SCHOOL REOPENED!

snore~
i'm so damn tired today!
reason being i slept late last night
couldn't sleep till 3plus
and i woke up at 6.45am seeing 1 miss call
YAWN~
luckily i didnt kana disturb by the call
if not sure feel very jam

today school starts at 8am
and i reached YCK MRT at 7.50 going 8am
and pratically, most of us are late
on the way to lecture
hao suggested to buy our books now before the queue get long
in the end we are even more late
by the time we enter the lecture it's 8.20am
lecturer kept nagging and nagging
BLABLABLA~
i just can't be bothered about it!

took some candid pictures

to the left, to the left


she's tired after talking and standing for 1hr30mins


in the mids of lecture....

yawning~


see no evil~


BORING~


she laugh not because the lecturer is telling a joke
but it's because i'm trying hard to take her picture


trying hard not to be caught by the lecturers


next was another lecture
OMG~
it's the same old monotone lecture
he's so damn boring!
i rather listen to music then listening him talk
time past damn freaking slow
took a short nap in class
yawn~

after school went town with agnes, grace and hao
argh....
had a hard time to decide what we wanna eat

NO TO
billy bombers
pasta mania
fastfood
foodcourt
korean food
sakae shushi

and in the end, we ended up eating at village
suppose to catch a movie
but in the end.......
oh ya~
agnes(bitch) got me a shirt for my birthday present
APPRECIATE!

想念你的歌

是否曾经后悔过
那时候负气说走就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我没打听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 I Miss You
还舍不得把你封锁

星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成想念你的歌

该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了
忘记了我们都处理得有点笨拙
毕竟从来没有像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 I Miss You
我的爱情从来没有死掉过

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYpP0whzO7Q

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

i'm getting old
feel so tired and jammed
anyway the fact is i'm getting old
and it's time for me the get things serious


? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

alright
went to swiss hotel with hotel for dinner
the restaurant is at located at level 70
damn high sia
anyway
looking thru the menu
i think the food the ain't very expensive
100bucks is enough for you to enjoy a meal there
and the scenary is beautiful at night time
it's a very romantic place couples should go
*wink*

after dinner went town to look for alan,derek, jireh, vincent
soon sasa and ah don came
after they arrive took bus to club
met up with alston and jaspher outside club

drank alot last nite in club
kept drinking and drinking
playing 5-10
playing direction
argh..
it was so fun!
=D
enjoyed myself last nite
oh ya~
i almost forgot

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY!

we celebrated our birthday together
i'm 13th and his 14th
but think he's my age
kept di di siao siao me when i was lying down on the sofa
argh~

after club went supper at bugis
had steamboat
-.-"
having steamboat in the middle of the night
3am
so tired + jammed
anyway
really enjoy myself alot yestherday

took some photos!

accompany alston to town for his job interview yestherday
after his interview
went to hereen for lunch
*yummy*
the wanton is so damn crispy
and i saw pris there with her friends there
think she's having her lunch break

met up with alan and we headed to bugis
while waiting for derek to arrive we walked around bugis
BORING~
and i saw familier faces again!
saw baozhi, junming and jason soh
he asked me out to thai club/pub tonight but i already got program le so i gotta reject him
AND!
he's not very happy about it
i'm sorry!

after meeting up with derek, jaspher came by too
then they went for dinner at MOS burger
and off i go meeting wilson

wilson wanna get a portable hard disk
so accompany him search for it
after getting his portable hard disk
we went to bugis street
he wants to get some new clothes and stuff
but due to time limit of whatever shit
he only got himself a shoe

after that we headed to town
alan, derek, alston and jaspher are at party world
so we went to look for them
and they told my phone take pictures
derek says 2.0 mega pixels is better
can't capture his koya face
LOL

uploaded some photos
you guys are so narcistic









*Ignore this part of the post if you're irritated by his looks. Though he look scary, but he don't bite!

oh ya.
i almost forgot
alston asked me to advertise him
anyone interested in him
pls just tag my tagboard
yeah~
just tag and he will reply you as soon as possible
LOL!

he's alston

went town to watch "I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry"
suppose to meet up with wilson at 6.30pm
but in the he's late!
so tired~

called alan since he say he's coming to town
after meeting up with sasa, derek, alston and alan
they went to food court for dinner
so hungry la watching them eat!
and i've to wait for wilson to come cause if afterall he's going to take his dinner too

wilson finally arrive at 7.30 going to 8pm i think
so tired la
imagine if i'm alone at town
what can i do for 1hr
SNORE~

went to hereen korean restaurant for dinner
one word
MARVELOUS!
i'm sure gonna visit that restuarant again
thinking of it makes me hungry now

after dinner went for movie
i think the movie is so damn crappy and funny
2 friends in love?
OMG~
i can't imagine falling in love with my best friend
yucks!

after movie went supper
then off we go
shared cab home with alston, derek and andy
home sweet home!

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last

say that you love me
Say I'm the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye'
Cause I want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die

So call me romantic
Oh I guess that's so
There's something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

So there's just a little more that I need
I wanna share all the air that you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last

went town with jireh yestherday
suppose to meet him at 2.30pm at orchard but i'm late!
LALALALA~

he's so damn tired!
when i reached fareast, i called him and asked where he is
and guess what?
he's standing on the second floor where all the ah neh(indian) shops are
over the phone ,
he's trying hard to guide me to the place he is

after meeting up with him
went starbucks to chill
just can't stop crapping
jireh the crab(crap)
wahahaha~

then we went to hereen; cine; topshop;taka
then we sitted outside taka while waiting for alan
and i realise Britney Spears is going to release her new album this November
i'm shock when i know she's releasing her album
anyway, shall wait till her album release

alan came to look for us at taka
then accompany him to far east to get his hair cut
while waiting for him i and jireh took pictures
SO DAMN JAM!





WAHAHAHAHA~
jireh says the second picture i took look like i'm wawa-ing
whatever la- all look so JAM

went bugis with wilson for steamboat today
have never ate so much in my whole entire life(i'm talking about steamboat itself)
maybe like what wilson have said
the enviroment and stuff plays a part
so damn full
BURP~

转角*遇到爱

have been catching this show ever since it's shown on scv
so feeling sia
LOL
it's a very nice show!
2 thumb up! *wink*

what's wrong with me!
omg~
feeling so damn moody today
everythings changing
i'm not use to the way you're treating me!!
or, am i just thinking too much?
BLEAH!

went airport to fetch my dad back home
so damn shag after reaching home

horoscrope of libra

The Bottom Line
Do not listen to folks who are focused on things that don't really matter to you.

In Detail
Are you feeling pressured to be active right now when you really don't want to be? Listen to yourself and follow your mood, despite what other people may say. After all, one person's lazy is another person's relaxed ... it all depends on your point of reference. So do not listen to folks who are focused on things that just don't really matter to you. They need to learn how to negotiate and reason with you -- and you don't have to make it any easier for them.

it's so damn freaking true!
alright stop all those feeling feeling le

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY!!!

i'm so sorry that i couldn't join you guys at the party today
hahahaha...
you're now as old as i am
wahahahaha~

alright~
going into my lala land le
SWEET DREAMS TO ALL!
MUACK~

a piece of art completed by jireh mei mei =X



woke up at 9am this morning
then accompany my dad to his workplace at changi before sending him to airport
on the way to his workplace he kept nagging at me
kept asking me to work at his workplace instead of working as a waiter or in retail
he say guys don't work as that

i was like - HELLO?
i'm still studying, how much do you expect me to earn one month
i work he nag, i don't work he also nag
aiyo~

feel so sad after sending him off to airport
mummy and younger sister is @ perth
daddy's going sarawah(don't laugh at my english!)
my older sister is busy working
and i'm left home alone!

went to UBI for my job interview
i don't know if it's gonna be a successful one, but better then not trying
and i'm smart enough to find my way there(prove them wrong! wahahhaaha)
the interview was a smooth one
all i need to do is to wait for their call now.
LALALALA~

after interview thought of getting lunch for myself
but in the end i ended up eating instant noodle at home
damn hell~
if my mum is in singapore i wouldn't need to worry about what i wanna eat
she buy what i eat what

YEAH~ I KNOW I'M NOT INDEPENDENT!
i'm a spoil kid
hahahaha

slept till 6plus in the evening
slack around, thinking of what i should eat for dinner
then, the place my dad brought me to eat came into my mind!
so in the end i headed there alone for dinner
ordered lime juice and curry fish slice rice
muhahahaha~




going to fetch my sister from work and agnes will be coming over later

=D
GOOD DAY!

have not been updating for quite a very long time le.

LALALALA~

don't really have the motivation to blog!(but infact i'm just lazy to blog)

i've being slacking around since FRIDAY night(i think)

went st james on sunday night with wilson, sasa, alan, jireh, derek, alston and jashper, ahdon and vincent.

they are fun people to hang around with

=D

LOL.

took some picture with them!

after club went to "someone's" place to slack around!

i think that was my most SIA SWAY night of the year!

wah lau~

I HATE BISHAN!!!

i don't really know why did i say i wanna go bishan, but maybe i'm just too tired so i decided to slack around singapore instead of other country. TIRED LA HOR!

wahahahha~

and wilson said i did snore that night!(*paisay*)

think they were laughing at me throughout the night!

so evil of them right?

nvm~ they are all just too tired

hahahahaha

after when all of us are awake, went party world to sing!

muhahahaha~

so damn tired!!!

left about 4plus in the afternoon and when to tangs to suprise agnes!!

see! i'm a good friend right?

LALALALA~

well, agnes is moving into my place for 1 week!

omg~ that BITCH!

cried on the phone yestherday asking if i like her anot!

thought what had happen sia~

and the funniest part is when our time-table is out~

i asked for her admin no & password cos i wanna check if we are taking the same complementry module.

in the end, she got "Introduction to china and India studies"

was laughing like mad la~

called her and she was damn PISSED OFF~

agnes~ that's a very good module la! after 6months you sure will have more BOTH black&white friends

wahhahahaha~

school gonna re-open soon! BORING~

wanna look for part time job!

is my blog dead?
ans: NO!

i've have not been constantly updating of blog this few months. argh, so what having a blog? you can't say what you wanna say!

FUCKING OFF~
=D

I've finally got my tattoo done today! muhahahhaa..


went to agnes friend tattoo shop to get my tattoo done. Reached the shop at abour 2pm, then show the tattooist the picture i wanna tattoo. But the tattooist say he can find something better and he would customise it for me, so i just sit there and wait for my tattoo to be done. Meanwhile hao and grace came down to the shop and look for me. wah kao, really wanna thank God for giving me "GOOD" friends like them. Their purpose coming down today is just to see me cry. WTF!


Wait and wait and wait. Finally the tattooist had done with customising my tattoo, then problem arise. Wondering where should i tattoo the Unicorn. The tattooist suggest me to tattoo either my chest of my back, but deep in my thoughts i wanna tattoo somewhere near my stomach. So i asked if it is possible for him to tattoo near my stomach.


And his reply was "yeah~ many young guys tend to tattoo there, but its not a good place to tattoo. If one day you you turn fat or slightly thinner the tattoo wont be as good as now it is"


So in the end, i chose to tattoo my back.

After tattoo-ing, we headed to cineleisure for lunch-cum-dinner. Hao, Grace and Agnes have not taken their brunch at all. Then we headed to esplanade. They wanna supply(suprise) me by bringing me to one place. Yeah~ i'm very surpise when i realise that we are heading towards Fullerton Hotel. We went there to have their Chocolate Buffet.. *yummy*

As usual, after getting bloated by the chocolate we started playing with it.

yeah~ i know we're FUCKING disgusting!

And we took a group photo, so memorable.

while on the way home, took some picture with agnesBITCH. she's a SLUT! muahahahhahaha. Though you're a Slut, but i still love you. wahhahaha

this tattoo aint mine. don't you think this unicorn looks cool

everyone is so moody.

i'm not caring much about what is happening around me, i don't want them to affect my mood.


finally common test's over. rest for the weekend and am going back to mug for test. i'm getting more and more lazy. arghh... anyway, had an enjoyable weekend.



after common test on friday, when to catch Rush Hour 3 with hao, grace, agnes, baozhi, kenny, guanwei, junsen and zhang yang. not a bad show to catch, it's not as good as what i've thought.. infact, compared to Rush Hour 1 & 2 this show doesnt have much of action. but, ya ya there is always a BUT! but its funny la..



I wanna watch alone. arghh.. but people say it's not a nice movie to catch.. aiya whatever la. i think they are just scared. that's why they think that it's not a nice movie at all.. whatever it is, i will get the vcd once it's out.



After movie, when to look for vincent. suppose to shop for clothes, but by that time most of the shops are about to close. we went to one shop is HMV i don't really remember whats the shop name. but the point is, vincent showed me the taper jeans that he's talking about. it look cool but it's just too expensive. 189bucks.



Next then, we headed to topshop, basically we are just shopping for skinny pants/jeans. but still didnt manage to find the type of jeans we wanted. so in the end, we headed to NYDC for coffee. Had my favourite brownie, had not ate it for donkey years.. yuummy~ the feeling's back.. LOL. yeah~ while eating my brownie, vincent talked about his sad love story, why sad love story? cos i think LOVE has more hurt then any other thing. but anyway, the point is LOVE SUCKS!



after our dessert, vincent drove me about orchard, clark quey, chinatown, marina south.. and we've finally know our way to marina south. so smart of us. LOL.



then on saturday, i went swimming, and after my swim i saw missed call and sms from vincent saying he's at my place. wtf. he wanna supply(surprise) me? LOL. he should have called before he come. anyway, he went to jurong point to look for heng. After swimming, i'm so damn tired to take a train back from hougang.. so i alighted at Boon Keng MRT and took a cab back.



At around 9plus went lakeside to fetch vincent to my place. so nice of me right? wahhahaha. played mahjong with vincent, liting and keith. i'm very tired back then, but since they are here i think i have no choice but to entertain them. after mahjong went for supper at timah.. YAWN~ i'm tired. back then and NOW! when i'm halfway blogging.



*SLAP*



Gonna keep myself awake, i still gonna need to mug later.

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们
用沉默替代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞 是否找个
人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了
搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里 沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折 各自悲哀

it's been one month since i last blog. time really flies. LOL.

in my last post, i said common test is finally.. but after 1 month later exam is gonna start again. alright, this time round, each paper have about a lead time of 1week. so yeah, i guess it is not a problem mugging this coming common test.

yeah~

i found a part time job. infact this is the second part time job i've found.

the first one i found they dont have any basic pay but the commision is freaking attractive. i agreed to work, but in the end after some thought and discussion i decided not to work. LOL. on the day that i'm supposed to work i went to watch transformer with agnes at cineleisure. LOL. in the middle of the show, an unknown number called. and i kuku go pick up. LOL. but yeah~ i feel so damn bad not turning up la..

as for the second job, they do have both basic and comision. $6 per hr. yeah~ they just need me to work in the weekend. gonna try working for 1 or 2 weeks. maybe when time is getting nearer to semester exam, i'll stop working.. yeah~ i said MAYBE! that freaking bitch say i wouldn't be able to tahan working. wtf. nevermind ill try my best to prove her wrong.

wanna hear a sucide song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsbIvUx3CBc

they say people tend to commit sucide after listening to that song. bullshit la~
anyway heres the story behind the song

t h e s u i c i d e s o n g
Gloomy Sunday - the notorious 'Hungarian Suicide Song' - was written in 1933. Its melody and original lyrics were the creation of Rezső Seress, a self-taught pianist and composer born in Hungary in 1899.

The crushing hopelessness and bitter despair which characterised the two stanza penned by Seress were superseded by the more mournful, melancholic verses of Hungarian poet László Jávor.

When the song came to public attention it quickly earned its reputation as a 'suicide song'. Reports from Hungary alleged individuals had taken their lives after listening to the haunting melody, or that the lyrics had been left with their last letters.

The lyricists Sam M. Lewis and Desmond Carter each penned an English translatation of the song. It was Lewis's version, first recorded by Hal Kemp and his Orchestra, with Bob Allen on vocals (1936), that was to become the most widely covered.

The popularity of Gloomy Sunday increased greatly through its interpretation by Billie Holiday (1941). In an attempt to alleviate the pessemistic tone a third stanza was added to this version, giving the song a dreamy twist, yet still the suicide reputation remained. Gloomy Sunday was banned from the playlists of major radio broadcasters around the world. The B.B.C. deemed it too depressing for the airwaves.

Despite all such bans, Gloomy Sunday continued to be recorded and sold.
People continued to buy the recordings; some committed suicide.
Rezső Seress jumped to his death from his flat in 1968.

muhahaha. goosesbump..

Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go

NOTE: IF YOU ARE GOING TO COMMIT SUCIDE AFTER LISTENING TO THE SONG. PLEASE DON'T COME AND FIND ME. I'M JUST SHARING SOME INCREDIBLE STUFF!

common test is finally over..

maths paper was a good start of common test, it is not rather hard nor easy. and there is MCQ question! LOL. kinda lame la.. but i think that type of questions are free for us IF we are smart!
wahahahha..

mechanics paper CMI sia. LOL.. didnt expect such question would come out! anyway, mechanics is too damn difficult. everyone is saying there would be a moderation for mechanics.. so we shall see ba. =D

cost accounting... the paper was 85% similar to the common test revision question. thank God that i did revision on tht paper and adrainn taught me the function of cost. LOL.

automatic control paper was ok la.. but i think i won't be able to score high grades for that paper. arghh.. didnt know how to do 2-3 question in section A. though it is 2marks question, i'm prepared for the worst.

MIS paper was hard. the mcq question is hard, the short question is hard, everything is so damn hard. argh.. maange to do most of the section B question and for MCQ i'm not confident with my answer cause i didnt study the book for mcq. i just read and memorise the answer of the revision paper. LOL

overall, i think it is not the matter of whether i can pass, but i think i would be afraid that i can't score. LOL.

5 more days to common test..

argh.. time is so damn limited. every single day all i could think of is to study and study and study. but the fact is i think i am not as hardworking as last semester.maybe due to the amount of modules to take. its double of what i have to study compared to last semester. but anyway i think i still kinda manage to cope with 5modules. just that i won't have equal heart to study for all 5modules.

oh ya~ went to agnes chalet at sentosa on monday! LOL. it's her birthday!!! LOL. thats the time where i feel so FREE! free from books.. muhahahaha..

realise that i don't even have time to blog during this week! LOL. have been busy mugging, i really hate mugging, but i don't have a choice but to mug. mug and mug and mug! LOL. people i'm hardworking right? and i do deserve A's wahahhaha.. ok~ don't faint or puke.

basically throughout this 1 whole week of holiday i've been studying la~ except for thursday. went out with hao hao. actually wanna get agnes a birthday present... but in the end, i end up shopping for myself. brought 2 tops. blablabla.

its boring to talk about things you brought. people may think SO WHAT? it's non of their business.. so yeah~ not going to talk about it. muhahahaha

after shopping at town the whole day went to tangs to look for agnes.. or should i say we gave her a surprise. we lied to her saying we are studying at CCK.. but infact we are on our way to tangs to suprise her.. omg~ i think i am a very good friend sia.. LOL.

agnes where the hell can you find another good friend like ME? you definately gotta cherish me. muhahahaha..

damn it sia, today is saturday and i'm stuck at home rotting. LOL. i'm not complaining or what... but arghh... common test is stressing me up. i don't even have the mood to go town or what.. spend my saturday night at keith place mugging.

i'm so damn emo this few days. what the fuck is wrong with me sia.. fuck fuck fuck!!! argh.. someone pls wake me up! i myself don't even know whats making me so emo. even if i know i wouldn't blog it here! SECRET! but definately i'm not being emo because of any girls. wahahhaa.. got to state that if not people out there would say i'm a flirt.. blablabla..

arghh.. common test is freaking me up! actually i think i'm a very good student, instead of spending my weekends at town, i stuck myself up at home to study for my common test. LOL.. TONS of brain cells had died due to geng too much brain for math! arghh.. it seems like i got nothing much to study for maths BUT all the questions are freaking hard!

basically i think i would be studying at home for holiday for this 2weeks break EXCEPT for sunday and monday cause it's gonna be BITCH birthday! wth~ still remember last year on her 18th birthday i force her go buy cigre at 7-11 and she was asked for IC. time really flies.. alright gonna go back to mug le.. stress!!!!

hurray~ finally completed all my reports and project... so damn worn off.. arghh.. had presentation! the teacher just sucks to the core! asking stupid question.. arghh.. i still prefer the previous lecturer.. LOL.. so damn nervous during presentaion. when bao zhi is presenting my heart beat was beating like hell.. LOL.. but when it is my time to present i find it very funny.. kept wanting to laugh.. LOL. anyway know my classmate for 1years le.. it's not as bad as my first presentation last yr... comm skill!!! SUCKS!

and by the time xiang hao take over to present, i laugh like mad sia.. ok~ lets make it clear, i'm not laughing at him.. but i wanna pee!!! earlier on i wanna go to the toilet b4 presenting but that fucking lecture dun allow me to go! shit him!!

after tt lesson, still gonna have another test! arghh.. seriously, i think i sucks at drawing.. i can't draw and the test the lecturer gave is so fucking difficult.. but in the end geng abit of brain and manage to draw abit la.. but didnt manage to complete the drawing at all.. its a bad thing... but the good thing is, i'm not the only one whom didnt complete the whole drawing.. i think only got 2 person got manage to complete the drawing.. wahahaha..

tomorrow is my last day of school... muahahaha.. but still gonna study for common test! arghhh..

it has been a damn busy week. it's week 8! means it our doom week!!! rushing cost accounting report like hell yestherday! suddenly realise there are tons of uncompleted work. arghh... whenever i open semester project powerpoint, it makes me more tired sia.. just wanna close it and heck care it! BUT! tomorrow gonna hand in cost accounting and semester project.. hai can die sia...

seriously, i think girls at my class sucks too the core. i am not refering to all, but some. i really don't know what the hell do they really want. say whatever you want because i don't give a FUCK about anything you say. and i am proud to say, you are not affecting me by the things you are saying. you are just ruinning your life. why make things so complicated when it can be settled easily. you are the one who are causing every single thing to happen. pls wake up your fucking idea. you are no longer in primary school, be mature. so what i and her quarrel ? it is none of your business.. does it even concern you? are you born in the year of CHICKEN? if no, why are you so kpo! can't be bothered about it.

i'm getting annoyed by what that stupid bitch is doing.. sms-ing stupid things and expect me to reply her! wth sia.. afterall i did replied her cause i'm so damn bo liao! wahahahaha..

let me make it an official one. i'm not attach, i'm not dating anyone, i'm not sweet talking with any girls currently. so people, pls don't keep asking if i'm attach or what cause my answer will be a big NO! i'm not attach!!!!!!

went to study with agnes yestherday at lot 1 mac. did maths for 4-5hrs? she's so damn fcuking attitude! wth sia.. don't know how to do still give people attitude.. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? so damn piss off with her yestherday.. she's just a fcuking bitch! maths is so freaking hard.. couldn't do certain questions and worst still is i scare those question i know won't appear in common test, but those i don't know will appear on it! *pray hard*

went home to rest awhile then meet danniu to study again! LOL..

study study study.. boring~

there are still tons of things left undone. omfg(oh my fucking goodness). projectss, report, homework, common test bla bla bla..

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there...

If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way.....

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there... For Me...

have not been updating blog often. yawn~ sometimes people who blog can't blog what they are really thinking about or what they wanna say.. reason- blog kills friendships..

yeah~ but today i'm gonna blog something! muhahaha *evil grin*

wah lau eh. that bao zhi ah.. got nothing to say about him.. today during lecturer he told me that he's cursing me to turn FAT! wth sia.. though i eat alot.. but still I WILL CONTROL MY DIET! and i'm a narcistic person.. so yeah~ i will mind every single things that affects me! LOL. even abit of fats!

note to baozhi
if one day, you really feel like beating me or what right. i beg you.. pls don't ever hit my face!! i'm ugly enough.. i don't wanna worsen it! thanks =D

crap crap crap...

common test time-table is out! arghhh.. 5papers to study. sian~ so damn turn off! but don't really have the motivation to study now... still got report and project to rush and worst still is that all report and project due on the same day of the week! project sucks everything sucks!

alright~ don't wanna complain and nag about anything le.. tomorrow is PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!! gonna sleep till very full. so damn freaking tired! but still tomorrow gonna study =x gonna meet agnes to study for maths common test. 2weeks of study week ain't enough for 5 modules.. gonna start mugging for exams. all the best guys!

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breathe away
would you be there

so damn moody yestherday! wahahaha.. anyway went to look for agnes at town last night. LOL.. always can't decide what we wanna have for dinner!! argh.. we are so indecisive. walk around cineleisure and hereen then she said BILLY BOMBERS got to tempt her.. so we went in for dinner.. while eating she say she wants to buy tamagotchi! i was like wth! so old liao still wanna play.. so i say we shall walk around town and see if they do sell what she wants..


we asked around and some friendly people told us that robinson level 4 or 5 might sell what we are looking for.. so i and her headed to robinson.. and wth~ level 4 and 5 is not toys area.. it's level 6!! LOL.. anyway.. walk around the children's section... took some picture of hero`agnes

-=she's the king=-

-=she's acting stupid *cover face*=-


wahahhaha.. then we continue looking for her tamagotchi... and we eventually found it! she damn bitch! keep tempting me to accompany her to play so i kinda gian tio.... so in the end, i also got myself one tamagotchi..

-=my white tamagotchi

-=her princess tamagotchi=-


after we got our tamagotchi... we open it infront of the cashier sia.. like two small kids eagering to have their toys! omg~ so damn xia shui sia.. after that we kept playing our tamagotchi while deciding where should we go now.. in the end, we ended up at starbucks sitting down playing our own tamgotchi till it fall asleep.. LOL.. i'm not childish by having a tamagotchi.. i'm just too bo liao!

-=tamagotchi in sleeping mode=-

today is another long day in school.. omg~ lecturers are really stressing us up with our project.. during cost accounting lesson i donno why the lecture is teaching at a super duper fast speed.. so damn kan chong sia.. donno why she is rushing to complete so many topic in 2hrs.. i think she's mad! and i believe not everyone or should i say almost the whole class can't catch whats she is teaching.. she's another SPIDER! LOL.

wahahaha... during lecture took agnes handphone and take picture with hao! and even set it as her wallpaper.. the picture is freaking bright.. i didnt set it that way purposely i swear! =D

we are all so damn hungry after school. actually during semester project we wanna go and have my fav BROWNIE.. but i scare if i'm going to eat tt i might not have the appetite to eat during dinner time.. arghh.. anyway, str8 after school me, hao, grace and agnes we went to clark quey for dinner @ riverside indonesia seafood restaurant.. the service there just sucks too the core! the waiteress there don't even know how to serve a customer.. anyway we are just so disappointed in the food there.. so turn off sia..

after dinner we went to walk around clark quey to look for TCC.. we walk around central shopping centre but we still aren't able to find TCC till we open our mouth and ask and realise TCC is not inside the building at all!! LOL..

took lots of picture while waiting for our BROWNIE and drinks!!!

-=me and that bitch!=-

-=lovely couple=-

-=stupid post=-

-=chocolate fludge with ice-cream=-

-=MY FAV BROWNIE!!=-

took some picture with bitch!

-=1year ago=-

-=one year later=-

i think both of us really change alot.. in appearance or in character. there was once we quarrelled till we didnt talk to each other for like 2-3 months.. wahhahaa.. yeah~ during that period of time we both learn to cherish each other as a friend.. but yeah~ till now we are still joking and playing around with each other.. she will always be my BITCH friend. love ya bitch!

time flies damn fast man~ today is wednesday! LOL.. i hate maths! i no longer LOVE maths. it's getting tougher and tougher each week. worst still, my darling mummy(my math lecturer) she is teaching at a super duper damn fast rate. early in the morning she said she wanna give us an "early bird test". so damn stupid sia~ my brain ain't working well early in the morning. whatever it is, i just feel that she is so damn kan chiong~ wondering if she is born in the year of "SPIDER"? so kan chiong sia...

muhahaha... spider makes me think of AGNES BOEY! she is another one spider!!! she should know why i call her spider ba..

tomorrow gonna be another long day at school.. but tomorrow after school me, agnes, hao and grace we are going to have dinner at clark quey at one indonesia seafood restaurant. though i don't really love eating seafood but other then seafood the chicken and satay look so delicious. tempted to try every single dish... *yummy*

so damn tired~ craving for weekends...

busy busy busy... gonna be busy for the next 1 month.. argh.. tons of things to complete...

1) Automatic Control Assignment 2

2) Cost accounting project

3) Semester Project report

all this project dues on week 8 which is in 2 weeks time... gonna get mad by all this sia.. LOL. then after handing in of all this projects then it's gonna be STUDY WEEK! *faint* gotta study for SIX modules!!! wtf sia.. stress stress.. as usual gonna chiong for common test, then during semester exam i can afford to slack more.. LOL.. wahahahaha.. anyway i'm still slacking~ not gonna touch my books till study week!! i wanna play~ enjoy playing... wahahhaa. time really flies.. in another 10weeks or so gonna have semester exam... then i'm gonna have my another LONG~~~~~ HOLIDAY! muhahaha.. looking forward for end of semester holiday!!! can get to slack and be stress-less... LOL.. anyway i think got holiday or no holiday its the same.. cause i'm enjoying my time in school crapping with my fellow GAYMATES! wahahaha..

went lot one with winnie to shop for some stuff.. LOL.. brought 3 HUSH PUPPY boxer.. woooo~ damn sexy sia.. it's selling at $7.90 per piece.. kinda cheaper then JOE BOXERS!

school sucks! so damn tired of school.. lots and lots of thing to study! gonna grow white hair soon.. LOL..

alright~ got lots of things to blog today!

this is a story of alvin and kelly(names are just given by me).. frankly speaking~ i think in this world, good girls are getting lesser and lesser. but i think kelly is so determine to wait for alvin and she's willing to give him time to think whether they should be together or not.

in my eyes, i feel that alvin and kelly are very competible. but i think they are fated to be together but not long. yeah~ anyway kelly always put nicks which will make people think she is in love with others or what. but i got to realise deep in her heart she still havent let go of alvin. people who know that they are together all thinks kelly is good to alvin, but to alvin he thinks another way. we can't blame alvin for not realising that because he know kelly better then us. but yeah~ still i think outsider can't do anything but just see them drifting apart.

both of them are my friends i wont side any of them but just hope they would really think about it and decide to be together or not! don't wait till both get attach then realise actually your previous one love you more then others.

went M.H with bao zhi and gang last saturday... LOL.. actually i don't wanna go de.. but that baozhi gave attittude to me say if i'm not going down, he's going to ignore me forever. LOL. in the end i headed down to m.h. it's kinda bored there in the beginning la.. smokers are all around me.. i myself trying hard not to smoke, there they keep giving me cigre.. so damn cb! donno why i got myself this kinda of friends..

people are talking about me and my ex! LOL.. all so curious what causes us to break up! whahahaha.. anyway yeah~ it's over! i'm moving on and so is she.. infact i'm really enjoying what i am now~ that cb agnes keep saying i always xian girls in poly.. but pls lor.. i'm helping baozhi to know that girl.. you donno don't anyway say!!! want me to punch your bloody mouth izzit? LOL.

went to causeway for dinner with agnes, hao, grace and keith. had pastamania for dinner.. nothing really special. saw some small secondary kids while eating.. was thinking which girl should i invest on... blablabla.. talk cock only la.. hahahaha.. yeah~ that cb agnes gave me a hard pinch when i say one girl look cute... LOL.. anyway i'm not interested in xiao mei mei. cb bitch! you know me so long le. you should know my taste la~

in my previous post, i said that i wanna quit smoking~ yeah! i'm still trying hard to quit smoking.. hmmmm... i think my friends are all very supportive about me quitting smoking! yeah~ keep asking me not to smoke and have the determination.. and some even wanna quit smoking with me! yeah~ but i think smoking is not bad either but dunno why people dislike it alot!

it's saturday and i dunno what am i going to do later. yawn~ so damn tired. wanna sleep till late late but still woke up damn early.

oh ya~ quarrel with some BITCH(AGNES BOEY MEI TING) yestherday! learned 1 new english word COWED. that bitch told me cowed is another word for COWARD! i just can't be bothered about that bitch until i saw her blog.. LOL.. alright! anyway i think she is abit too bo liao and really THINK TOO MUCH! i'm not so free like you findng TONS of scandals and flings! anyway i don't give it a damn to what you bitch think of me! and i'm not a person who don't admit my own mistake. i'm responsible for the things i'm doing~ so yeah! so think before you talk! muhahahha~

alright~ i've blog my part of story! kinda short sia~ but i think it's gonna beat you till you teeth drop!

i've decided to quit smoking! LOL. ALRIGHT~ dun laugh at me! i really mean i wanna quit.. yeah~ had my last stick at the morning. i'm really suffering now. i just feel like smoking now!!!! argh.. but frankly speaking, when people know i'm quitting smoking they all really encourage except for some BITCH!

*you should know who you are! boey met ting agnes*

yeah~ i hope i can really quit smoking!!! any comments on what i should do to get myself out of smoking life??? i really need help from everyone!!! wahhahaha.. LOL.. desperate to quit smoking. it's either quit or smoke! yeah~

finally i have decided to put a big FULL STOP in this rls. like what you said, good time don't last long for us. i never thought of using break to solve problem. but this time, the reason i said break was because i really can't tolerate anymore. you envy me that i could let it go that easily. but do you know how many times we had quarrel? after the last quarrel u wrote me a letter saying you will control your temper and try not to show un-neccessary attitude. but have you done what you had said? maybe you did but i didnt realise but maybe letting you go free you would be much more happier. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've never thought of hurting you but to shower tons of love to you. maybe we are fated to meet, but not fated to last.

take good care. work hard, rest well and don't always skip meal!!! you are thin enough!

finally i have decided to put a big FULL STOP in this rls. like what you said, good time don't last long for us. i never thought of using break to solve problem. but this time, the reason i said break was because i really can't tolerate anymore. you envy me that i could let it go that easily. but do you know how many times we had quarrel? after the last quarrel u wrote me a letter saying you will control your temper and try not to show un-neccessary attitude. but have you done what you had said? maybe you did but i didnt realise but maybe letting you go free you would be much more happier. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've never thought of hurting you but to shower tons of love to you. maybe we are fated to meet, but not fated to last.

take good care. work hard, rest well and don't always skip meal!!! you are thin enough!

你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
喔~~~ ~~~ ~~~ 耶~~~

people are just so damn childish~

SOME PEOPLE THINKS THEY ARE VERY MATURE, BUT INDEED ALL OF THEM JUST HAVE FUCKING ATTITUDE! SO BE IT. I WON'T GIVE IT A DAMM ANYMORE.

went to look for deardear at her workplace today. accompany her for lunch at far east... LOL.. after lunch headed back home. LOL. on the way home i suddenly feel like blogging. blogging things which i think deardear should know. my feeling towards our rls.

here it goes!

i still remember the first time we chatted, you were very sad.. u just ended your rls with ur ex-bf not long ago.. i never thought we would be together or what at that point of time. anyway thats not the main point of this msg. then one day, we met up at woodland. my first impression of you was you don't look like a typical malay. somehow or rather i find u very interesting so we started to sms and chat on phone.. eventually we met up!

my love for you had grown after our 2nd date. then i'm sure that i have fallen in love with u but i am uncertain about you. i finally speak out and ask you if you do have the same feeling as me or i'm just thinking too much. and your reply really brought me back to love once again. on our 3rd date, i decide to ask you to be my gf but u were late and i waited for you at lot 1 for 3hrs.. damn it! LOL. was worried that u wont be able to turn up. after you reached, we went to jurong entertainment but we were not about to skate due to that stupid competition. so instead we went to imm. had your fav food.. after that blablabla.. you should know la.. =D

our love offically began on 26th march. things are not very good at the beginning of our rls. we started quarrelling in less then a week. at that point of time, i am going to genting too. then things get worsen after i came back from genting. you saw things that u wouldnt want to see. but wadever it is, when i'm at genting, i kept thinking would we really last or we will break up after i return from genting.. at genting, i was thinking whether do you really love me or you're just playing with me. i'm confuse. but after i return back to singapore. you explain every single thing to me, i finally get to know how much love u had put in this rls. but not long after that quarrel, we started quarelling again. and at that point of time, it's dar who helped us to solve the problem.

both of us has bad attitude and won't give in to each other until things are very very worst. during quarrelling i know i had said alot of things that really hurt your heart but deep inside i swear it is angry words only. i am sorry for being so harsh to you.

within 1month you said 3 times break. i know you don't mean it when you say break because you are angry, but i think no matter what i do or whatever arguement we are having break shouldn't be the word to solve a problem. last saturday we quarrelled again. you said i have been neglecting you.. blablabla. you should know all that. i was so damn tired of quarrelling i eventually thought that would be the end of our rls because u once said if u never meet ur bf for 1week or so ur feeling will fade so i assume your feeling for me is no longer there. at that point of time i really gave up!

we met on monday morning on train. you gave me my present and 1 long letter. when i saw that photo album and the card you had made for me, my heart melt. infact if i use another view to look at you, you are indeed a good gf. you said your friend talk to u and you realise dunno what.. i also forgot what u had said le. anyway the main point is, friends have been helping us in most of our quarrell. in another words, if ur workmate never talk to u are we suppose to end this rls? think about it.

you are a good gf when we are not quarrelling and you are very bad when quarrelling. you tend to shout and scold at me and it makes things even worst. on friday, you are suppose to come to my house after work.. blablabla.. we quarrelled that night. i cup your phone you shout at me i shout at you.. wah~ high sia....

today u asked me if i really fang xin de let you go club not. my answer is YES! i do trust you. basically i think trust is there in our rls.. i think if we are able to control our temper when we are quarrelling i think everything will be ok~ and one more thing!!! i do love irritating you.. muahahha.. not because i wanna quarrell with u it is just tat i know you will entertain me if i irritate you.. thats the reason why i keep irritating you.

just for viewers information, irritate to me is
i call dear dear and ask her what is she doing, why she never pick up my phone when i call her, she so busy no time pick up? or flirting with other guys. blablabla. deardear should know la~
hahaha..

like what i always say, we might be special. we might start off with quarrell but then i believe honeymoon period will come one day.. so promise me not to use break to solve a problem. i can tolerate u saying break. but you never know one day, somehow, we might eventually break off.. so pls, dun ever say break!!!

last but not least, i wanna tell u i have fallen deeper in love with you and i do cherish you, enjoying every single time being with you. iLOVEyou!

me and dear dear at mount faber.