even know how to serve a customer.. anyway we are just so disappointed in the food there.. so turn off sia..

after dinner we went to walk around clark quey to look for TCC.. we walk around central shopping centre but we still aren't able to find TCC till we open our mouth and ask and realise TCC is not inside the building at all!! LOL..

took lots of picture while waiting for our BROWNIE and drinks!!!

-=me and that bitch!=-

-=lovely couple=-

-=stupid post=-

-=chocolate fludge with ice-cream=-

-=MY FAV BROWNIE!!=-

took some picture with bitch!

-=1year ago=-

-=one year later=-

i think both of us really change alot.. in appearance or in character. there was once we quarrelled till we didnt talk to each other for like 2-3 months.. wahhahaa.. yeah~ during that period of time we both learn to cherish each other as a friend.. but yeah~ till now we are still joking and playing around with each other.. she will always be my BITCH friend. love ya bitch!

time flies damn fast man~ today is wednesday! LOL.. i hate maths! i no longer LOVE maths. it's getting tougher and tougher each week. worst still, my darling mummy(my math lecturer) she is teaching at a super duper damn fast rate. early in the morning she said she wanna give us an "early bird test". so damn stupid sia~ my brain ain't working well early in the morning. whatever it is, i just feel that she is so damn kan chiong~ wondering if she is born in the year of "SPIDER"? so kan chiong sia...

muhahaha... spider makes me think of AGNES BOEY! she is another one spider!!! she should know why i call her spider ba..

tomorrow gonna be another long day at school.. but tomorrow after school me, agnes, hao and grace we are going to have dinner at clark quey at one indonesia seafood restaurant. though i don't really love eating seafood but other then seafood the chicken and satay look so delicious. tempted to try every single dish... *yummy*

so damn tired~ craving for weekends...

busy busy busy... gonna be busy for the next 1 month.. argh.. tons of things to complete...

1) Automatic Control Assignment 2

2) Cost accounting project

3) Semester Project report

all this project dues on week 8 which is in 2 weeks time... gonna get mad by all this sia.. LOL. then after handing in of all this projects then it's gonna be STUDY WEEK! *faint* gotta study for SIX modules!!! wtf sia.. stress stress.. as usual gonna chiong for common test, then during semester exam i can afford to slack more.. LOL.. wahahahaha.. anyway i'm still slacking~ not gonna touch my books till study week!! i wanna play~ enjoy playing... wahahhaa. time really flies.. in another 10weeks or so gonna have semester exam... then i'm gonna have my another LONG~~~~~ HOLIDAY! muhahaha.. looking forward for end of semester holiday!!! can get to slack and be stress-less... LOL.. anyway i think got holiday or no holiday its the same.. cause i'm enjoying my time in school crapping with my fellow GAYMATES! wahahaha..

went lot one with winnie to shop for some stuff.. LOL.. brought 3 HUSH PUPPY boxer.. woooo~ damn sexy sia.. it's selling at $7.90 per piece.. kinda cheaper then JOE BOXERS!

school sucks! so damn tired of school.. lots and lots of thing to study! gonna grow white hair soon.. LOL..

alright~ got lots of things to blog today!

this is a story of alvin and kelly(names are just given by me).. frankly speaking~ i think in this world, good girls are getting lesser and lesser. but i think kelly is so determine to wait for alvin and she's willing to give him time to think whether they should be together or not.

in my eyes, i feel that alvin and kelly are very competible. but i think they are fated to be together but not long. yeah~ anyway kelly always put nicks which will make people think she is in love with others or what. but i got to realise deep in her heart she still havent let go of alvin. people who know that they are together all thinks kelly is good to alvin, but to alvin he thinks another way. we can't blame alvin for not realising that because he know kelly better then us. but yeah~ still i think outsider can't do anything but just see them drifting apart.

both of them are my friends i wont side any of them but just hope they would really think about it and decide to be together or not! don't wait till both get attach then realise actually your previous one love you more then others.

went M.H with bao zhi and gang last saturday... LOL.. actually i don't wanna go de.. but that baozhi gave attittude to me say if i'm not going down, he's going to ignore me forever. LOL. in the end i headed down to m.h. it's kinda bored there in the beginning la.. smokers are all around me.. i myself trying hard not to smoke, there they keep giving me cigre.. so damn cb! donno why i got myself this kinda of friends..

people are talking about me and my ex! LOL.. all so curious what causes us to break up! whahahaha.. anyway yeah~ it's over! i'm moving on and so is she.. infact i'm really enjoying what i am now~ that cb agnes keep saying i always xian girls in poly.. but pls lor.. i'm helping baozhi to know that girl.. you donno don't anyway say!!! want me to punch your bloody mouth izzit? LOL.

went to causeway for dinner with agnes, hao, grace and keith. had pastamania for dinner.. nothing really special. saw some small secondary kids while eating.. was thinking which girl should i invest on... blablabla.. talk cock only la.. hahahaha.. yeah~ that cb agnes gave me a hard pinch when i say one girl look cute... LOL.. anyway i'm not interested in xiao mei mei. cb bitch! you know me so long le. you should know my taste la~

in my previous post, i said that i wanna quit smoking~ yeah! i'm still trying hard to quit smoking.. hmmmm... i think my friends are all very supportive about me quitting smoking! yeah~ keep asking me not to smoke and have the determination.. and some even wanna quit smoking with me! yeah~ but i think smoking is not bad either but dunno why people dislike it alot!

it's saturday and i dunno what am i going to do later. yawn~ so damn tired. wanna sleep till late late but still woke up damn early.

oh ya~ quarrel with some BITCH(AGNES BOEY MEI TING) yestherday! learned 1 new english word COWED. that bitch told me cowed is another word for COWARD! i just can't be bothered about that bitch until i saw her blog.. LOL.. alright! anyway i think she is abit too bo liao and really THINK TOO MUCH! i'm not so free like you findng TONS of scandals and flings! anyway i don't give it a damn to what you bitch think of me! and i'm not a person who don't admit my own mistake. i'm responsible for the things i'm doing~ so yeah! so think before you talk! muhahahha~

alright~ i've blog my part of story! kinda short sia~ but i think it's gonna beat you till you teeth drop!

i've decided to quit smoking! LOL. ALRIGHT~ dun laugh at me! i really mean i wanna quit.. yeah~ had my last stick at the morning. i'm really suffering now. i just feel like smoking now!!!! argh.. but frankly speaking, when people know i'm quitting smoking they all really encourage except for some BITCH!

*you should know who you are! boey met ting agnes*

yeah~ i hope i can really quit smoking!!! any comments on what i should do to get myself out of smoking life??? i really need help from everyone!!! wahhahaha.. LOL.. desperate to quit smoking. it's either quit or smoke! yeah~

finally i have decided to put a big FULL STOP in this rls. like what you said, good time don't last long for us. i never thought of using break to solve problem. but this time, the reason i said break was because i really can't tolerate anymore. you envy me that i could let it go that easily. but do you know how many times we had quarrel? after the last quarrel u wrote me a letter saying you will control your temper and try not to show un-neccessary attitude. but have you done what you had said? maybe you did but i didnt realise but maybe letting you go free you would be much more happier. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've never thought of hurting you but to shower tons of love to you. maybe we are fated to meet, but not fated to last.

take good care. work hard, rest well and don't always skip meal!!! you are thin enough!

finally i have decided to put a big FULL STOP in this rls. like what you said, good time don't last long for us. i never thought of using break to solve problem. but this time, the reason i said break was because i really can't tolerate anymore. you envy me that i could let it go that easily. but do you know how many times we had quarrel? after the last quarrel u wrote me a letter saying you will control your temper and try not to show un-neccessary attitude. but have you done what you had said? maybe you did but i didnt realise but maybe letting you go free you would be much more happier. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've never thought of hurting you but to shower tons of love to you. maybe we are fated to meet, but not fated to last.

take good care. work hard, rest well and don't always skip meal!!! you are thin enough!

你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
喔~~~ ~~~ ~~~ 耶~~~

people are just so damn childish~

SOME PEOPLE THINKS THEY ARE VERY MATURE, BUT INDEED ALL OF THEM JUST HAVE FUCKING ATTITUDE! SO BE IT. I WON'T GIVE IT A DAMM ANYMORE.

went to look for deardear at her workplace today. accompany her for lunch at far east... LOL.. after lunch headed back home. LOL. on the way home i suddenly feel like blogging. blogging things which i think deardear should know. my feeling towards our rls.

here it goes!

i still remember the first time we chatted, you were very sad.. u just ended your rls with ur ex-bf not long ago.. i never thought we would be together or what at that point of time. anyway thats not the main point of this msg. then one day, we met up at woodland. my first impression of you was you don't look like a typical malay. somehow or rather i find u very interesting so we started to sms and chat on phone.. eventually we met up!

my love for you had grown after our 2nd date. then i'm sure that i have fallen in love with u but i am uncertain about you. i finally speak out and ask you if you do have the same feeling as me or i'm just thinking too much. and your reply really brought me back to love once again. on our 3rd date, i decide to ask you to be my gf but u were late and i waited for you at lot 1 for 3hrs.. damn it! LOL. was worried that u wont be able to turn up. after you reached, we went to jurong entertainment but we were not about to skate due to that stupid competition. so instead we went to imm. had your fav food.. after that blablabla.. you should know la.. =D

our love offically began on 26th march. things are not very good at the beginning of our rls. we started quarrelling in less then a week. at that point of time, i am going to genting too. then things get worsen after i came back from genting. you saw things that u wouldnt want to see. but wadever it is, when i'm at genting, i kept thinking would we really last or we will break up after i return from genting.. at genting, i was thinking whether do you really love me or you're just playing with me. i'm confuse. but after i return back to singapore. you explain every single thing to me, i finally get to know how much love u had put in this rls. but not long after that quarrel, we started quarelling again. and at that point of time, it's dar who helped us to solve the problem.

both of us has bad attitude and won't give in to each other until things are very very worst. during quarrelling i know i had said alot of things that really hurt your heart but deep inside i swear it is angry words only. i am sorry for being so harsh to you.

within 1month you said 3 times break. i know you don't mean it when you say break because you are angry, but i think no matter what i do or whatever arguement we are having break shouldn't be the word to solve a problem. last saturday we quarrelled again. you said i have been neglecting you.. blablabla. you should know all that. i was so damn tired of quarrelling i eventually thought that would be the end of our rls because u once said if u never meet ur bf for 1week or so ur feeling will fade so i assume your feeling for me is no longer there. at that point of time i really gave up!

we met on monday morning on train. you gave me my present and 1 long letter. when i saw that photo album and the card you had made for me, my heart melt. infact if i use another view to look at you, you are indeed a good gf. you said your friend talk to u and you realise dunno what.. i also forgot what u had said le. anyway the main point is, friends have been helping us in most of our quarrell. in another words, if ur workmate never talk to u are we suppose to end this rls? think about it.

you are a good gf when we are not quarrelling and you are very bad when quarrelling. you tend to shout and scold at me and it makes things even worst. on friday, you are suppose to come to my house after work.. blablabla.. we quarrelled that night. i cup your phone you shout at me i shout at you.. wah~ high sia....

today u asked me if i really fang xin de let you go club not. my answer is YES! i do trust you. basically i think trust is there in our rls.. i think if we are able to control our temper when we are quarrelling i think everything will be ok~ and one more thing!!! i do love irritating you.. muahahha.. not because i wanna quarrell with u it is just tat i know you will entertain me if i irritate you.. thats the reason why i keep irritating you.

just for viewers information, irritate to me is
i call dear dear and ask her what is she doing, why she never pick up my phone when i call her, she so busy no time pick up? or flirting with other guys. blablabla. deardear should know la~
hahaha..

like what i always say, we might be special. we might start off with quarrell but then i believe honeymoon period will come one day.. so promise me not to use break to solve a problem. i can tolerate u saying break. but you never know one day, somehow, we might eventually break off.. so pls, dun ever say break!!!

last but not least, i wanna tell u i have fallen deeper in love with you and i do cherish you, enjoying every single time being with you. iLOVEyou!

me and dear dear at mount faber.