it's been one month since i last blog. time really flies. LOL.

in my last post, i said common test is finally.. but after 1 month later exam is gonna start again. alright, this time round, each paper have about a lead time of 1week. so yeah, i guess it is not a problem mugging this coming common test.

yeah~

i found a part time job. infact this is the second part time job i've found.

the first one i found they dont have any basic pay but the commision is freaking attractive. i agreed to work, but in the end after some thought and discussion i decided not to work. LOL. on the day that i'm supposed to work i went to watch transformer with agnes at cineleisure. LOL. in the middle of the show, an unknown number called. and i kuku go pick up. LOL. but yeah~ i feel so damn bad not turning up la..

as for the second job, they do have both basic and comision. $6 per hr. yeah~ they just need me to work in the weekend. gonna try working for 1 or 2 weeks. maybe when time is getting nearer to semester exam, i'll stop working.. yeah~ i said MAYBE! that freaking bitch say i wouldn't be able to tahan working. wtf. nevermind ill try my best to prove her wrong.

wanna hear a sucide song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsbIvUx3CBc

they say people tend to commit sucide after listening to that song. bullshit la~
anyway heres the story behind the song

t h e s u i c i d e s o n g
Gloomy Sunday - the notorious 'Hungarian Suicide Song' - was written in 1933. Its melody and original lyrics were the creation of Rezső Seress, a self-taught pianist and composer born in Hungary in 1899.

The crushing hopelessness and bitter despair which characterised the two stanza penned by Seress were superseded by the more mournful, melancholic verses of Hungarian poet László Jávor.

When the song came to public attention it quickly earned its reputation as a 'suicide song'. Reports from Hungary alleged individuals had taken their lives after listening to the haunting melody, or that the lyrics had been left with their last letters.

The lyricists Sam M. Lewis and Desmond Carter each penned an English translatation of the song. It was Lewis's version, first recorded by Hal Kemp and his Orchestra, with Bob Allen on vocals (1936), that was to become the most widely covered.

The popularity of Gloomy Sunday increased greatly through its interpretation by Billie Holiday (1941). In an attempt to alleviate the pessemistic tone a third stanza was added to this version, giving the song a dreamy twist, yet still the suicide reputation remained. Gloomy Sunday was banned from the playlists of major radio broadcasters around the world. The B.B.C. deemed it too depressing for the airwaves.

Despite all such bans, Gloomy Sunday continued to be recorded and sold.
People continued to buy the recordings; some committed suicide.
Rezső Seress jumped to his death from his flat in 1968.

muhahaha. goosesbump..

Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go

NOTE: IF YOU ARE GOING TO COMMIT SUCIDE AFTER LISTENING TO THE SONG. PLEASE DON'T COME AND FIND ME. I'M JUST SHARING SOME INCREDIBLE STUFF!

common test is finally over..

maths paper was a good start of common test, it is not rather hard nor easy. and there is MCQ question! LOL. kinda lame la.. but i think that type of questions are free for us IF we are smart!
wahahahha..

mechanics paper CMI sia. LOL.. didnt expect such question would come out! anyway, mechanics is too damn difficult. everyone is saying there would be a moderation for mechanics.. so we shall see ba. =D

cost accounting... the paper was 85% similar to the common test revision question. thank God that i did revision on tht paper and adrainn taught me the function of cost. LOL.

automatic control paper was ok la.. but i think i won't be able to score high grades for that paper. arghh.. didnt know how to do 2-3 question in section A. though it is 2marks question, i'm prepared for the worst.

MIS paper was hard. the mcq question is hard, the short question is hard, everything is so damn hard. argh.. maange to do most of the section B question and for MCQ i'm not confident with my answer cause i didnt study the book for mcq. i just read and memorise the answer of the revision paper. LOL

overall, i think it is not the matter of whether i can pass, but i think i would be afraid that i can't score. LOL.

5 more days to common test..

argh.. time is so damn limited. every single day all i could think of is to study and study and study. but the fact is i think i am not as hardworking as last semester.maybe due to the amount of modules to take. its double of what i have to study compared to last semester. but anyway i think i still kinda manage to cope with 5modules. just that i won't have equal heart to study for all 5modules.

oh ya~ went to agnes chalet at sentosa on monday! LOL. it's her birthday!!! LOL. thats the time where i feel so FREE! free from books.. muhahahaha..

realise that i don't even have time to blog during this week! LOL. have been busy mugging, i really hate mugging, but i don't have a choice but to mug. mug and mug and mug! LOL. people i'm hardworking right? and i do deserve A's wahahhaha.. ok~ don't faint or puke.

basically throughout this 1 whole week of holiday i've been studying la~ except for thursday. went out with hao hao. actually wanna get agnes a birthday present... but in the end, i end up shopping for myself. brought 2 tops. blablabla.

its boring to talk about things you brought. people may think SO WHAT? it's non of their business.. so yeah~ not going to talk about it. muhahahaha

after shopping at town the whole day went to tangs to look for agnes.. or should i say we gave her a surprise. we lied to her saying we are studying at CCK.. but infact we are on our way to tangs to suprise her.. omg~ i think i am a very good friend sia.. LOL.

agnes where the hell can you find another good friend like ME? you definately gotta cherish me. muhahahaha..

damn it sia, today is saturday and i'm stuck at home rotting. LOL. i'm not complaining or what... but arghh... common test is stressing me up. i don't even have the mood to go town or what.. spend my saturday night at keith place mugging.

i'm so damn emo this few days. what the fuck is wrong with me sia.. fuck fuck fuck!!! argh.. someone pls wake me up! i myself don't even know whats making me so emo. even if i know i wouldn't blog it here! SECRET! but definately i'm not being emo because of any girls. wahahhaa.. got to state that if not people out there would say i'm a flirt.. blablabla..

arghh.. common test is freaking me up! actually i think i'm a very good student, instead of spending my weekends at town, i stuck myself up at home to study for my common test. LOL.. TONS of brain cells had died due to geng too much brain for math! arghh.. it seems like i got nothing much to study for maths BUT all the questions are freaking hard!

basically i think i would be studying at home for holiday for this 2weeks break EXCEPT for sunday and monday cause it's gonna be BITCH birthday! wth~ still remember last year on her 18th birthday i force her go buy cigre at 7-11 and she was asked for IC. time really flies.. alright gonna go back to mug le.. stress!!!!

hurray~ finally completed all my reports and project... so damn worn off.. arghh.. had presentation! the teacher just sucks to the core! asking stupid question.. arghh.. i still prefer the previous lecturer.. LOL.. so damn nervous during presentaion. when bao zhi is presenting my heart beat was beating like hell.. LOL.. but when it is my time to present i find it very funny.. kept wanting to laugh.. LOL. anyway know my classmate for 1years le.. it's not as bad as my first presentation last yr... comm skill!!! SUCKS!

and by the time xiang hao take over to present, i laugh like mad sia.. ok~ lets make it clear, i'm not laughing at him.. but i wanna pee!!! earlier on i wanna go to the toilet b4 presenting but that fucking lecture dun allow me to go! shit him!!

after tt lesson, still gonna have another test! arghh.. seriously, i think i sucks at drawing.. i can't draw and the test the lecturer gave is so fucking difficult.. but in the end geng abit of brain and manage to draw abit la.. but didnt manage to complete the drawing at all.. its a bad thing... but the good thing is, i'm not the only one whom didnt complete the whole drawing.. i think only got 2 person got manage to complete the drawing.. wahahaha..

tomorrow is my last day of school... muahahaha.. but still gonna study for common test! arghhh..

it has been a damn busy week. it's week 8! means it our doom week!!! rushing cost accounting report like hell yestherday! suddenly realise there are tons of uncompleted work. arghh... whenever i open semester project powerpoint, it makes me more tired sia.. just wanna close it and heck care it! BUT! tomorrow gonna hand in cost accounting and semester project.. hai can die sia...

seriously, i think girls at my class sucks too the core. i am not refering to all, but some. i really don't know what the hell do they really want. say whatever you want because i don't give a FUCK about anything you say. and i am proud to say, you are not affecting me by the things you are saying. you are just ruinning your life. why make things so complicated when it can be settled easily. you are the one who are causing every single thing to happen. pls wake up your fucking idea. you are no longer in primary school, be mature. so what i and her quarrel ? it is none of your business.. does it even concern you? are you born in the year of CHICKEN? if no, why are you so kpo! can't be bothered about it.

i'm getting annoyed by what that stupid bitch is doing.. sms-ing stupid things and expect me to reply her! wth sia.. afterall i did replied her cause i'm so damn bo liao! wahahahaha..

let me make it an official one. i'm not attach, i'm not dating anyone, i'm not sweet talking with any girls currently. so people, pls don't keep asking if i'm attach or what cause my answer will be a big NO! i'm not attach!!!!!!

went to study with agnes yestherday at lot 1 mac. did maths for 4-5hrs? she's so damn fcuking attitude! wth sia.. don't know how to do still give people attitude.. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? so damn piss off with her yestherday.. she's just a fcuking bitch! maths is so freaking hard.. couldn't do certain questions and worst still is i scare those question i know won't appear in common test, but those i don't know will appear on it! *pray hard*

went home to rest awhile then meet danniu to study again! LOL..

study study study.. boring~

there are still tons of things left undone. omfg(oh my fucking goodness). projectss, report, homework, common test bla bla bla..

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there...

If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way.....

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there... For Me...

have not been updating blog often. yawn~ sometimes people who blog can't blog what they are really thinking about or what they wanna say.. reason- blog kills friendships..

yeah~ but today i'm gonna blog something! muhahaha *evil grin*

wah lau eh. that bao zhi ah.. got nothing to say about him.. today during lecturer he told me that he's cursing me to turn FAT! wth sia.. though i eat alot.. but still I WILL CONTROL MY DIET! and i'm a narcistic person.. so yeah~ i will mind every single things that affects me! LOL. even abit of fats!

note to baozhi
if one day, you really feel like beating me or what right. i beg you.. pls don't ever hit my face!! i'm ugly enough.. i don't wanna worsen it! thanks =D

crap crap crap...

common test time-table is out! arghhh.. 5papers to study. sian~ so damn turn off! but don't really have the motivation to study now... still got report and project to rush and worst still is that all report and project due on the same day of the week! project sucks everything sucks!

alright~ don't wanna complain and nag about anything le.. tomorrow is PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!! gonna sleep till very full. so damn freaking tired! but still tomorrow gonna study =x gonna meet agnes to study for maths common test. 2weeks of study week ain't enough for 5 modules.. gonna start mugging for exams. all the best guys!

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breathe away
would you be there

so damn moody yestherday! wahahaha.. anyway went to look for agnes at town last night. LOL.. always can't decide what we wanna have for dinner!! argh.. we are so indecisive. walk around cineleisure and hereen then she said BILLY BOMBERS got to tempt her.. so we went in for dinner.. while eating she say she wants to buy tamagotchi! i was like wth! so old liao still wanna play.. so i say we shall walk around town and see if they do sell what she wants..


we asked around and some friendly people told us that robinson level 4 or 5 might sell what we are looking for.. so i and her headed to robinson.. and wth~ level 4 and 5 is not toys area.. it's level 6!! LOL.. anyway.. walk around the children's section... took some picture of hero`agnes

-=she's the king=-

-=she's acting stupid *cover face*=-


wahahhaha.. then we continue looking for her tamagotchi... and we eventually found it! she damn bitch! keep tempting me to accompany her to play so i kinda gian tio.... so in the end, i also got myself one tamagotchi..

-=my white tamagotchi

-=her princess tamagotchi=-


after we got our tamagotchi... we open it infront of the cashier sia.. like two small kids eagering to have their toys! omg~ so damn xia shui sia.. after that we kept playing our tamagotchi while deciding where should we go now.. in the end, we ended up at starbucks sitting down playing our own tamgotchi till it fall asleep.. LOL.. i'm not childish by having a tamagotchi.. i'm just too bo liao!

-=tamagotchi in sleeping mode=-

today is another long day in school.. omg~ lecturers are really stressing us up with our project.. during cost accounting lesson i donno why the lecture is teaching at a super duper fast speed.. so damn kan chong sia.. donno why she is rushing to complete so many topic in 2hrs.. i think she's mad! and i believe not everyone or should i say almost the whole class can't catch whats she is teaching.. she's another SPIDER! LOL.

wahahaha... during lecture took agnes handphone and take picture with hao! and even set it as her wallpaper.. the picture is freaking bright.. i didnt set it that way purposely i swear! =D

we are all so damn hungry after school. actually during semester project we wanna go and have my fav BROWNIE.. but i scare if i'm going to eat tt i might not have the appetite to eat during dinner time.. arghh.. anyway, str8 after school me, hao, grace and agnes we went to clark quey for dinner @ riverside indonesia seafood restaurant.. the service there just sucks too the core! the waiteress there don't even know how to serve a customer.. anyway we are just so disappointed in the food there.. so turn off sia..

after dinner we went to walk around clark quey to look for TCC.. we walk around central shopping centre but we still aren't able to find TCC till we open our mouth and ask and realise TCC is not inside the building at all!! LOL..

took lots of picture while waiting for our BROWNIE and drinks!!!

-=me and that bitch!=-

-=lovely couple=-

-=stupid post=-

-=chocolate fludge with ice-cream=-

-=MY FAV BROWNIE!!=-

took some picture with bitch!

-=1year ago=-

-=one year later=-

i think both of us really change alot.. in appearance or in character. there was once we quarrelled till we didnt talk to each other for like 2-3 months.. wahhahaa.. yeah~ during that period of time we both learn to cherish each other as a friend.. but yeah~ till now we are still joking and playing around with each other.. she will always be my BITCH friend. love ya bitch!

time flies damn fast man~ today is wednesday! LOL.. i hate maths! i no longer LOVE maths. it's getting tougher and tougher each week. worst still, my darling mummy(my math lecturer) she is teaching at a super duper damn fast rate. early in the morning she said she wanna give us an "early bird test". so damn stupid sia~ my brain ain't working well early in the morning. whatever it is, i just feel that she is so damn kan chiong~ wondering if she is born in the year of "SPIDER"? so kan chiong sia...

muhahaha... spider makes me think of AGNES BOEY! she is another one spider!!! she should know why i call her spider ba..

tomorrow gonna be another long day at school.. but tomorrow after school me, agnes, hao and grace we are going to have dinner at clark quey at one indonesia seafood restaurant. though i don't really love eating seafood but other then seafood the chicken and satay look so delicious. tempted to try every single dish... *yummy*

so damn tired~ craving for weekends...

busy busy busy... gonna be busy for the next 1 month.. argh.. tons of things to complete...

1) Automatic Control Assignment 2

2) Cost accounting project

3) Semester Project report

all this project dues on week 8 which is in 2 weeks time... gonna get mad by all this sia.. LOL. then after handing in of all this projects then it's gonna be STUDY WEEK! *faint* gotta study for SIX modules!!! wtf sia.. stress stress.. as usual gonna chiong for common test, then during semester exam i can afford to slack more.. LOL.. wahahahaha.. anyway i'm still slacking~ not gonna touch my books till study week!! i wanna play~ enjoy playing... wahahhaa. time really flies.. in another 10weeks or so gonna have semester exam... then i'm gonna have my another LONG~~~~~ HOLIDAY! muhahaha.. looking forward for end of semester holiday!!! can get to slack and be stress-less... LOL.. anyway i think got holiday or no holiday its the same.. cause i'm enjoying my time in school crapping with my fellow GAYMATES! wahahaha..

went lot one with winnie to shop for some stuff.. LOL.. brought 3 HUSH PUPPY boxer.. woooo~ damn sexy sia.. it's selling at $7.90 per piece.. kinda cheaper then JOE BOXERS!

school sucks! so damn tired of school.. lots and lots of thing to study! gonna grow white hair soon.. LOL..

alright~ got lots of things to blog today!

this is a story of alvin and kelly(names are just given by me).. frankly speaking~ i think in this world, good girls are getting lesser and lesser. but i think kelly is so determine to wait for alvin and she's willing to give him time to think whether they should be together or not.

in my eyes, i feel that alvin and kelly are very competible. but i think they are fated to be together but not long. yeah~ anyway kelly always put nicks which will make people think she is in love with others or what. but i got to realise deep in her heart she still havent let go of alvin. people who know that they are together all thinks kelly is good to alvin, but to alvin he thinks another way. we can't blame alvin for not realising that because he know kelly better then us. but yeah~ still i think outsider can't do anything but just see them drifting apart.

both of them are my friends i wont side any of them but just hope they would really think about it and decide to be together or not! don't wait till both get attach then realise actually your previous one love you more then others.

went M.H with bao zhi and gang last saturday... LOL.. actually i don't wanna go de.. but that baozhi gave attittude to me say if i'm not going down, he's going to ignore me forever. LOL. in the end i headed down to m.h. it's kinda bored there in the beginning la.. smokers are all around me.. i myself trying hard not to smoke, there they keep giving me cigre.. so damn cb! donno why i got myself this kinda of friends..

people are talking about me and my ex! LOL.. all so curious what causes us to break up! whahahaha.. anyway yeah~ it's over! i'm moving on and so is she.. infact i'm really enjoying what i am now~ that cb agnes keep saying i always xian girls in poly.. but pls lor.. i'm helping baozhi to know that girl.. you donno don't anyway say!!! want me to punch your bloody mouth izzit? LOL.

went to causeway for dinner with agnes, hao, grace and keith. had pastamania for dinner.. nothing really special. saw some small secondary kids while eating.. was thinking which girl should i invest on... blablabla.. talk cock only la.. hahahaha.. yeah~ that cb agnes gave me a hard pinch when i say one girl look cute... LOL.. anyway i'm not interested in xiao mei mei. cb bitch! you know me so long le. you should know my taste la~

in my previous post, i said that i wanna quit smoking~ yeah! i'm still trying hard to quit smoking.. hmmmm... i think my friends are all very supportive about me quitting smoking! yeah~ keep asking me not to smoke and have the determination.. and some even wanna quit smoking with me! yeah~ but i think smoking is not bad either but dunno why people dislike it alot!

it's saturday and i dunno what am i going to do later. yawn~ so damn tired. wanna sleep till late late but still woke up damn early.

oh ya~ quarrel with some BITCH(AGNES BOEY MEI TING) yestherday! learned 1 new english word COWED. that bitch told me cowed is another word for COWARD! i just can't be bothered about that bitch until i saw her blog.. LOL.. alright! anyway i think she is abit too bo liao and really THINK TOO MUCH! i'm not so free like you findng TONS of scandals and flings! anyway i don't give it a damn to what you bitch think of me! and i'm not a person who don't admit my own mistake. i'm responsible for the things i'm doing~ so yeah! so think before you talk! muhahahha~

alright~ i've blog my part of story! kinda short sia~ but i think it's gonna beat you till you teeth drop!

i've decided to quit smoking! LOL. ALRIGHT~ dun laugh at me! i really mean i wanna quit.. yeah~ had my last stick at the morning. i'm really suffering now. i just feel like smoking now!!!! argh.. but frankly speaking, when people know i'm quitting smoking they all really encourage except for some BITCH!

*you should know who you are! boey met ting agnes*

yeah~ i hope i can really quit smoking!!! any comments on what i should do to get myself out of smoking life??? i really need help from everyone!!! wahhahaha.. LOL.. desperate to quit smoking. it's either quit or smoke! yeah~

finally i have decided to put a big FULL STOP in this rls. like what you said, good time don't last long for us. i never thought of using break to solve problem. but this time, the reason i said break was because i really can't tolerate anymore. you envy me that i could let it go that easily. but do you know how many times we had quarrel? after the last quarrel u wrote me a letter saying you will control your temper and try not to show un-neccessary attitude. but have you done what you had said? maybe you did but i didnt realise but maybe letting you go free you would be much more happier. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've never thought of hurting you but to shower tons of love to you. maybe we are fated to meet, but not fated to last.

take good care. work hard, rest well and don't always skip meal!!! you are thin enough!

finally i have decided to put a big FULL STOP in this rls. like what you said, good time don't last long for us. i never thought of using break to solve problem. but this time, the reason i said break was because i really can't tolerate anymore. you envy me that i could let it go that easily. but do you know how many times we had quarrel? after the last quarrel u wrote me a letter saying you will control your temper and try not to show un-neccessary attitude. but have you done what you had said? maybe you did but i didnt realise but maybe letting you go free you would be much more happier. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've never thought of hurting you but to shower tons of love to you. maybe we are fated to meet, but not fated to last.

take good care. work hard, rest well and don't always skip meal!!! you are thin enough!

你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
喔~~~ ~~~ ~~~ 耶~~~

people are just so damn childish~

SOME PEOPLE THINKS THEY ARE VERY MATURE, BUT INDEED ALL OF THEM JUST HAVE FUCKING ATTITUDE! SO BE IT. I WON'T GIVE IT A DAMM ANYMORE.

went to look for deardear at her workplace today. accompany her for lunch at far east... LOL.. after lunch headed back home. LOL. on the way home i suddenly feel like blogging. blogging things which i think deardear should know. my feeling towards our rls.

here it goes!

i still remember the first time we chatted, you were very sad.. u just ended your rls with ur ex-bf not long ago.. i never thought we would be together or what at that point of time. anyway thats not the main point of this msg. then one day, we met up at woodland. my first impression of you was you don't look like a typical malay. somehow or rather i find u very interesting so we started to sms and chat on phone.. eventually we met up!

my love for you had grown after our 2nd date. then i'm sure that i have fallen in love with u but i am uncertain about you. i finally speak out and ask you if you do have the same feeling as me or i'm just thinking too much. and your reply really brought me back to love once again. on our 3rd date, i decide to ask you to be my gf but u were late and i waited for you at lot 1 for 3hrs.. damn it! LOL. was worried that u wont be able to turn up. after you reached, we went to jurong entertainment but we were not about to skate due to that stupid competition. so instead we went to imm. had your fav food.. after that blablabla.. you should know la.. =D

our love offically began on 26th march. things are not very good at the beginning of our rls. we started quarrelling in less then a week. at that point of time, i am going to genting too. then things get worsen after i came back from genting. you saw things that u wouldnt want to see. but wadever it is, when i'm at genting, i kept thinking would we really last or we will break up after i return from genting.. at genting, i was thinking whether do you really love me or you're just playing with me. i'm confuse. but after i return back to singapore. you explain every single thing to me, i finally get to know how much love u had put in this rls. but not long after that quarrel, we started quarelling again. and at that point of time, it's dar who helped us to solve the problem.

both of us has bad attitude and won't give in to each other until things are very very worst. during quarrelling i know i had said alot of things that really hurt your heart but deep inside i swear it is angry words only. i am sorry for being so harsh to you.

within 1month you said 3 times break. i know you don't mean it when you say break because you are angry, but i think no matter what i do or whatever arguement we are having break shouldn't be the word to solve a problem. last saturday we quarrelled again. you said i have been neglecting you.. blablabla. you should know all that. i was so damn tired of quarrelling i eventually thought that would be the end of our rls because u once said if u never meet ur bf for 1week or so ur feeling will fade so i assume your feeling for me is no longer there. at that point of time i really gave up!

we met on monday morning on train. you gave me my present and 1 long letter. when i saw that photo album and the card you had made for me, my heart melt. infact if i use another view to look at you, you are indeed a good gf. you said your friend talk to u and you realise dunno what.. i also forgot what u had said le. anyway the main point is, friends have been helping us in most of our quarrell. in another words, if ur workmate never talk to u are we suppose to end this rls? think about it.

you are a good gf when we are not quarrelling and you are very bad when quarrelling. you tend to shout and scold at me and it makes things even worst. on friday, you are suppose to come to my house after work.. blablabla.. we quarrelled that night. i cup your phone you shout at me i shout at you.. wah~ high sia....

today u asked me if i really fang xin de let you go club not. my answer is YES! i do trust you. basically i think trust is there in our rls.. i think if we are able to control our temper when we are quarrelling i think everything will be ok~ and one more thing!!! i do love irritating you.. muahahha.. not because i wanna quarrell with u it is just tat i know you will entertain me if i irritate you.. thats the reason why i keep irritating you.

just for viewers information, irritate to me is
i call dear dear and ask her what is she doing, why she never pick up my phone when i call her, she so busy no time pick up? or flirting with other guys. blablabla. deardear should know la~
hahaha..

like what i always say, we might be special. we might start off with quarrell but then i believe honeymoon period will come one day.. so promise me not to use break to solve a problem. i can tolerate u saying break. but you never know one day, somehow, we might eventually break off.. so pls, dun ever say break!!!

last but not least, i wanna tell u i have fallen deeper in love with you and i do cherish you, enjoying every single time being with you. iLOVEyou!

me and dear dear at mount faber.

i'm so freaking tired!

today is my last day at work! i finally open up my mouth and tell them i wanna resign. yeah~ though my heart say dun wanna quit, but my mind say yes! must quit.. hahaha.. then in the future i will have more time for studies and dear dear le..

have been quarreling with dear dear recently. she say i have been neglecting her, but the truth is both of us are busy doing our own thing. when i am free, she is working.. when she's free i am working. yestherday i was busy rushing my report till i forgot what time it is. i thought dear dear will come str8 to my place after her work. but in the end, she went back home. but that's not very serious. cause i gotta work today so i thought she can sleep more if she is at her own home. so before going to bed i gave her a call and she is very piss and shouted at me saying why am i working tomorrow. it is as if i never tell her that i am going to be working on saturday. last week she told me she will be having her off day on friday thats why i offer to work on saturday only. but in the end she tell me she had changed her off day from friday to saturday! wth. i can't possibly call up my workplace and say i can't work because i wanna accompany my girlfriend. aiya~ forget it.

today dear dear said she wanna surprise me by coming to my workplace to look for me. but when i told her i fang gong le. her reply was 'ok'. i didnt even know she is coming. if i know i will go and look for her. but after i left she then tell me she is waiting for me and wanted to give me a surprise. i dunno whats going on this few days. this is not the first quarrel we had. ain't first three month suppose to be honeymoon period? why is it so different from others? hai~ i'm so damn tired of quarreling. it's not that i am sick of her or wad. it is just that i am so physically tired and stress about school work, ain't her suppose to give me more love rather then quarrels? who's right who's wrong ain't important to me at all! all i know is that 2 person get together because they are fated to be together. i do cherish this relationship between me and her but if things are going to carry on like this, i dunno wad will happen

你没有想过 我会说分手
也许太习惯 我在你左右
虽然离开你有很多理由
可看见你这样惊讶 也足够

我想得 比你多 陪你一起更寂寞
我性格 比你强 怎样做你的绵羊
我年纪 比你少 不信快乐找不到
抬起头 开了口

最后我比你骄傲 从此不坐你的牢
想不到你的好 记得和你的争吵
想到老可到老 可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少 至少我走得比你早

你没有想过 我会说分手
随非以为我 甚么都忍受
就算你这时候 努力挽留
不过是你不能接受 我先走

最后我比你骄傲 从此不坐你的牢
想不到你的好 记得和你的争吵
想到老可到老 可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少 幸好我走得还早
轰轰烈烈地开口

time flies~ weekend is arriving soon!!! LOL.. muhahhaha... this semester module are all so difficult.. and i somehow or rather don't have the mood to study at school.. all i can think of is play and play and play! LOL..

alright taken picture of my new hairstyle.. LOL.. damn short..

yawn~ saturday gonna work.. so boring~ LOL..

ohya~ today is me n dear dear 1 month anniversary.. muhahaha.. time flies.. hope that our love can be sweet forever.. hehe..

i did something very extremely stupid today! i went to get a hair cut! damn it sia~ i cut till very very extremely short! *faint*

at first i kinda regretted and kept grumbling/ cursing my friends.. cause actually i never thought of cutting short my hair, i just thought of trimming my hair or just change a new hairstyle. but tmd! the hairstylist say he will cut abit nia.. but in the end the short is 5cm! wth. and his attitude sucks sia.. but afterall, i think cutting short ain't bad la..

another reason why i dun 1 2 cut short is dear dear say she dun like me with short hair! she saw my picture which i had took 1yr ago. when i was in yr 1 she say my hair look so damn ugly.. sad~ but anyway my friend convince me that if she leave me cause of my short hair then she is not a the right one for you. so yeah~ anyway i believe dear dear is not such a person.. muhahaha~ love ya dear~

met my cousin at town.. wahahhaa.. she drove me back home.. if not i need to squeeze mrt le..

third day of school! getting so damn tired~ have not been resting well this few days... think i am going to be freaking tired this whole week.. gonna work tmr... omg~ i'm so stupid to work tomorrow... nvm~ next week not gonna work on thursday!

yeah~ in my previous blog, i said i will have a part 2 on listing some point of my workmates... yeah~ here comes the part 2! LOL

charles- he's quite a nice manager, but i feel that he thinks that i'm an idiot.. whatever it is, if he thinks i'm an idiot so be it. i know how lamb and beef looks like. so yeah~ my primary school teacher do teach me tt..

leong- ever since i work, he has been teaching me things that i should know.. a very good manager.. but seldom talk to him cause he has that kind of fierce looking look! much more we won't have common topic to talk about.. but overall, he's a nice guy.

angeline- she's a very nice girl. whenever i dine in at workplace, she would always ask me to drink water... cause she say i smoker, need to drink more water.. she's a person who you can talk and joke around with.. oh ya~ she has sharp ears, she can ear whatever things you are saying.. wahhahahaa.. yeah~ nice person to work with.

arrvine- oh my god~ he ah, i got nothing to say about him! always disturb each other at work.. he's onces say he LOVES to disturb me.. damn evil sia.. but aiya, i'm an angel so i got to forgive him for the things he had done. chao server!

jamelia- she's a very funny girl. LOL.. always joking around with her.. she once told me a lie and i believe her.. yeah~ how innocent can i be. overall, she is also another fun person to work with.

sally- she's a very hardworking girl, whenever i wanna help her serve she will say no need... ask me to rest... she's not like those lazy bums who asked people to do things for them.. yeah~ tt's why i think, the more people want me to help them, the more i won't! but the more they don't want, the more i want to help them.. LOL..

travis- this guy ah... too many BAD things to say about him... i really dunno how to say about him sia.. got things dun dare to tell people str8 at the face... omg~ i really dunno why in this world got such people... aiya, so be it la..

everything have changed. damn sian~ no longer studying with people whom i used to study with last semester.. kinda sad when i get to know this news la.. have been studying together for 1yr in the same lecturer hall, now gonna meet new faces from different course. damn sian~

school suxs sia... this semester lecturers who is teaching us all so guai lan.. so CB! so attitude sia... can't stand them.. so cheehong! i'm so damn tired now.. slept very late last night... gonna rest early tonight.. if not tomorrow sure die de.. after school till gonna work!!! damn it sia... anyway i think after i get my paid, all this worth it la.. can get things i like.

muhahahah

muhahahha.. have not been blogging for days~ LOL.. busy accompanying deardear and working... so i think blogging is not that important anymore le... but still i will update when i'm free.

basically i think i have spend most of my time working during this semester holiday.. but still if i don't work i will be rotting at home and get bored to death.. so yeah~ working is a right choice afterall.

working is interesting~ during one of my previous blog, i say i shall see some people true colour by time pass.. and indeed it takes a little time to see people true colour.. and i am FCUKING piss by the them..

george- during unpeak period he said " you going home soon right?" so i say yeah~ then he asked me to clean all the calery utensils.. wah~ damn du lan sia... this is not the first time he is ordering me to do things... when we are both runner... i'm always doing things and he will be walking around outside and gei gei talk to manager, ask question and pretend to be hardworking..

narreen- alright she is a very nice lady at times... but she is FCUKING LAZY! she can ask something from you and the things she need is just few steps more to reach and she is so damn lazy to take whatever things she want. i'm not being not helpful... she is damn free.. standing around outside, walking around. i really dunno why there's sure people.

lily- she's a nice girl. when everyone is looking angry and fierce. you will seldom see her with black face or showing you attitude. yeah~ overall she is a fun person to work with.

bryan- GAY, FLIRT, MOLESTER! he is a very idiotic person, always crapping with me. LOL.. yeah~ he's a nice GFM manager.

zack & endon- basically many people say they love ordering people to do this and that.. but ever since i start working till now; maybe they did asked me to do things for them but i didn't really remember cause it is not as serious as those who i first listed in this blog. alright but still endon taught me alot of stuff.. how to pour wine, how to change table liner, how to be a server and stuff... she's a nice and fun girl to work with.

harmony- many people dislike her.. many people loves quarrelling with her... i've nothing to say about her... just feel pity for her.. maybe i've not seen her true colour yet or she is who she is. i dunno~

sharmayne- she's a very blurr girl.. always trying my best to irritate her by my lies... but yeah~ she's karen best friend.. so i think she would be a very good friend to work with... yestherday i did runner with her.. she told me things that really turns me off.. can't imagine even managers are like that. dissapointed. if i were her, i would left the company already

alright~ there sure to be a part two for this! just stay tune ba~

i dun think i'm mean to say all this. but this is how i feel.

time table for yr2 is out! so damn slack sia the time table.. alright~ for complementary i only know agnes, me and hao we got into the same module and class... the rest all got into other module...

after work today went to had dinner at cafe iguana with dar, arrvine and lily... ate like pig sia,... during work time see people eat so damn tempting... so damn hungry sia... actually only meeting dar to talk but in the end we end up eating.. LOL.. but after dinner, while i'm smoking dar came and we talked about lots of stuff... my problem and her problem... realise she also have the same problem as mine.. woooo~~ so qiao... LOL..

anyway so happy to talk to her.. =D

WHAT'S BLOG FOR?

ANS: IT'S FOR RUINING FRIENDSHIP!

after 2days, i finally get to blog again.

monday

get aboard on bus at 7.30am at jurong and reached genting at 2plus in the afternoon... so overall the journey is less then 6hrs. but if you wanna count the break time and stuff it will be more then 6hrs.. LOL

the first thing we did was to check into our rooms.. the room is so damn dark sia cause if u see outside the window u can see first world tower 1 rooms.. so it is like you can never see light at all... even in the morning..

muhahaha.. when at genting dar message me ask me to enjoy my trip.. feel so happy to have such a good friend like her.. of cos deardear also got msg me la~ hehehe.. miss deardear alot.. hehe

went to watch mr bean, so damn cheap sia 1person RM10 that means convert to sing dollars is $5 nia.. so damn cheap sia.. like what agnes said, at genting you sure very bear to spend money de.. keep spending and spending.. brought presents for my sister, dar and my deardear.. LOL..

at night agnes brought us to an live band pub... no comments for that.. LOL! oh ya~ we saw joseph at genting too! so qiao sia.. he joined us for a drink and then went back to hotel to play cards..

tuesday

suppose to go theme park de but the rain just keep coming non stop.. so in the end we are stuck indoor... so we went shopping around genting.. but after awhile, we went seperate ways... alvin and kelvin went casino, agnes went to get her nails done and i went to call deardear and online at lan shop... so damn sian~

but after agnes finish doing her nails, we all met up for dinner... we always go restaurant eat de leh.. that agnes only eat at restaurant. no fast food no food court.. tai tai sia.. LOL

after diinner went to catch another movie. forest of death... nice show~

went back to hotel to do some packing... after that played cards in the hotel again.. LOL.. it is like we are doing the same thing for 2days... LOL.. say sian also not very sian la... but overall i think it is a very fun trip.. i never went genting with friends.. so yeah~

wednesday

check out at 12pm. went to had breakfast while waiting for the bus. slack around first world hotel, then agnes say wanna go out walk walk... so damn cold sia... sat outside for hours... agnes say she wanna feel the coldness.. LOL.. lame~

reach singapore at about 8plus. send agnes back home.. on the way home agnes said she believes in horoscope... LOL.. i'm so suprise she would admit that she is a flirt!!! LOL.. but i also do admit i am very extremely indecisive.. i can say i wanna do this, but maybe in the end i won't want to do it le... so yeah~ it is not a very good thing.

sentosa trip is canceled. gonna get back to work tomorrow.. arghh... hope tomorrow can make out some time to go look for deardear.. if not i can't see her till friday... miss her so much~

CRY ON MY SHOULDER

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home

You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then Then I'll show you, there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
Cry If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

On If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
My If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day Shoulder

When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

woke up early today, went to shao mu at bishan.. LOL... there are damn lot of people there sia~ and the place are full of smoke.. see le eyes also pain~ yawn~ so damn tired...

I'M FCUKING UNHAPPY!

so damn moody today.. forget it, if things are going to be like this so be it~ i did tried to salvage it..

tomorrow gonna go genting le, but till now i still havent pack my stuff. i dunno what to bring sia.. LOL.. next week gonna be a fun week... LOL... gonna miss my bed and deardear...

deardear i'm sorry for making u angry... i'm a very harsh person thats why i will say all those thing. baby i'm sorry.. gonna miss you like hell... miss ya deardear

i'm finally back from chalet.. muhahaha~ alright, actually i don't have the mindset of staying over at the chalet.. but when i reach there, richard there all keep asking me to stay over.. then agnes they all also say me.. aiyo~ so in the stayed at chalet... went to OCH in the afternoon... damm erriee.. the front door of OCH is really like haunted show places in movies... LOL..

after that went back to chalet to slack.. then after awhile they started BBQ fire... didnt really eat at all cause i am still having cough.. i dun want to worsen my cough...

oh ya~ wanna thank ya ping for sending the fishball all the way to our chalet.. hmmm~ 大姐你认真好. whahahaha..

went changi village to see ah kua~ wahhahaa... they very chio, but when they talk.. wah~ cannot make it sia... male voice with female body.. LOL.. then we headed to a pub near the jetty.. by then i am kinda very moody cause something happened.. keep drinking and drinking.. and i end up puking~ LOL.. so damn tired after drinking.. knock off after walking back to chalet..

agnes is so kind to order macdonald delivery for all of us.. LOL.. pei si and agnes woke up early so they were talking to damn loud... oh ya~ we all sleep in 1 room, thou we have 4rooms.. wahahaha. we bring all the matress into agnes room. in conclusion we sleep in the same room but not on the same bed! LOL

went to walk walk at changi village, actually wanna go pulau ubin but the sun is freaking big~ so we went to have lunch at subway~ after awhile it started to rain... stuck at subway... by the time we reach chalet, we started fire for BBQ again.. LOL..

check out at 8pm.. shared cab with agnes... damn expensive! i'm declared bankcrupt!

finally got to see a doctor.. LOL.. suppose to meet deardear at yishun to see doctor, but when i'm on the way to LRT station i start to feel drowsy and sleepy.. cannnot cannot.. so i called her and ask her to come str8 to my house instead.. the doctor i visit got alot of things to say sia.. he explained to me why i will have fever, flu and cough... but aiya i also not doctor, so i dun need to know at all.. LOL.

deardear reached my house at about4pm.. we str8 headed to my room and sleep.. wah~ so damn shoick sia.. deardear sleep like pig! i wake up le she still sleeping... but in the end i woke her up at dinner time. we went to have dinner at teck whye with my parents. deardear say she's shy... OMG~ faint.. act one innocent.. muahahaha..

after dinner accompany deardear go home take her thing and then come back to my house.. so damn tired...

slept very early last night and woke up very early in the morning. deardear said she coming my place after her work so i set alarm to wake up to meet her.. i woke up at 8am she said she's still at home.. then she said meet at 8.30 so i re-adjust my alarm and get back to sleep.. time past damn fast sia.. it's like next moment deardear called me i thought it is still 8am.. but infact it is already 9am.. LOL.. made deardear wait 4 me for 15mins.. wahahhaa.. feel so bad.. but thats not as bad as something else....

i'm suppose to meet agnes today.. but deardear was at my house sleeping, so in the end i pang seh her.. hmmmm.. i'm very very sorry. though i am attached but friends are still important to me.. i am not that kind of person lor.. last time when i attached i also got go out with u what... so damm sorry!!!!!! but seriously, i feel very bad.. i'm sorry~

accompany deardear for lunch at lot 1.. after lunch deardear got to go to work and i went to look for my parents for dinner.. ate sushi... omg~ sushi again... faint~

i'm veri sick now~ since last tuesday to now.. omg~ damn sian.. actually is only cough, but now fever, cough, bodyache.. argh~ sian.. if still gonna get sick dunno how to go chalet and genting sia.. NONONO! pay money le.. must go! LOL.

went to look for deardear at her workplace.. wah kao~ i sick i still go buy her supper.. where can find such a good bf sia? then she say i flirt and stuff la.. wahhahaa.. in a joking manner la~ pei deardear till about 1plus then chao go home le.. on the way home i feel very terrible sia.. like going to knock off.. brain isnt working, feel so drowsy. luckily i can still tahan.. if not sure die de... think tomorrow MUST go see doctor le...

in the afternoon played mahjong with keith, mao and heng.. LOL.. so damn tired sia~ mao kept complaining he's tired.. so do i la~ then we stopped mahjong and play cards.. LOL.. lost $10 to heng and win $8 from mao.. muhahhahaha~ but overall no win no lost.. just passing time nia.. LOL

monday~

meet deardear at yewtee... wanted to open another bank account so that i can have my own ATM card and debit card.. but they say i can't create another account unless it is a joint account.. sian~ but i applied a debit card for my account le.. so aiya, earn how much spend how much ba.. dun overspend can le...

after that went lot one for lunch.. saw keith and his girlfriend.. LOL. alright~ i think no one knows except some of my buddies.. hahaha.. very low profile.. yeah~ told agnes i got gf she dun believe.. LOL.. at first she sms me say she got a new bf, then i sms her say i got gf too... LOL.. but i think she is lying la... her workplace all gay.. and who will like her? omg~ LOL.. she so fierce.. like tigress see le also scare lor..

back to today event, went to play pool with dear.. wah~ she damn pro sia.. gei gei say dunno how to play but she play till so pro lor.

meet mao, heng, keith and yong liang for mahjong.. of cos deardear joined us la.. but think she is damn bored.. watch tv and online... LOL.. think she is damn bored.. but dun wanna say nia.. LOL.. after mahjong went upper thomson for supper... after that send deardear home... she's working tomorrow.. means i will be stuck at home.. miss ya deardear! LOL =D

sunday~

went out with deardear.. LOL.. sunday she is still not my deardear so yeah~ call her aishah.. LOL.. she's a malay.. LOL.. but she dun look like malay, dun think of talking bad things about her in chinese.. she understand chinese and speak good chinese! LOL.. alright.. not going to say how i win her heart and stuff.. but all i can say is, though i think it is hard for me to trust girls... but she is really someone special, someone extraordinary..

suppose to go ice skate de.. but ice skate is close for competition. then we headed to IMM for dinner.. muhahaha.. she once said she wanna eat pepper lunch, but none of her friends wanna eat so i brought her there for dinner..

*though she is a malay, but she still eat pork! LOL

after dinner, we walked all the way back to jurong entertain.. took neoprint.. so damn nice sia.. love her lots.. muahahhaha.. after that, we watched TMNT.. lame show.. LOL..

went to love for deardear PEST friend.. LOL.. they can talk and talk and talk sia.. talk till about 5plus 6 in the morning then go home.. wah~ damn shag sia... so damn tired! yawn~

-=deardear=-


-=deardear.2=-



-=love her lots!=-


-=xin fu kuai le! LOL=-


-=dear look sexy! weewowee~=-

time flies.. today is already saturday le.. LOL... after this week, gonna stop working for 1week plus... gonna have class chalet and genting...

damn tired today~ today is extremely tired sia.. dunno why leg damn suan~ but ok la.. time really flies when i'm busy~ alright, today during roll call.. charles asked me a question. the question is, what is sprayed on marcoronic gratin... OMG~ thats a damn tough question... BUT luckily bryan is helpful enough to tell me the answer by saying it without sound la.. means lip reading la...

LOL.. then after roll call, charles approach me and say he is veri surprise that i know the answer for it and he is impressed that i knew the answer.. LOL.. but infact i really dunno what it is, if bryan never tell me the answer i sure dunno the answer de..

off off off.. not going to work for a week or so... gonna enjoy my holidays~

work n work n work~ LOL.. got scolded by managers, or should i say nag? LOL.. alright~ fun was bored at the beginning.. but after my break time and when more people came for work, it became more fun! LOL~ crap with bryan.. he told me he is a gay! LOL. but think he is just crapping la.. he dun look like a gay to me.. but he and my another manager has the same ear-ring.. LOL.. GOLD de sia~ damn rich~

on the way home saw yongliang.. i was so damn hungry, so jio him go supper.. then on my way walking home, call keith go also since so long never see him le..

now while they are playing mahjong, here im blogging.. LOL.. sian~ tommorrow gonna wake up early for work.. yawn~

my throat is so damn pain when i woke up~ pain tilll can't even sallow my own saliva.. can imagine how pain it is.. but now getting better le.. drank lots of water today~

went town with friends, watched blood and chocolate.. woooo.. it is a very amazing show.. human can turn into wolves.. i think thats wolves.. LOL.. dunno la... time is really passing so damn fast.. tomorrow gonna get back to work le.. hai, cause so much trouble to dar~ LOL.. sorry dar.. hahaha.. anyway gonna work hard... wanna have more money inside my pocket.. LOL..

muhahahha.. i got my hair straighten le!!! LOL.. wahahhaha.. so damn song~ my hair is so damn long when straighten sia.. within 3 weeks my hair grow damn long sia~ went to agnes's shop to do my hair.. but still yeah~ i think my hair is damage till siao liao... but i don't care la.. i get what i want NO MATTER how hard it is!

-=look my back hair is so damn long!=-

agnes actually wanna rebond her hair.. but her auntie say if she do rebond, it will take a very long time.. so instead of rebonding she accompany do treatment.. LOL.. what can i say about her shop? hmmm.. her auntie is really a very nice person.. she is one of the best hairstylist i have ever seen, and usually i won't anyhow let people cut my hair but i allowed her to cut... hmmm.. but overall... i think her skills are good! think she have been working in this line for decades le ba...

-=big head nes=-

-=LOL.. normal head=-

-=big head & normal head=-

when we are about to go off.. agnes last minute say she wanna try to see how she will look like if she perm her hair... so this is how she look like with short hair perm and long hair perm!

-=short hair perm!=-

-=long hair perm!=-

aiya~ both also ugly la! LOL!

after making our hair we went to lot 1 for dinner with my parents. it's SUSHI DAY!! lol.. agnes ate 1 and a half plate and she said she's done! LOL.. i think she is shy la..

WONDERING WHEN HER SKIN BECAME TO THIN!

oh... i'm going genting with agnes from 2nd April - 4th April... LOL.. it is a very last minute decision.. have brought our tickets today!! wahahhaha.. so damn excited for the day to come.. wahhahaha..

not feeling very well today~ so long never sick le.. damn sian~~~ have not been sick for a very long time le.. lol.. i think yestherday ate alot of crispy bread.. thats the main reason ba.. hahaha..

slack at home for the whole day.. can't sleep at all, kept worrying about my workplace.. wondering why dar never reply me! LOL. in the end she told me she forgot to bring her handphone to work~ LOL.. so cute.. hahahaha..

alright~ got my result today.. hahaha~ i did very very EXTREMELY BAD!!!!!! fucking communication skills pull my grades down! fuck tt bitch! but still serve me right la.. didnt study for that paper at all.. aiya~ forget it la... next semester gonna study hard for it ba~

alright~ not gonna complain about it anymore le.. damn sian~

i'm getting sick~
flu
headache
fever
sore throat

argh~~ didnt eat the whole day!! all because of who???

today work is fun~ dar taught me alot of things there! but when got to memorise thing, i wanna faint liao... just finish exam not long then now gotta memorise all this.. abit hard for me to do it la.. but gonna try bit by bit at a time ba.. hahahaha..

watched the last episode of hana kimi. dun like the ending at all!!! it is not what i expected sia... but overall it is a veri nice show to watch!!

time past damn fast sia.. tomorrow 21st march gonna get the result for semester 2 le... sian~ i somehow or rather dun wish to know what my gpa will be like..cos i think sure drop de... aiya dun talk about result le..

gonna sleep~ yawn~

went supper with BITCH last night.. actually i just wanna have supper around CCK because i am kinda lazy to drive to far places.. but in the end we headed to geyleng for tim sum~~ lol... before going to geyleng, agnes said she wanna SHIT!!! so i drove my car home, online then wait for her to shit... LOL.. wah kao~ her shit damn smelly sia..

* CCK IS POLLUTED BY AGNES BOEY! LOL.

as usual went we are eating agnes would surly do things that are disgusting.. omg~ but the food there are quite nice to eat... especially their chicken leg, damn nice... YUMMMY~ if still got chance i would sure wanna get back there to eat their chicken leg.. wahhahaha

toook some ugly picture or agnes... can you believe its her??

-=look! her mouth is so damn BIG!!!=-

-=delicious food... tempting right? LOL=-

after supper we actually wanna catch a movie at cine-leisure... but when we reach there the ticket de close le.. i think they know agnes wanna come so close down... understandable~

so instead of movie, we went to k-box.. sang till about 4plus.. saw baozhi and his friend.. DRUKEN! they are all drunk... so baozhi asked if i could send them home.. LOL.. hahaha... yeah~ so i went to amk then to yishun then to woodlands then to my home! LOL... by then it is already 6am in the morning.. LOL.. after bathing chatted with agnes on the phone till 7.30am.. damn her.. actually wanna sleep at 7am... but she drag till 7.30! yawn~ gonna go to work soon... if not i am going to be late!!!

some nice pictures took at k-box!

-=ugly nes=-

-=smile=-

-= camera freak!=-

work and work and work~ LOL.. have been working for this 1 whole week.. getting to learn more and more things each day; means more responsible in work~ LOL. when i grow up i wanna inovate a drink.. a drink tt can help people to remove the tiredness on their leg!!! isn't tt a great idea?? LOL..

during break time, dar ordered food from wine garage... but when the bill come i think without staff discount it will be 80bucks.. LOL.. damn expensive sia.. if everytime eat there i sure POK sia.. LOL... so dar, next time dun eat at there le.. too expensive.. pocket gonna have big holes le.. waahahhaha..

end work at 11pm.. suppose to go home... but agnes came down to look for me.. LOL. she last min say wanna watch movie.. so entertain her accompany her to town..

ever since she came back from genting, she has became a big eatter sia.. before the movie start we went to cine-steak house to eat. she ate a beef steak all by herself and i ate a brownie with ice-cream on top of it... the brownie taste good but it makes u sick of it after a few bite...

i think dun need to blog you all also know what agnes will do inside the cinema ba... so no point saying it out. LOL...

after movie agnes say she is hungry AGAIN! so we headed to swensen for supper.. we shared a bowl of chicken bake rice... she say she is a veri high class person.. but the way she act dun tally to the things she say..

in conclusion
AGNES BOEY MEI TING IS CONSIDERED A LOW CLASS!

tmd. go out with her like tt spend alot la... eat eat eat... LOL.. not fat is fake la... still say she wanna diet. MY FOOT LA!

today is my third day of work and i am late for work! damn it sia~ i left home 1hr before work start... at cck mrt station i gotta wait for 8mins for the train, and at jurong east gotta wait for 4mins then when i reached outram park i thought i am heading towards harbourfront so i slowly walk since still got 3mins.. but when i reached there damn it i realise i saw the wrong direction time.. LOL.. in the end, I AM LATE FOR WORK!!! LOL..

reached clark quey at 2.30pm! LOL.. thought of running to my workplace but aiya run alot late, dun run also late so no point running.. hahahaha.. but luckily never kana scolded by my managers.. hahaha.. they thought i dunn wanna work anymore! LOL

i start to see some of the people true colours there le... some people there are really nice and friendly but some are just HYPOCRITE!!! lol.. tts what i dislike most.. some people just like acting like as if they are very BIG~~~~~~~ comment me to do this and that... whatever shit la..

oppss.. dar i'm not talking about u! LOL.. u are the nice and friendly person.. hahahahaha...

suppose to work till 1.30am.. but something happened! aiya recently alot of things happen to my surrounding la... so shuay... think of it also sian~ on call cab to go back home... damn it the cab so long~ while waiting 4 the cab saw my manager.. LOL.. but aiya he is a nice guy la.. but if he is going to misunderstand me then so be it ba.. tired of everything le~

time is moving too fast!!! it is going to be weekend soon~ that means gonna get back to work tomorrow.. hahaha.. as usual stuck at home from morning till night... suppose to go out for dinner but in the end the dinner is cancel.. kaoZ.

dar went to WG for dinner.. LOL.. the food there are so tempting sia.. i shall eat the food there one day when i am free.. LOL..

nothing much to blog today~ gonna sleep early.. tomorrow gonna wake up early~

off day! LOL.. rot at home, watch tv, online etc. so damn bored, but kinda enjoy this kinda of life! LOL.. when i am working people ask me out, but when i am not working people are so damn busy!! lol.. this saturday bao zhi they all going club donno if i should go down to look for them.. gonna end work at 1.30am... if go also sure damn tired de... next day still gotta work. sian~ maybe wait till i get to see the money that i had earned i won't feel so bad ba... anyway everyone is busy working.. so damn looking forward for class chalet.. gonna enjoy myself.. LOL..

that agnes so damn childish.. sms me say had returned to singapore... LOL.. but infact she is still at genting! hahaha.. everyday she would complain to me say how bored she is at genting la, what she has been doing the whole day.. LOL.. i think she isn't really enjoying her trip there at genting... i think this is her 3rd day there le... donno when she is going to come back.. but at least she do sms and crap with me la.. wahahhaa.. if not sure feel very wierd, no one to disturb..

went dinner with parents at lot 1.. as usual they would have sushi every wednesday! they not bored of eating sushi de sia.. it is like they sure - 100% plus chop will eat sushi on every wednesday de lor.. but anyway i love sushi, so~ wahahhaha... YUMMY!

another tiring day~ LOL.. as usual went to work at 6 in the evening.. today kinda special, they today taught us about wine stuff.. hmmm... actually i am not that interested in that la... i was jsut daydreaming while others are so enthu about it.. LOL. i really don't understand why people are so extremely hardworking there... or should i say i m lazy?

nono!!! i am not lazy!

talk about the ang moh chef! he always give me that kind of look as if like i can't do well in anything. yes i can't do as well as others because i am new what and he very hypocrite la.. got things to say about me don't dare say str8 at my face..

complained to agnes, she say ang mohs are like tt. LOL

tomorrow and thursday gonna rot at home... gonna enjoy my day at home.. whenever i work, i always never eat dinner... thats very bad!!! LOL.. but one good thing is i can jian fei la.. hahaha...

first day of work! LOL.. very tiring.. LOL.. have not work for a very long time le... now work abit not use to it.. wahahaha.. but time past quite fast la.. maybe it is because first day of work, then need to learn alot of things... but whatever it is, hope can stay onto this job for a long time... hahaha.. the people there are very friendly, one of the chef treated me a chocolate cake! =X dunno whats the name of the cake la.. LOL..

dar gonna scold me. LOL

haha.. realise agnes is quite a good friend, she smsed me in the morning but i didnt reply her cause i scare my bill will be expensive.. then she sms me say dun need to worry, i sms her is at the same rate.. LOL... think she is very bored at genting... she keep saying she is bored.. LOL.. wahahhaa..

so damn hungry.. have not being eating since afternoon.. so damn hungry.. i am gonna listen to what agnes say EAT LIKE A KING IN THE MORNING AND EAT LIKE A BEGGAR AT NIGHT! LOL

went town with dar today... promised to meet her very very long ago.. finally got to meet up with her.. wahahhaa... at first we thought of watching movie, but there isn't any nice show playing so we went shopping around cineleisure and herreen...

while heading to dinner, dar said next time go sing k-box. and i heard it as 'go sing k-box'. LOL.. i said ok.. then she was like huh? now ah? so steady.. LOL.. infact i am a very steady person lor... but abit lazy nia.. hahaha.. we sang k-box till we forgot to take our dinner.. i was so damn hungry!! argh... suppose to eat before going home, but time don't allow so we just gotta go home..

-=dar & me=-

-= blurr=-

-=dar singing.LOL.=-

-=say cheese~=-


after reaching lot 1, i really can't tahan liao.. so damn hungry, brought a mac chicken to eat... wah~~ delicious sia.. hahahaha.. i think when u are hungry, whatever thing u eat also delicious de la.. hahaha

QUESTION!

should i straighthen my hair????