today was another normal day. how i wish it was school day~ wahhaha.. no la... today did nothing at all. woke up in the early afternoon then went to had lunch at keat hong, then suddenly it rain heavily sia.. i'm stuck at keat hong.. watching the rain and did some reflection on myself. yeah~ this is me, when i am alone i tend to do some reflection on myself. will keep thinking about lots of things.

after that went to tony's house to slack. i has been a long time since i went to his place. hahaha.. no la.. actually yestherday i went to his house for mahjong last night.. played till about 3am then walked home... damn tired la.

we rented "The Break Up" to watch. basically IT IS ALL ABOUT BREAK UP! no patching or what... only break up! don think this kinda of show is nice lor.. dunno leh. maybe i love seeing people being together ba.. rather then break up! so in conclusion, i have no comments on this movie. just find it very pity that both of them love each other so much yet they cant be together. the ending is rather lame la.. if u guys watch before you will know how the ending is like.

-=the break up=-

Stars Are Blind
I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you

My love, ohh oh
I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you
Baby I'm perfect for you
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind

so excited to blog today. had lots of laughter today. went town with pris, agnes and keith.

first was when i was at home i watched a variety show called 齊天大勝, wah kao. that show damn funny man.. introduced by pris.. kept laughing and laughing lor.. can u believe that i could just sit infront of my lap top watching the show for hours... so damn nice lor.. agnes dunno how to appreciate such show... she don't think it is funny at all.. wahhahaha..

actually today really don't intend to go out de.. really wanna stay at home and study, surf the net, chat online and watch the show de.. then pris called me and asked me out.. LOL. first time sia.. on saturday!!! LOL.. then i agreed to it la... cos very rare ma... LOL...

kao. pris ah.. she can shop in the same shop for 30mins or more sia!!!! damn pro. i think i can't stay in the shop for more then 10min sia.. it will be damn bored for me.. LOL. after she brought her stuff at far east, we went to had KFC for dinner.. YUMMY~ had not eaten KFC for a long time le.. wahhahaha..

when we are at hereen we went to took neo-print sia.. LOL.. damn nice lor the neoprint.. we had lots of funny post la... wahhahaa... it is a funny day la... i dunno~ i really enjoy going out with them, being with them i always feel very happy! LOL. when we are on the way home, we crapped alot and pris said i got to see the another side of her. hmmm.. she is a funny girl la.. LOL.

took lots of funny picture!

i can't live w/o all this..

-=agnes,pris.me=-

-=agnes and me=-

-=Santa's Helper...=-

-=Mrs Billgates has lots of money! so $5000 is nothing to her!=-

yestherday bao zhi MOLESTED me in lecture hall.. lucily pris is smart enough to capture it! i'm going to blackmail him!!! muahahhaha..


look at what he had done to the cute and young innocent ones like me!!!!
YAPING~ i'm sorry!!!

yeah~ today was another fun day in school. first lesson was pratical. i myself use 1 machine. super fast sia. i'm the first to finish everything. hmmm.. luckily the butch never come.. if not have to help her. LOL. after pratical kenny, baozhi and i we went to had we breakfast at macdonald. i'm lovin it! LOL. we have about 2hrs of break every friday sia. so boring~ how i wish pratical is place at the last lesson of the day.. so we can go off early.

before our lunch it was e-learning. omg~ i dunno how many time i am going to blog this. hahaha.. GRACE TAN CI HUI almost fell down today again. she damn diao lor. she is just infront of me and she said don't tell jonathan i almost slip and fall if not he sure laugh at me de.. OMG~ hello grace, i m just behind you??? i saw and heard everything. wahhahahaha...

many people pon class for EG1074. aiyo~ why like tt? killer subject still pon... anyway as if i go i got study like tt.. was play bingo with louis, hao, pris and grace. LOL. so lame la. and tt bao zhi crazy sia today... LOL. wanna be gay!!! wahhaha.. and he is like touching my nipple??? gonna post the picture soon!!! wahhahaa...

ok guys i know my tian tian ye ye is haunting u guys.... but don't you guys appreciate it??? wahahhaha.. next monday when u see me, i'm still going to sing tian tian ye ye... whahahha.. till i fall in love with other song then i will then change my ZU DA GE! wahhahaha.. oh ya. wanna thank pris... she said i CAN sing! LOL. though i know u r just making me happy, but still thank you!!!

baby i'm gone

Baby I'm gone
Aint gonna hurt no more
Thanks but no thanks
It's over
I know I see I feel
I'm done mourning
I'm done holding

With this words
With this fingers
It's time, It's time
Time to bid farewell
Farewell to the memories

In my heart
The perfert u is gone
It's not gonna hurt anymore
Baby you're wrong
I dont need you anymore
I need no comfort
I need no hugs
I need no nothing
Not from you anymore

Looking at our photographs
I never thought we would end this way
Thanks for the agony
It's killing me painfully
But it aint gonna make me dead
Thanks but no thanks
I had survived

Baby I'm gone
Baby I'm gone

today went to school just to attend math lecture only sia... LOL.. damn tired in lecture sia... the teacher talk and talk non-stop sia... teach alot.. gonna study for exam soon.. LOL. today is also very funny sia.. and i've to blog this!!! GRACE TAN CI HUI hahaha. SHE FELL DOWN AGAIN! omg! how many times she wanna fall down then enough leh??? wahhahaha.. i told her i will be bloging this today... if she see this, she will sure come SHOUT at me de.. say what. i very bad. no lor.. i very good de lor.. wahahahaha...

went town with agnes and pei si. LOL.. agnes wanted to go 4 tattoo-ing. but in the end never go cos she have not made up her mind la... wahahha... then after town i went back first cos i am suppose to meet roslind. we went to play pool.. LOL. first time sia.. we went to yishun safra country club to play pool. LOL.. it was full house sia.. then the auntie asked us if we want to have a room instead. then ok lor. i use the room lor... the sound was fantastic sia.. so SOLID! yeah! then after that we went to watch movie. watched "STEP UP", woooo... this is a nice show man! go watch it!

yeah~ i'm so tired now... gonna sleep early tonight.

this few days siao siao sia me... always blog 2 times.... LOL. hmmm.. i think i owe ME an apology. i'm sorry for saying all those things. i really hope u r not related to me. eg. my ex-stead. yeah~ i'm sorry.. yah. my mood is very bad today... dunno why leh. mood swing la... wahahhaha.. yeah. weekends coming le. gonna enjoy it man! LOL.

Conclusion: today is a very bad day!!!

yeah~ end sch early today.. sometimes love to end school early, sometimes i just hate it. depends on mood ba.. wahhahaha.. anyway common test is coming in another 5more week... all of us need to start to prepare to study le... argh.... it seems like just start school not long only then exam again. hahhaha.. anyway i love going to school but hate exam.. later gonna meet agnes for dinner... gonna eat LJS.. awhahhaha... i love it lots. yum yum~

brown eyes

Remember the first day
When I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day that you took me out
We had butterflies although we tried to hide it
And we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand
The way you talked the way we laughed
It felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts

And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
We apologised, and then we cover up my eyes
And we haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you feel in love with me
If felt so good
For you to say those words
Cause I felt the same way to
The way we held each other hands
The way you talked the way we laughed
It felt so good to fall in love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts

And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul

i'm damn tired today. last night slept at 2am. LOL. hmmmm... today very paiseh sia... i dunno izzit i'm tired till i can't sit properly or wad.... i fell down from my chair sia.. i didnt even know i fell down sia.. the next moment when i open my eyes, i see myself sitting on the floor sia.. LOL. whahahah.. damn funny la... first was hou wei then gaston now its me! omg~ damn paiseh lor...

then after lunch while waiting 4 maths to start... agnes came and tell hao that grace had fell down too.. OMG~ in my mind was. so qiao sia.. today got people accompany me fall down. LOL.. but i think hers is even worst. i fall in class, at least i know them ma... but grace................. er..... dunno la...

on our way home.. dunno why suddenly talk about tt(fall down) thing. wah kao.. we laugh like siao sia.... keep laughing from YCK to WOODLANDS!!! pris said she dun dare to laugh cos she
scare she will fall down.... wahhahaa... then i say don worry, fall also not u fall but agnes will fall down... she so bad.. come tell hao happen to grace. LOL. hmmm... can say today is the funniest day of the year la... love school so much... so happening sia.. LOL.

after dinner when on our way home we were chit-chatting at mrt... but when we reach marsiling, OMG~ THERE IS A SMELL................ so smelly that we cant tahan sia... grace siao de la... keep laughing. so bad lor... i dun wan to laugh de but when i see her laughing i also laugh!!!! LOL. yeah~ so it's a very bad thing.

new beginning

yeah~ finally got to change my blogskin le... no longer the same le.. everything has changed. change my blog webbie & blog skin. it's a new beginning.. today school was very sucky. hate com skill. the teacher was like so duh~ hai. dun wanna talk about it le.. she is so freaking gei gao! it's like every second, every minute worth a billion of dollars.. LOL. letting us go early is like will die like tt. omg~ she is so diao la... LOL. anyway after school went for dinner with agnes, grace and peisi. when to had swensen for dinner.. wahhahaa.. hmmm.. yeah~ everything is changing, i'm tired, heartache, sometimes things are very smooth for me and sometime it isn't. hate this kinda of life!

i cried when i see this mail

When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by not bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to
football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of he car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

conclusion:
don't be like the child!

memorises

hmmmm... dun really know what to blog today. there is lots of thing inside my mind and i wanna say it out.... but somehow or rather i decide not to say anything out... i'm just too tired to repeat every single thing i had been saying. just hope that someone can just bring me out of the darkness and show me light once again.
hate sad songs to the core!

steamboat

today went to marina south for steamboat with my secondary school friends... omg~ so long never see them le... all change alot sia.. joshua became fatter sia.. LOL... hmmm... yeah met then about dinner time... while eating we crap alot la.... talk about girls. LOL. saw jun ming and stead over there too.. lol.. vincent say he very scare girlfriend de.... dunno is real or fake! anyway not my problem so i dun need to know ba....

today i sent you the last msg.
this time i really mean it.
i have let go of u.
though it is hard but i will.
by all means.

emotionly ttired

went clubbing last night... hmmm.. after so long never go feel so shoick sia... wahhaha... but dunno why, last night de song not veri nice.... yeah~ dunno la... or izzit i too long never go club so the mind set had changed? saw roslind and his boyfriend there... LOL.. veri rare can see couple going clubbing together.. cos there is a saying if you bring your bf/gf along to club you wont enjoy at all.. yeah~ so if u wanna go chiong or wad
DON'T BRING YOUR BF/GF ALONG!!!

i'm so tired.. emotionlly tired. u keep saying i am the one not cherishing you. but how about you? you asked me to meet you after my school. then u called telling me to meet at night cause u want go swimming with your friends. if you can pang sei me for your friends, why can't i? the least thing i could do is to ask you along right? because of this we broke up. damm stupid. everything is just to stupid. i wanna let go. i told myself to be decisive. but why? why must u come back when i have put things down. and when i start to pick things up, you just threw it down again. heartaching. the fact is that we can never be the same. we will always be the same. can't see my future. unless i put things down.

family

it's so unfair.
very, very unfair.
this guy, his dad passed away.
he's not my friend, i dont know him.
but yet, i feel the pain deep down inside my heart.
i cried when i heard this.
life is very very fragile.
it's like a piece of glass, broken and can't be mended back.
it just struck so suddenly.
just within a sec, we can lose someone that holds a very special place in our heart.
and why do people always like to take things for granted?i'm so scared of death, now.
losing the people dearest to me.
why do people have to die?
why?
we dont know what will happen tomorrow.
cherish the ones you loved every sec, every min.
life is really very unfair.

got this from grace blog... feel very sad when i read this.. hmmm... i agree to everything she said. a broken glass can never be mend. even if it can be mend there will be scars. i guess if i am tt guy i sure break down and have mental problem de.. love my parents lots. they can never be replace. they are the one who are there for you when the whole world are against you.

love them more then anyone. thank them when u have to thank them. have u ever asked yourself, how long have you not said "I love you" to ur parents or how long have you not hugged them telling them how thankful you are that they show constant care to you? friends & relationship may mean alot to everyone but do you include your family members in your important list? cherish them, love them, show concern to one another, appreciate each other, that makes a perfect family.

convenant

i'm so tired. every day only get to sleep for less then 8hrs.. veri tired... today math lesson very xiong sia... taught lots of new stuff... all i can think now is g(x),g'(x) bla bla bla... arghh... dunno la.. common test is coming in 5weeks time... think gonna chiong SOON!!! wahhahaa.. haix...

today went out with roslind and some of my pri school friend... went to watch "The Covenant". hmmm.. not bad la tt show... hahaha... ros kept talking in the cinema... she keep asking me what happen what happen!!! wahhahaa... hmmm.. yeah..then went to khatib mac to study and they do their report... yawn~ gonna sleep la.. nite nite

kbox

i'm damn tired today... slept very late last night.. hai.. tired... during EPC lesson grace keep saying she is tired and i am complaining saying i m hungry.. i am very hungry lor.. then she very lame sia.. draw my book say she want to sleep and wants her bed... LOL... siao sia..

hao pls take care of her hor!!! scare she will go crazy one day!LOL

after EPC str8 went to canteen to get myself FOOD!!! wahahhaa.. LOL. today end class early so get to go back early.. LOL.. met roslind at about 4pm... we went to sing k-box... LOL.. luckily she start to sing till mad.. if not i will not dare to sing lor.. wahahaha... i think i broke my record sia.. we sang for about 5hrs sia... LOL.. then sing till halfway taught her abit of EG1001 maths.. hmmm she is a fast learner, catch every thing that i told her.. wahhahaha... this week is gonna end soon le... means? weekend is coming!! hurray~

tag?

I have been tagged by Rou Qing-
mention 8 points of your ideal lover
1. she must look acceptable
2. understands me
3. treat me good
4. love me lots lots
5. can tolerate my burp
6. kind
7. a good girl
8. miss me when i don't see her!!
-mention gender
FEMALE of course.
-tag 8 friends to do it
1. keith
2. vincent
3. yun
4. hao
5. baozhi
6. agnes
7. pris
8. kenny