It's just another week.
but apparently this week was really pack with activities.
allow me to mention, pictures pixel are poor thus some picture may look weird.
:))


photo taking on tuesday was fun.
pretty much work done before going for the photo shoot.
i was dad, mum, and elder sister hairstylist for the day.
it was pretty fun.
anyway less word and more pictures.

don't you agree that i look fucking smart withe the robe?

i think i do look smart lah.

it was indeed a good experience.

i mean shouldn't one family have at least 1 family portrait?

if you still have not taken any before, do you think you should also go take one?

oh man, we're going to plan where to put the family portrait when it arrive in 2 weeks time.

went Malaysia with Hao on wednesday.

BZ was down with some illness, so we went w/o him.

the journey from Malaysia C.P to City Square is fucking far lah.

and guess what,

we saw Jacky and one of his friend at C.P.

that's so coincidence.

we didn't really shop much that day.

but we do really eat a lot.

we spent about 50RM on dinner.

which i think it's worth the amount of food we had ordered.

i think if BZ were to join us, we would be able to finish everything.

&&& we caught Nights at the museum 2 there for S$3.50

fucking cheap right?

we saved so much lah.

ROAR

friday was graduation day.

for both me & my elder sister.

thus my mum went over to my sister school,

and my dad came over to my school.

graduation ceremony was extremely boring.

there's 500plus name to be called.

i almost fell alseep while waiting for the rest of the name to be called.

tsk tsk..

the worst part is you don't get to sit with your friends.

you sit according to you name in ascending order.

WTF!?!

anyway, here's the picture for graduation

:))

P/S: 13days to NS.

have been blasting Pink's Funhouse album song lately.
i just kept the loop going and i'm still not sick it.
nevertheless, you seldom get to listen all nice song in a album.
Funhouse album is really awesome.
ROAR~

have been staying home for the whole of this week.
i'm just so lazy to head out.
and guess what, i Facebook everyday.
some games there are really addictive, but still you would get bored of it in a while.
anyway Facebook game sucks!
cause i can't get to play Restaurant City anymore.

time gonna run fast for this week.

on tuesday,
i'm going to take a family portrait with family.
i've been hoping to have our own family portrait lah.
i guess it would be fun doing all those posing with family.
i'm getting a bit excited for it.

then on wednesday,
planning to head to Malaysia with Bao zhi and Xiang hao
my bestie in polytechnic.

we met up earlier on just now.
went town for L4D gaming.
i'm craving for more L4D.
ROAR~

and on friday,
it's graduation ceremony!
HAHAHA.
oh man, that's the day man.
dad will be attending my graduation ceremony with me,
while mummy attend elder sister graduation ceremony.


oh yeah, didn't i mention, i dislike my cousin's bf.
for some reason, i think he sucks.
he's a horrible man.
i rarely meet cousin up because i didn't want to hang out with him anymore.
tsk tsk.


Pink - When we're through

P/S: 18days to NS.

met up with NY on sunday.
it was the same old usual place, Spinelli.
we could sit down there talking and camwhore like nobody business
and i love going out with her.
:))

oh well, i'm not gonna be naggy.
have not edit pictures for donkey years already.
thus i tried almost every features

we camwhored alot.
but i want to look good infront of everyone
therefore only chosen pictures are updated.
however most of the pictures taken look retard to me.


she's NY, the fucking rude girl.

we played WII.

she's a fucking asshole.

i strike a lot of time in bowling and she's jealous.

so she started imitating me.

still she's not as good as me.

ROAR.

NY you gonna be my BLFF

i just love you that dip dip

HAHAHA

:))

met up with love today.
like finally?
we've been planning for meet up, but we always didn't manage to meet each other up.
and today's date was planned last week, yet we almost couldn't meet up.
how insincere is she?

hahaha.
NY's so not SINCERE!
learn the spelling alright?
:))

met up with NY at Jurong Point today.
quite a horrible place to visit.
seriously i think the mall is just so damn big but there's nothing catchy!
okay lah, must admit the restaurant there are better off then in lot 1.
but at the very least, cck sound better.

HAHAHA!
i'm just finding fault at JP.
cause i don't really really like JP!

i think May is gonna end in a blink.
going back to school this saturday to collect the graduation grown.
and in just another 2weeks, it's graduation ceremony.
thereafter NS will come in another 2 weeks later

oh ya~
up till now, i still hear no news from SMU & NTU.
i think the chances of me getting in local university is slimmer.
well well.
shall wait till 1st june.
i could still appeal if i couldn't get in.
right??


ALin - 難得

went KL last weekend with cousin.
it was a very last minute decision as only cousin's bf, cousin, and me was going.
in fact i never really wanna go cause it's very awkward for just 3 of us to go
still, i didn't have the courage to tell them i don't wanna go.
the trip would be cancelled if i did that.

anyway, we drove our way up to KL.
while on our way up to KL we met with a series of accident.
it was raining heavily and the road was unseen.
cousin's bf drove real slow as soon as soon as the vision was poor
but who knows a young age malaysian guy knocked into another singapore car and us.
the knock was when our car was on stationary
and the malaysian guy's car airbag was released.
so just imagine how big the impact is

and just for that, we spent about 3-4hours at the police station doing report.
tsk tsk..
but thank god that i'm sitting on a Volvo.
that made the car crash 'not so serious'
cousin's bf gets the claim thus his mood wasn't really affected.
:))

but poor the middle car.
his car was terribly crashed.
both back & front.

we wasted our 1st day due to the accident.
but it didn't really affect our plans
upon arrival, we went for our dinner and headed back to hotel
we played scrabble and poker cards with vodka till 3plus 4am.

*waterfall*
HAHAHA..

shopping was on the second day.
cousin was saying i spent so much money on clothes.
but she's even worst.
she spent so much money on 1 shoe.
isn't it more wasteful?
i don't know.
to own's liking perhaps?

and of course, we ate a lot too.
that's the result of me gaining 1kg after returning back from the trip.

continued shopping on the third day.
nothing much to buy actually.
was basically buying famous amos for sister.
and shirt for missy & NY.

left KL and reached JB at 7plus 8.
cousin and me went to color our hair
while cousin's bf went for massage.

OH YA, didn't i mention i had another hair cut.
this time round i went to cousin's hairstylist salon to do my hair.
i choped my fringe short.
i shaved my one side.
i designed a V tail.
what made me do that?
erm.. cause my hair's too frizzy.
thus i went to chop my long hair off!


something extra.
to my own notice, i realise i could do so many stuff which i never thought i could.
i'm not self-praising or whatsoever
but i really do feel proud of myself.

:))

it's just another week.
time past extremely fast even though i do nothing
ROAR!

went for SMU interview on wednesday.
it was an unexpected interview lah and i was offered Bachelor of Science (Economics)
but i'm not expecting much after i've gone for the interview.
it was the most stressful interview i ever had!
6 candidates in panel with 2 professor.
and i think i did real bad in the interview because i was so fucking nervous.
anyway, i'm not hoping to get into SMU lah.
i would prefer getting into NTU Bachelor of Mechanical Engineering.
plus i hope it would be a direct 2nd year!

it's possible okay.
cause some of my friend already had been offered a direct 2nd year to NTU
argghh.. and i'm not expecting much either.
if i could get in, good for me!
else i should just start working after i complete my NS.

&&& i'm enlisting on 12 june.
vincent & me are enlisting on the same day & time.
so damn cool lar


:))

have been tutoring my little niece and nephew recently
in fact, teaching has always been my ideal career.
but i think with just a diploma, i can't go neither far nor high
and the pay is just so little.
i've checked!
diploma could only get roughly a range from 1.5-1.7k only
yeah, that's just fucking too little
with that pay i doubt i can live a luxury life!

another job i'm considering now is air force; senior techinician
attended their briefing about the job scope and etc.
good enough, they're paying diploma holders 20% higher compared to outside job.
i could easily get 1.8 - 2.1k for a start off pay.

perhaps i've been brain wash by the air force talk.
i just kept thinking that i should just sign the contract with air force
but still, i'll wait till i complete my BMT before making any decision
who knows i might regret while serving my BMT.
right?


okay. enough of my future career.
that's rubbish if you're not me.
:))


little nephew have been staying over at my place since yesterday.
he didn't want to go back home cause he thinks staying over at my place is fun
yeah, only to him.

nephew tried to wake me up 3 times today.
but he just failed badly.
i was terribly tired cause i slept at 4am the previous night
but he's quite a nice boy, he would play with whatever things he could find around him.

and today, he was suppose to go back home.
but he just ain't had enough fun yet



p/s: zeeeeeer.

i'm back!
have been real busy since i got back on sunday
thus i don't really have the time to blog, even now.

have been prawning for the past few night
and whenever we prawn, we prawn till late night
it is extremey tiring.
anyway, i begin to feel that prawning is a waste of money
cause i don't even eat prawn lor!
maybe i should try fishing?!?

yeah, perhaps i should.


i'm fucking tired!
shall just end here.

:))

have been real close with cousin lately
for some reason.

went swimming with cousin & her bf today
have not been exercising for donno how many century...
i think i should start to prepare myself for NS
else i would die inside due to tough training
LOL!

&&& cousin & her bf both brought new goggles
they're planning to go swim once a week.
swim swim swim
:))

after having our dinner, cousin's bf wants to go prawning.
so we accompanied him to prawn.

cousin's bf taught me the technique to prawn.
and soon after i knew how to prawn, i went to get myself a rod to prawn
it was really fun lah...
i love the feeling of being able to catch a prawn.
damn shiock sia..

spent 3hours prawning and we caught about 15prawns.
the prawns are fucking expensive lor
45bucks for fucking 15prawns!
snort..

well well, i'm trying to sleep as early as 12am everyday!
my dark eye is horribly dark.
RAWR~


:))

i woke up at 7am today.
isn't it incredibly early?
LOL!

was out with cousin yesterday again.
reason being; she came pick me up from TPY since she's was at hougang
aftermath we headed back to pick her bf up before going back to my cousin place

as usual, gambling session.

plan for today was suppose to go into JB with cousin & her bf.
but i fucking lost my passport lah..
snort..
was searching high and low for my passport
& i seriously have no idea where i place my passport.
ARGHHH...

i gave up after hours of searching
hence i got to wake up early to go ICA with dad to make a new passport
and it's not cheap ok!
fucking 130bucks lor...
chee bye expensive right?

i'm glad i need not pay for the fee lor..
LOL!


guess what, i think i threw my passport away while cleaning up my room a couple of weeks ago!
i think..
IF NOT HOW CAN IT GO MISSING SIA??
hmmm...


:))

i turn away from stress.
that's the reason to everything
i've always felt something was wrong be it with dear M or dear W
i don't feel as happy as when i'm with motive gang or other friend of mine
maybe it's because there's something i know i could never say or do
there's always something that is restraining me from being myself

shouldn't i be happy instead of feeling so restrain??
i really don't understand.
shouldn't a friend or lover be the person you could turn to?
instead they are the one you can't share your problems with
ain't there a big problem in the picture?


sigh.


was out with my cousin the whole of saturday
since i love to eat chicken rice so much..
cousin & her boyfriend brought me to upper thomson for lunch
the chicken was fantastic.
in total 3 of us had one whole chicken!
i think what made the chicken taste so good is because the meat is very tender
slurp slurp..
& the meal was on cousin.

after lunch, cousin bf went to play billiard at TPY while i and her went walking around TPY
i'm selling my KS20 soon!
thus i'm searching for a shop that would buy my phone at a high price
and a shop is offering me 170bucks lor!
:))

next up, we went over to my cousin's worker chalet at pasir ris.
it was her 21st birthday chalet
before we went in to her chalet, she got us 4 complimentary tickets to escape theme park.
and the good thing is we need not pay for it plus we got another 4 free tickets upon exiting

it has been age since i went last escape lah.
however most of the game wasn't open
thus we didn't manage to play much.
but the gold-kart was really fun!
cousin bf & me was like racing throughout the 2 lap
nevertheless we kept trying hard to bang and overtake each other
it was real fun!
&&& they are planning to go Wild Wild Wet with cousin's children next weekend
i'm gonna be so broke.

when was the last time i really did enjoy myself?
answer: months ago!

hang over at the chalet till 9plus and we headed back home
cousin drop me off at home for me to shower before heading to her place for mahjong
it was damn tiring when i got home but they still wanna mahjong
snort..

it was a long yet fun day.
:)))

had mahjong session with gang & cousin earlier on
played only 1 round of mahjong before switching to cards game.
it's just not my day.
lost 12bucks on mahjong
lost 25bucks on cards game
yeah! that made me the big loser today
tsk tsk...

was chatting with my cousin on the phone before we met up
i guess it was the longest duration ever we did chat on the phone.
it is really amazing that we still have so many things to talk about
during the past few months she's always busy with her own business
thus we drifted apart.

back when i was in primary school, she would always bring me out with her boyfriend.
i need not bring cash out with me at all loh.
she would help me pay my transport, my meals, and even give me money to arcade.
come to think of it, she was really nice.
and guess what.. she's 7years older than me
well.. i sense no age gap.

imagine while mahjong-ing.. she could argue with vincent through out!
that really shows she can blend into us easily.

:))


dear M
put things down and move on.
then you will find your own happiness.
i love you, my friend.

dear W
sorry & sorry & sorry.
i never meant to ignore you
but i just didn't know how to make things right anymore.



:)

do you like your life?
it was asked by one of my friend.
without hesitating i replied; yes, i do love my life.
who don't, right?

learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all
Cheers man.

on a side note.
i'm leaving singapore to my dad's hometown from april 2 - april 4
and i'm so not excited about it at all.
BOOOO!


Miley Cyrus
The Climb

WOOHOO~
i'm so happy!
my final result is out.
though it wasn't as good as what i had expected
but at the very least i know i cleared everything
and i'm attending the graduation ceremony at school with all my friends!
:))

went sentosa today.
this time round i manage to get myself burn
the sun was great!
all 4 of us were like lobster after the suntan.
that's so cool right?
yeah, i know.


i can't differentiate between my needs & my wants
DAMN IT!

i felt so bad
i did something that i would regret for the rest of my life
but i'm just so unsure of myself right now
i miss you yet i chose not to reply
i love you yet i choose to walk away

i felt that i'm losing another important person in my life
this feeling has not been here for a very long time
but this feeling reappear last night
how i wish you knew what i was thinking over the night
how i wish you didn't drop me that goodbye message
how i also wish everything was just a dream

if i were got to forget you
i believe it would take a year to forget a day spent with you

explanation you have heard alot from me
but this time round i'm not going to say a word
i'm tired.
i just didn't know what else i could do
that's the reason why i chose to walk away from all the problems

you have really been so nice and good to me
i must be so fortunate to have you
however all good things must come to an end
what left behind from you is memories and a deep scar in my heart

what else could i say now?
i'm sad?
i'm unhappy?

sigh...


莫文蔚&张洪量
广岛之恋

:(

i was hinder by some unnecessary problem recently
once we were so close and it suddenly got cut off
and after so many months of not constantly contacting
a phone call changed everything

no doubt at first i was wondering why.
as it was as true as it is, i think everyone has their own reason for doing some things
but well.. it would be purely friendship this time round
what had happen in the past are all memories
it was a great determination to make this decision
perhaps too many things had happen in between us over the years
but i guess to make this friendship possible, one of us should draw the line

i'm exhausted with all the love i had
i need some time to be alone

over the years, i've been blind by love.
i hardly spend time with family when i'm in a relationship
but ever since the previous one i had, i had spent most of my time with friends & family.
true enough, everyone need love.
but if i were to have someone just for the sake of having, i rather have nothing.

nevertheless i'm happy with my free and easy style.
i spend what i have
i idl around like nobody business
i play around with no restriction
i laze with no stress
i sleep without thinking if i should sleep on the left or the right.
i meet whoever i like, be it girls or guys.

yeah.

come to think of it, i should be glad that i could live without anyone
okay. i did live for another person in the past
but no longer at all.

perhaps by doing this post, i've already make things clear for anyone
i love you my friend
:))


on a side track.
results would be out in 5 days time

there goes my weekend.
HAHAHA!
oh please, everyday seems like a weekend to me
and i'm enjoying it a lot.

my rashes has been an irritation to me over the past few days
i would get woke up by the itchiness
can you like imagine the patch of rashes over the hand?
it is really getting from bad to worst
and the worst part is my appointment to the skin centre is set on May
tsk tsk...


The All-Amercican Rejects
Gives you hell

p/s: to have, but not to hold

met up with lip shun today at orchard
accompanied him down to cineleisure's supercut
i wonder how often do he get a hair cut
the last time i remember him getting his hair done was on the last day of examination
and it is hardly a month or so and he's visiting the salon again.
anyway he's rich, so i shouldn't care much.

it's going to be a month every since i graduate
but i still have not gotten myself a job lah!
tsk tsk..
have been sending resume for the past 1 week or so
but i doubt i would be call up
the economic now is terrible!
even fresh graduates would have hard time looking for job
so i guess i wouldn't be able to get a temp job at this time

well well, perhaps i should just wait till my cousin gets me a job
and for the time being, i shall just slack!
:))

no other intention
:))

Taylor Swift
Love Story