it's been one month since i last blog. time really flies. LOL.

in my last post, i said common test is finally.. but after 1 month later exam is gonna start again. alright, this time round, each paper have about a lead time of 1week. so yeah, i guess it is not a problem mugging this coming common test.

yeah~

i found a part time job. infact this is the second part time job i've found.

the first one i found they dont have any basic pay but the commision is freaking attractive. i agreed to work, but in the end after some thought and discussion i decided not to work. LOL. on the day that i'm supposed to work i went to watch transformer with agnes at cineleisure. LOL. in the middle of the show, an unknown number called. and i kuku go pick up. LOL. but yeah~ i feel so damn bad not turning up la..

as for the second job, they do have both basic and comision. $6 per hr. yeah~ they just need me to work in the weekend. gonna try working for 1 or 2 weeks. maybe when time is getting nearer to semester exam, i'll stop working.. yeah~ i said MAYBE! that freaking bitch say i wouldn't be able to tahan working. wtf. nevermind ill try my best to prove her wrong.

wanna hear a sucide song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsbIvUx3CBc

they say people tend to commit sucide after listening to that song. bullshit la~
anyway heres the story behind the song

t h e s u i c i d e s o n g
Gloomy Sunday - the notorious 'Hungarian Suicide Song' - was written in 1933. Its melody and original lyrics were the creation of Rezső Seress, a self-taught pianist and composer born in Hungary in 1899.

The crushing hopelessness and bitter despair which characterised the two stanza penned by Seress were superseded by the more mournful, melancholic verses of Hungarian poet László Jávor.

When the song came to public attention it quickly earned its reputation as a 'suicide song'. Reports from Hungary alleged individuals had taken their lives after listening to the haunting melody, or that the lyrics had been left with their last letters.

The lyricists Sam M. Lewis and Desmond Carter each penned an English translatation of the song. It was Lewis's version, first recorded by Hal Kemp and his Orchestra, with Bob Allen on vocals (1936), that was to become the most widely covered.

The popularity of Gloomy Sunday increased greatly through its interpretation by Billie Holiday (1941). In an attempt to alleviate the pessemistic tone a third stanza was added to this version, giving the song a dreamy twist, yet still the suicide reputation remained. Gloomy Sunday was banned from the playlists of major radio broadcasters around the world. The B.B.C. deemed it too depressing for the airwaves.

Despite all such bans, Gloomy Sunday continued to be recorded and sold.
People continued to buy the recordings; some committed suicide.
Rezső Seress jumped to his death from his flat in 1968.

muhahaha. goosesbump..

Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go

NOTE: IF YOU ARE GOING TO COMMIT SUCIDE AFTER LISTENING TO THE SONG. PLEASE DON'T COME AND FIND ME. I'M JUST SHARING SOME INCREDIBLE STUFF!

common test is finally over..

maths paper was a good start of common test, it is not rather hard nor easy. and there is MCQ question! LOL. kinda lame la.. but i think that type of questions are free for us IF we are smart!
wahahahha..

mechanics paper CMI sia. LOL.. didnt expect such question would come out! anyway, mechanics is too damn difficult. everyone is saying there would be a moderation for mechanics.. so we shall see ba. =D

cost accounting... the paper was 85% similar to the common test revision question. thank God that i did revision on tht paper and adrainn taught me the function of cost. LOL.

automatic control paper was ok la.. but i think i won't be able to score high grades for that paper. arghh.. didnt know how to do 2-3 question in section A. though it is 2marks question, i'm prepared for the worst.

MIS paper was hard. the mcq question is hard, the short question is hard, everything is so damn hard. argh.. maange to do most of the section B question and for MCQ i'm not confident with my answer cause i didnt study the book for mcq. i just read and memorise the answer of the revision paper. LOL

overall, i think it is not the matter of whether i can pass, but i think i would be afraid that i can't score. LOL.

5 more days to common test..

argh.. time is so damn limited. every single day all i could think of is to study and study and study. but the fact is i think i am not as hardworking as last semester.maybe due to the amount of modules to take. its double of what i have to study compared to last semester. but anyway i think i still kinda manage to cope with 5modules. just that i won't have equal heart to study for all 5modules.

oh ya~ went to agnes chalet at sentosa on monday! LOL. it's her birthday!!! LOL. thats the time where i feel so FREE! free from books.. muhahahaha..

realise that i don't even have time to blog during this week! LOL. have been busy mugging, i really hate mugging, but i don't have a choice but to mug. mug and mug and mug! LOL. people i'm hardworking right? and i do deserve A's wahahhaha.. ok~ don't faint or puke.

basically throughout this 1 whole week of holiday i've been studying la~ except for thursday. went out with hao hao. actually wanna get agnes a birthday present... but in the end, i end up shopping for myself. brought 2 tops. blablabla.

its boring to talk about things you brought. people may think SO WHAT? it's non of their business.. so yeah~ not going to talk about it. muhahahaha

after shopping at town the whole day went to tangs to look for agnes.. or should i say we gave her a surprise. we lied to her saying we are studying at CCK.. but infact we are on our way to tangs to suprise her.. omg~ i think i am a very good friend sia.. LOL.

agnes where the hell can you find another good friend like ME? you definately gotta cherish me. muhahahaha..

damn it sia, today is saturday and i'm stuck at home rotting. LOL. i'm not complaining or what... but arghh... common test is stressing me up. i don't even have the mood to go town or what.. spend my saturday night at keith place mugging.

i'm so damn emo this few days. what the fuck is wrong with me sia.. fuck fuck fuck!!! argh.. someone pls wake me up! i myself don't even know whats making me so emo. even if i know i wouldn't blog it here! SECRET! but definately i'm not being emo because of any girls. wahahhaa.. got to state that if not people out there would say i'm a flirt.. blablabla..

arghh.. common test is freaking me up! actually i think i'm a very good student, instead of spending my weekends at town, i stuck myself up at home to study for my common test. LOL.. TONS of brain cells had died due to geng too much brain for math! arghh.. it seems like i got nothing much to study for maths BUT all the questions are freaking hard!

basically i think i would be studying at home for holiday for this 2weeks break EXCEPT for sunday and monday cause it's gonna be BITCH birthday! wth~ still remember last year on her 18th birthday i force her go buy cigre at 7-11 and she was asked for IC. time really flies.. alright gonna go back to mug le.. stress!!!!

hurray~ finally completed all my reports and project... so damn worn off.. arghh.. had presentation! the teacher just sucks to the core! asking stupid question.. arghh.. i still prefer the previous lecturer.. LOL.. so damn nervous during presentaion. when bao zhi is presenting my heart beat was beating like hell.. LOL.. but when it is my time to present i find it very funny.. kept wanting to laugh.. LOL. anyway know my classmate for 1years le.. it's not as bad as my first presentation last yr... comm skill!!! SUCKS!

and by the time xiang hao take over to present, i laugh like mad sia.. ok~ lets make it clear, i'm not laughing at him.. but i wanna pee!!! earlier on i wanna go to the toilet b4 presenting but that fucking lecture dun allow me to go! shit him!!

after tt lesson, still gonna have another test! arghh.. seriously, i think i sucks at drawing.. i can't draw and the test the lecturer gave is so fucking difficult.. but in the end geng abit of brain and manage to draw abit la.. but didnt manage to complete the drawing at all.. its a bad thing... but the good thing is, i'm not the only one whom didnt complete the whole drawing.. i think only got 2 person got manage to complete the drawing.. wahahaha..

tomorrow is my last day of school... muahahaha.. but still gonna study for common test! arghhh..

it has been a damn busy week. it's week 8! means it our doom week!!! rushing cost accounting report like hell yestherday! suddenly realise there are tons of uncompleted work. arghh... whenever i open semester project powerpoint, it makes me more tired sia.. just wanna close it and heck care it! BUT! tomorrow gonna hand in cost accounting and semester project.. hai can die sia...

seriously, i think girls at my class sucks too the core. i am not refering to all, but some. i really don't know what the hell do they really want. say whatever you want because i don't give a FUCK about anything you say. and i am proud to say, you are not affecting me by the things you are saying. you are just ruinning your life. why make things so complicated when it can be settled easily. you are the one who are causing every single thing to happen. pls wake up your fucking idea. you are no longer in primary school, be mature. so what i and her quarrel ? it is none of your business.. does it even concern you? are you born in the year of CHICKEN? if no, why are you so kpo! can't be bothered about it.

i'm getting annoyed by what that stupid bitch is doing.. sms-ing stupid things and expect me to reply her! wth sia.. afterall i did replied her cause i'm so damn bo liao! wahahahaha..

let me make it an official one. i'm not attach, i'm not dating anyone, i'm not sweet talking with any girls currently. so people, pls don't keep asking if i'm attach or what cause my answer will be a big NO! i'm not attach!!!!!!

went to study with agnes yestherday at lot 1 mac. did maths for 4-5hrs? she's so damn fcuking attitude! wth sia.. don't know how to do still give people attitude.. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? so damn piss off with her yestherday.. she's just a fcuking bitch! maths is so freaking hard.. couldn't do certain questions and worst still is i scare those question i know won't appear in common test, but those i don't know will appear on it! *pray hard*

went home to rest awhile then meet danniu to study again! LOL..

study study study.. boring~

there are still tons of things left undone. omfg(oh my fucking goodness). projectss, report, homework, common test bla bla bla..

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there...

If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way.....

(Chorus)
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there... For Me...

have not been updating blog often. yawn~ sometimes people who blog can't blog what they are really thinking about or what they wanna say.. reason- blog kills friendships..

yeah~ but today i'm gonna blog something! muhahaha *evil grin*

wah lau eh. that bao zhi ah.. got nothing to say about him.. today during lecturer he told me that he's cursing me to turn FAT! wth sia.. though i eat alot.. but still I WILL CONTROL MY DIET! and i'm a narcistic person.. so yeah~ i will mind every single things that affects me! LOL. even abit of fats!

note to baozhi
if one day, you really feel like beating me or what right. i beg you.. pls don't ever hit my face!! i'm ugly enough.. i don't wanna worsen it! thanks =D

crap crap crap...

common test time-table is out! arghhh.. 5papers to study. sian~ so damn turn off! but don't really have the motivation to study now... still got report and project to rush and worst still is that all report and project due on the same day of the week! project sucks everything sucks!

alright~ don't wanna complain and nag about anything le.. tomorrow is PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!! gonna sleep till very full. so damn freaking tired! but still tomorrow gonna study =x gonna meet agnes to study for maths common test. 2weeks of study week ain't enough for 5 modules.. gonna start mugging for exams. all the best guys!

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breathe away
would you be there

so damn moody yestherday! wahahaha.. anyway went to look for agnes at town last night. LOL.. always can't decide what we wanna have for dinner!! argh.. we are so indecisive. walk around cineleisure and hereen then she said BILLY BOMBERS got to tempt her.. so we went in for dinner.. while eating she say she wants to buy tamagotchi! i was like wth! so old liao still wanna play.. so i say we shall walk around town and see if they do sell what she wants..


we asked around and some friendly people told us that robinson level 4 or 5 might sell what we are looking for.. so i and her headed to robinson.. and wth~ level 4 and 5 is not toys area.. it's level 6!! LOL.. anyway.. walk around the children's section... took some picture of hero`agnes

-=she's the king=-

-=she's acting stupid *cover face*=-


wahahhaha.. then we continue looking for her tamagotchi... and we eventually found it! she damn bitch! keep tempting me to accompany her to play so i kinda gian tio.... so in the end, i also got myself one tamagotchi..

-=my white tamagotchi

-=her princess tamagotchi=-


after we got our tamagotchi... we open it infront of the cashier sia.. like two small kids eagering to have their toys! omg~ so damn xia shui sia.. after that we kept playing our tamagotchi while deciding where should we go now.. in the end, we ended up at starbucks sitting down playing our own tamgotchi till it fall asleep.. LOL.. i'm not childish by having a tamagotchi.. i'm just too bo liao!

-=tamagotchi in sleeping mode=-

today is another long day in school.. omg~ lecturers are really stressing us up with our project.. during cost accounting lesson i donno why the lecture is teaching at a super duper fast speed.. so damn kan chong sia.. donno why she is rushing to complete so many topic in 2hrs.. i think she's mad! and i believe not everyone or should i say almost the whole class can't catch whats she is teaching.. she's another SPIDER! LOL.

wahahaha... during lecture took agnes handphone and take picture with hao! and even set it as her wallpaper.. the picture is freaking bright.. i didnt set it that way purposely i swear! =D

we are all so damn hungry after school. actually during semester project we wanna go and have my fav BROWNIE.. but i scare if i'm going to eat tt i might not have the appetite to eat during dinner time.. arghh.. anyway, str8 after school me, hao, grace and agnes we went to clark quey for dinner @ riverside indonesia seafood restaurant.. the service there just sucks too the core! the waiteress there don't even know how to serve a customer.. anyway we are just so disappointed in the food there.. so turn off sia..

after dinner we went to walk around clark quey to look for TCC.. we walk around central shopping centre but we still aren't able to find TCC till we open our mouth and ask and realise TCC is not inside the building at all!! LOL..

took lots of picture while waiting for our BROWNIE and drinks!!!

-=me and that bitch!=-

-=lovely couple=-

-=stupid post=-

-=chocolate fludge with ice-cream=-

-=MY FAV BROWNIE!!=-

took some picture with bitch!

-=1year ago=-

-=one year later=-

i think both of us really change alot.. in appearance or in character. there was once we quarrelled till we didnt talk to each other for like 2-3 months.. wahhahaa.. yeah~ during that period of time we both learn to cherish each other as a friend.. but yeah~ till now we are still joking and playing around with each other.. she will always be my BITCH friend. love ya bitch!

time flies damn fast man~ today is wednesday! LOL.. i hate maths! i no longer LOVE maths. it's getting tougher and tougher each week. worst still, my darling mummy(my math lecturer) she is teaching at a super duper damn fast rate. early in the morning she said she wanna give us an "early bird test". so damn stupid sia~ my brain ain't working well early in the morning. whatever it is, i just feel that she is so damn kan chiong~ wondering if she is born in the year of "SPIDER"? so kan chiong sia...

muhahaha... spider makes me think of AGNES BOEY! she is another one spider!!! she should know why i call her spider ba..

tomorrow gonna be another long day at school.. but tomorrow after school me, agnes, hao and grace we are going to have dinner at clark quey at one indonesia seafood restaurant. though i don't really love eating seafood but other then seafood the chicken and satay look so delicious. tempted to try every single dish... *yummy*

so damn tired~ craving for weekends...

busy busy busy... gonna be busy for the next 1 month.. argh.. tons of things to complete...

1) Automatic Control Assignment 2

2) Cost accounting project

3) Semester Project report

all this project dues on week 8 which is in 2 weeks time... gonna get mad by all this sia.. LOL. then after handing in of all this projects then it's gonna be STUDY WEEK! *faint* gotta study for SIX modules!!! wtf sia.. stress stress.. as usual gonna chiong for common test, then during semester exam i can afford to slack more.. LOL.. wahahahaha.. anyway i'm still slacking~ not gonna touch my books till study week!! i wanna play~ enjoy playing... wahahhaa. time really flies.. in another 10weeks or so gonna have semester exam... then i'm gonna have my another LONG~~~~~ HOLIDAY! muhahaha.. looking forward for end of semester holiday!!! can get to slack and be stress-less... LOL.. anyway i think got holiday or no holiday its the same.. cause i'm enjoying my time in school crapping with my fellow GAYMATES! wahahaha..

went lot one with winnie to shop for some stuff.. LOL.. brought 3 HUSH PUPPY boxer.. woooo~ damn sexy sia.. it's selling at $7.90 per piece.. kinda cheaper then JOE BOXERS!

school sucks! so damn tired of school.. lots and lots of thing to study! gonna grow white hair soon.. LOL..

alright~ got lots of things to blog today!

this is a story of alvin and kelly(names are just given by me).. frankly speaking~ i think in this world, good girls are getting lesser and lesser. but i think kelly is so determine to wait for alvin and she's willing to give him time to think whether they should be together or not.

in my eyes, i feel that alvin and kelly are very competible. but i think they are fated to be together but not long. yeah~ anyway kelly always put nicks which will make people think she is in love with others or what. but i got to realise deep in her heart she still havent let go of alvin. people who know that they are together all thinks kelly is good to alvin, but to alvin he thinks another way. we can't blame alvin for not realising that because he know kelly better then us. but yeah~ still i think outsider can't do anything but just see them drifting apart.

both of them are my friends i wont side any of them but just hope they would really think about it and decide to be together or not! don't wait till both get attach then realise actually your previous one love you more then others.

went M.H with bao zhi and gang last saturday... LOL.. actually i don't wanna go de.. but that baozhi gave attittude to me say if i'm not going down, he's going to ignore me forever. LOL. in the end i headed down to m.h. it's kinda bored there in the beginning la.. smokers are all around me.. i myself trying hard not to smoke, there they keep giving me cigre.. so damn cb! donno why i got myself this kinda of friends..

people are talking about me and my ex! LOL.. all so curious what causes us to break up! whahahaha.. anyway yeah~ it's over! i'm moving on and so is she.. infact i'm really enjoying what i am now~ that cb agnes keep saying i always xian girls in poly.. but pls lor.. i'm helping baozhi to know that girl.. you donno don't anyway say!!! want me to punch your bloody mouth izzit? LOL.

went to causeway for dinner with agnes, hao, grace and keith. had pastamania for dinner.. nothing really special. saw some small secondary kids while eating.. was thinking which girl should i invest on... blablabla.. talk cock only la.. hahahaha.. yeah~ that cb agnes gave me a hard pinch when i say one girl look cute... LOL.. anyway i'm not interested in xiao mei mei. cb bitch! you know me so long le. you should know my taste la~

in my previous post, i said that i wanna quit smoking~ yeah! i'm still trying hard to quit smoking.. hmmmm... i think my friends are all very supportive about me quitting smoking! yeah~ keep asking me not to smoke and have the determination.. and some even wanna quit smoking with me! yeah~ but i think smoking is not bad either but dunno why people dislike it alot!

it's saturday and i dunno what am i going to do later. yawn~ so damn tired. wanna sleep till late late but still woke up damn early.

oh ya~ quarrel with some BITCH(AGNES BOEY MEI TING) yestherday! learned 1 new english word COWED. that bitch told me cowed is another word for COWARD! i just can't be bothered about that bitch until i saw her blog.. LOL.. alright! anyway i think she is abit too bo liao and really THINK TOO MUCH! i'm not so free like you findng TONS of scandals and flings! anyway i don't give it a damn to what you bitch think of me! and i'm not a person who don't admit my own mistake. i'm responsible for the things i'm doing~ so yeah! so think before you talk! muhahahha~

alright~ i've blog my part of story! kinda short sia~ but i think it's gonna beat you till you teeth drop!

i've decided to quit smoking! LOL. ALRIGHT~ dun laugh at me! i really mean i wanna quit.. yeah~ had my last stick at the morning. i'm really suffering now. i just feel like smoking now!!!! argh.. but frankly speaking, when people know i'm quitting smoking they all really encourage except for some BITCH!

*you should know who you are! boey met ting agnes*

yeah~ i hope i can really quit smoking!!! any comments on what i should do to get myself out of smoking life??? i really need help from everyone!!! wahhahaha.. LOL.. desperate to quit smoking. it's either quit or smoke! yeah~

finally i have decided to put a big FULL STOP in this rls. like what you said, good time don't last long for us. i never thought of using break to solve problem. but this time, the reason i said break was because i really can't tolerate anymore. you envy me that i could let it go that easily. but do you know how many times we had quarrel? after the last quarrel u wrote me a letter saying you will control your temper and try not to show un-neccessary attitude. but have you done what you had said? maybe you did but i didnt realise but maybe letting you go free you would be much more happier. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've never thought of hurting you but to shower tons of love to you. maybe we are fated to meet, but not fated to last.

take good care. work hard, rest well and don't always skip meal!!! you are thin enough!