i woke up at 7am today.
isn't it incredibly early?
LOL!

was out with cousin yesterday again.
reason being; she came pick me up from TPY since she's was at hougang
aftermath we headed back to pick her bf up before going back to my cousin place

as usual, gambling session.

plan for today was suppose to go into JB with cousin & her bf.
but i fucking lost my passport lah..
snort..
was searching high and low for my passport
& i seriously have no idea where i place my passport.
ARGHHH...

i gave up after hours of searching
hence i got to wake up early to go ICA with dad to make a new passport
and it's not cheap ok!
fucking 130bucks lor...
chee bye expensive right?

i'm glad i need not pay for the fee lor..
LOL!


guess what, i think i threw my passport away while cleaning up my room a couple of weeks ago!
i think..
IF NOT HOW CAN IT GO MISSING SIA??
hmmm...


:))

i turn away from stress.
that's the reason to everything
i've always felt something was wrong be it with dear M or dear W
i don't feel as happy as when i'm with motive gang or other friend of mine
maybe it's because there's something i know i could never say or do
there's always something that is restraining me from being myself

shouldn't i be happy instead of feeling so restrain??
i really don't understand.
shouldn't a friend or lover be the person you could turn to?
instead they are the one you can't share your problems with
ain't there a big problem in the picture?


sigh.


was out with my cousin the whole of saturday
since i love to eat chicken rice so much..
cousin & her boyfriend brought me to upper thomson for lunch
the chicken was fantastic.
in total 3 of us had one whole chicken!
i think what made the chicken taste so good is because the meat is very tender
slurp slurp..
& the meal was on cousin.

after lunch, cousin bf went to play billiard at TPY while i and her went walking around TPY
i'm selling my KS20 soon!
thus i'm searching for a shop that would buy my phone at a high price
and a shop is offering me 170bucks lor!
:))

next up, we went over to my cousin's worker chalet at pasir ris.
it was her 21st birthday chalet
before we went in to her chalet, she got us 4 complimentary tickets to escape theme park.
and the good thing is we need not pay for it plus we got another 4 free tickets upon exiting

it has been age since i went last escape lah.
however most of the game wasn't open
thus we didn't manage to play much.
but the gold-kart was really fun!
cousin bf & me was like racing throughout the 2 lap
nevertheless we kept trying hard to bang and overtake each other
it was real fun!
&&& they are planning to go Wild Wild Wet with cousin's children next weekend
i'm gonna be so broke.

when was the last time i really did enjoy myself?
answer: months ago!

hang over at the chalet till 9plus and we headed back home
cousin drop me off at home for me to shower before heading to her place for mahjong
it was damn tiring when i got home but they still wanna mahjong
snort..

it was a long yet fun day.
:)))

had mahjong session with gang & cousin earlier on
played only 1 round of mahjong before switching to cards game.
it's just not my day.
lost 12bucks on mahjong
lost 25bucks on cards game
yeah! that made me the big loser today
tsk tsk...

was chatting with my cousin on the phone before we met up
i guess it was the longest duration ever we did chat on the phone.
it is really amazing that we still have so many things to talk about
during the past few months she's always busy with her own business
thus we drifted apart.

back when i was in primary school, she would always bring me out with her boyfriend.
i need not bring cash out with me at all loh.
she would help me pay my transport, my meals, and even give me money to arcade.
come to think of it, she was really nice.
and guess what.. she's 7years older than me
well.. i sense no age gap.

imagine while mahjong-ing.. she could argue with vincent through out!
that really shows she can blend into us easily.

:))


dear M
put things down and move on.
then you will find your own happiness.
i love you, my friend.

dear W
sorry & sorry & sorry.
i never meant to ignore you
but i just didn't know how to make things right anymore.



:)

do you like your life?
it was asked by one of my friend.
without hesitating i replied; yes, i do love my life.
who don't, right?

learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all
Cheers man.

on a side note.
i'm leaving singapore to my dad's hometown from april 2 - april 4
and i'm so not excited about it at all.
BOOOO!


Miley Cyrus
The Climb

WOOHOO~
i'm so happy!
my final result is out.
though it wasn't as good as what i had expected
but at the very least i know i cleared everything
and i'm attending the graduation ceremony at school with all my friends!
:))

went sentosa today.
this time round i manage to get myself burn
the sun was great!
all 4 of us were like lobster after the suntan.
that's so cool right?
yeah, i know.


i can't differentiate between my needs & my wants
DAMN IT!

i felt so bad
i did something that i would regret for the rest of my life
but i'm just so unsure of myself right now
i miss you yet i chose not to reply
i love you yet i choose to walk away

i felt that i'm losing another important person in my life
this feeling has not been here for a very long time
but this feeling reappear last night
how i wish you knew what i was thinking over the night
how i wish you didn't drop me that goodbye message
how i also wish everything was just a dream

if i were got to forget you
i believe it would take a year to forget a day spent with you

explanation you have heard alot from me
but this time round i'm not going to say a word
i'm tired.
i just didn't know what else i could do
that's the reason why i chose to walk away from all the problems

you have really been so nice and good to me
i must be so fortunate to have you
however all good things must come to an end
what left behind from you is memories and a deep scar in my heart

what else could i say now?
i'm sad?
i'm unhappy?

sigh...


莫文蔚&张洪量
广岛之恋

:(

i was hinder by some unnecessary problem recently
once we were so close and it suddenly got cut off
and after so many months of not constantly contacting
a phone call changed everything

no doubt at first i was wondering why.
as it was as true as it is, i think everyone has their own reason for doing some things
but well.. it would be purely friendship this time round
what had happen in the past are all memories
it was a great determination to make this decision
perhaps too many things had happen in between us over the years
but i guess to make this friendship possible, one of us should draw the line

i'm exhausted with all the love i had
i need some time to be alone

over the years, i've been blind by love.
i hardly spend time with family when i'm in a relationship
but ever since the previous one i had, i had spent most of my time with friends & family.
true enough, everyone need love.
but if i were to have someone just for the sake of having, i rather have nothing.

nevertheless i'm happy with my free and easy style.
i spend what i have
i idl around like nobody business
i play around with no restriction
i laze with no stress
i sleep without thinking if i should sleep on the left or the right.
i meet whoever i like, be it girls or guys.

yeah.

come to think of it, i should be glad that i could live without anyone
okay. i did live for another person in the past
but no longer at all.

perhaps by doing this post, i've already make things clear for anyone
i love you my friend
:))


on a side track.
results would be out in 5 days time

there goes my weekend.
HAHAHA!
oh please, everyday seems like a weekend to me
and i'm enjoying it a lot.

my rashes has been an irritation to me over the past few days
i would get woke up by the itchiness
can you like imagine the patch of rashes over the hand?
it is really getting from bad to worst
and the worst part is my appointment to the skin centre is set on May
tsk tsk...


The All-Amercican Rejects
Gives you hell

p/s: to have, but not to hold

met up with lip shun today at orchard
accompanied him down to cineleisure's supercut
i wonder how often do he get a hair cut
the last time i remember him getting his hair done was on the last day of examination
and it is hardly a month or so and he's visiting the salon again.
anyway he's rich, so i shouldn't care much.

it's going to be a month every since i graduate
but i still have not gotten myself a job lah!
tsk tsk..
have been sending resume for the past 1 week or so
but i doubt i would be call up
the economic now is terrible!
even fresh graduates would have hard time looking for job
so i guess i wouldn't be able to get a temp job at this time

well well, perhaps i should just wait till my cousin gets me a job
and for the time being, i shall just slack!
:))

no other intention
:))

Taylor Swift
Love Story

met up with angeline for dinner today
it's been 9 month since i last saw her
how times really flies

was suppose to head to jurong point to meet her for dinner
but i'm very lazy to travel all the way down just for dinner so i suggested to meet up at lot 1 instead
and she's kind enough to come all the way down to meet me up


anyway, she made me lie alot today
:))



孫燕姿
眼淚成詩

p/s: what's ahead of me is just like a blurry picture

happy 22nd birthday bao zhi!

went thai disco last night for bao zhi's birthday celebration
it was my virgin trip to that place
and i seriously don't like going there at all!
though there's live band over there, but the songs they sang are so.. unknown??
perhaps the only song i knew was moonlight shadow.
apart from that, i was thinking if they could make it if they are taking part in 星光
yah.. kinda lame, but that was how bored i am!
and due to the loud music blast i hardly could talk
okay~ can talk but i've got to talk like i'm screaming!

another thing i realise is bao zhi and his gang are damn fucking rich lor
they are willing to spend 50bucks on a "flower" to give the girls who're performing on stage
WTF!
50bucks i think top up abit can go geyleng call prostitute already lor
&&& dun be mistaken, i know the price because i once accompanied a friend of mine there
:))

have been so indecisive on the courses to study in university
i fucking have no idea if i should continue taking engineering courses or should i change into another trade
yeah~ that's libra!
very indecisive.

i just got to realise with my result, i could only get in under the 10th percentile
and that's to say the other 90th percentile is for those who scored GPA3.7-4
fucking damn high lah!

anyway, the engineering course that i'm interested have part-time for it
i might consider working and studying at the same time
the duration would be 5years for mechanical engineering!
taking 3-4modules per semester with no attachment
compared to full-time, i've got to take 5modules a semester
and during the 3rd year, i've got to undergo a 30weeks attachment lah!
snort..

on the side track
the other non engineering courses are also very attractive loh!
like, Econs? and Psychology?



*scratch head*

it has been pretty cool slacking at home
sleeping late at night, waking up when the suns up high
that's a 101% slacker life
LOVE!

went sentosa with lip shun and gang today
main motive was to get a sun tann
but well, 天不做美!
it started drizzling after we got there
and it is good that johnson had brought along cards
else we would be idling while waiting for the rain to stop

soon after the rain stop, we went straight to the beach
and thanks lor... there's no sun at all lo!
thus we went on to play volleyball
hands soring like a pig hand now.
=x

argh...
while having fun with the guys, it reminded me the previous trip to sentosa with mf0605
yes, same script different cast.
it really shows how fast time really flies..

was practically exhausted after one freaking long day!
my leg almost gave way while standing throughout the journey back home
tsk tsk..
that's exactly how tired i am.


ROAR~

have been staying home for the past few days
was catching 《溏心風暴之家好月圓》
it was one of my craving since i knew it was played in HK
but due to the time limitation i could only catch the show only after examination
and i think it was really a very nice show to catch
i love 米雪's role in the show
in order to keep the love one by her side, she's willing to do anything to keep them by her side
though it's wrong but it happened because she love
&&& i love her hair!!
damn typically evil woman's hair


關菊英
無心害你

i miss you

exams over!
tough times are finally over..
:))

i should be happy because i've graduated from NYP
yet.. graduating means i would hardly see all my friends in school, unless otherwise
but well, meet up is always possible if time allows
&&& i'm applying to get into NTU for degree
no doubt i still got 2years before i could eventually study
but i'm just trying to see if my grades allows me to get a place in NTU

post exam celebration with ex-classmates to movie and steamboat buffet!
ROAR~

i guess we wouldn't be meeting up till our graduation ceremony
that's what we have been looking forward since day 1 in school??
HAHAHAHA!

and NY asked me to mention about her here
request fulfil
:))

what would come will eventually come..
examination dates are getting nearer as day goes by
but well, i believe tough times will really end real soon!
and guess what's my motivation to study?

"you might opt to give up now, but why do things that would make you regret in the future?"

YES! i'm full of mugging spirit whenever that sentence comes into my mind
and apparently it really works!
don't believe, try it yourself

i've been studying like a nerd for the past few days
i swear i'm gonna party like a wild animal when exams end
GEEZEEE!


graduation day!
:))

it's true that fun time ends with a blink..
and now, i've got to settle my mood for my upcoming papers
well.. getting back to back str8 after chinese new year ain't something new to me lah
it has been on-going for the past 3years ever since i got into polytechnic
thus, i really dislike CNY!
cause when people are free to celebrate their celebration, we gotta prepare to mug!

week 16!
my offical last week of school...
WOOOHOO~
the only lesson i gonna need to attend is on friday morning
and it will mark my last lecture ever in NYP!
tsk tsk...
the stupid lecturer should complete everything last week lor..
making us go back to school for his 2hours of lecture
damn ARGH!

well.. he who fails to plan, plan to fail!
5papers within a week...
gonna stay home for the next 2week to mug
BOOOO~

i just can't for 11feb to reach
:))



till then, wish me luck!

happy chinese new year!!!
:))

yes, chinese niu year is approaching in just another few hour or so
but i'm not very excited about it at all!
not a single excitement lah!
tsk tsk...

perhaps the best part of CNY is receiving or red packets
other than that, it's just another normal day
ROAR~

had just taken my reunion dinner at home
STEAMBOAT!!!
slurp slurp~
i'm fcuking bloated now lah...


gonna catch mid night show with family later
:))

3 more days to my first paper
in fact the first paper is more on reading through the notes
so i guess not much effort is needed for this particular paper
however what i'm worried most is the paper after CNY!
5paper to take within a week!

KILL ME PLEASE...

the worst part of all is all 5 paper requires me to memorise it
ARGHHH...
i just can't wait to graduate!!!


:))

it's a long long day...
stayed back in school to complete my project till 9:30pm yesterday
staying back in school remind me of the night class i had when i was in year 2
it was tremendously fun lah~
perhaps i should say; it was something new at that point of time!

like what spoken, i stayed back in school till late night yesterday
was rushing my project out as due dates are set on next wednesday
&&& the lab is filled with my classmate
monkeys and crows screaming across the computer seeking help!
HAHAHA...
still.. i didn't manage to complete my drawing

FUCK!
thank god for monday lesson

and today, i was late for lecture!
i'm double fucking tired...
arghhh...


stressful period coming up real soon
ROAR~