i was hinder by some unnecessary problem recently
once we were so close and it suddenly got cut off
and after so many months of not constantly contacting
a phone call changed everything

no doubt at first i was wondering why.
as it was as true as it is, i think everyone has their own reason for doing some things
but well.. it would be purely friendship this time round
what had happen in the past are all memories
it was a great determination to make this decision
perhaps too many things had happen in between us over the years
but i guess to make this friendship possible, one of us should draw the line

i'm exhausted with all the love i had
i need some time to be alone

over the years, i've been blind by love.
i hardly spend time with family when i'm in a relationship
but ever since the previous one i had, i had spent most of my time with friends & family.
true enough, everyone need love.
but if i were to have someone just for the sake of having, i rather have nothing.

nevertheless i'm happy with my free and easy style.
i spend what i have
i idl around like nobody business
i play around with no restriction
i laze with no stress
i sleep without thinking if i should sleep on the left or the right.
i meet whoever i like, be it girls or guys.

yeah.

come to think of it, i should be glad that i could live without anyone
okay. i did live for another person in the past
but no longer at all.

perhaps by doing this post, i've already make things clear for anyone
i love you my friend
:))


on a side track.
results would be out in 5 days time