it's been one month since i last blog. time really flies. LOL.

in my last post, i said common test is finally.. but after 1 month later exam is gonna start again. alright, this time round, each paper have about a lead time of 1week. so yeah, i guess it is not a problem mugging this coming common test.

yeah~

i found a part time job. infact this is the second part time job i've found.

the first one i found they dont have any basic pay but the commision is freaking attractive. i agreed to work, but in the end after some thought and discussion i decided not to work. LOL. on the day that i'm supposed to work i went to watch transformer with agnes at cineleisure. LOL. in the middle of the show, an unknown number called. and i kuku go pick up. LOL. but yeah~ i feel so damn bad not turning up la..

as for the second job, they do have both basic and comision. $6 per hr. yeah~ they just need me to work in the weekend. gonna try working for 1 or 2 weeks. maybe when time is getting nearer to semester exam, i'll stop working.. yeah~ i said MAYBE! that freaking bitch say i wouldn't be able to tahan working. wtf. nevermind ill try my best to prove her wrong.

wanna hear a sucide song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsbIvUx3CBc

they say people tend to commit sucide after listening to that song. bullshit la~
anyway heres the story behind the song

t h e s u i c i d e s o n g
Gloomy Sunday - the notorious 'Hungarian Suicide Song' - was written in 1933. Its melody and original lyrics were the creation of Rezső Seress, a self-taught pianist and composer born in Hungary in 1899.

The crushing hopelessness and bitter despair which characterised the two stanza penned by Seress were superseded by the more mournful, melancholic verses of Hungarian poet László Jávor.

When the song came to public attention it quickly earned its reputation as a 'suicide song'. Reports from Hungary alleged individuals had taken their lives after listening to the haunting melody, or that the lyrics had been left with their last letters.

The lyricists Sam M. Lewis and Desmond Carter each penned an English translatation of the song. It was Lewis's version, first recorded by Hal Kemp and his Orchestra, with Bob Allen on vocals (1936), that was to become the most widely covered.

The popularity of Gloomy Sunday increased greatly through its interpretation by Billie Holiday (1941). In an attempt to alleviate the pessemistic tone a third stanza was added to this version, giving the song a dreamy twist, yet still the suicide reputation remained. Gloomy Sunday was banned from the playlists of major radio broadcasters around the world. The B.B.C. deemed it too depressing for the airwaves.

Despite all such bans, Gloomy Sunday continued to be recorded and sold.
People continued to buy the recordings; some committed suicide.
Rezső Seress jumped to his death from his flat in 1968.

muhahaha. goosesbump..

Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go

NOTE: IF YOU ARE GOING TO COMMIT SUCIDE AFTER LISTENING TO THE SONG. PLEASE DON'T COME AND FIND ME. I'M JUST SHARING SOME INCREDIBLE STUFF!