WOOHOO~
i'm so happy!
my final result is out.
though it wasn't as good as what i had expected
but at the very least i know i cleared everything
and i'm attending the graduation ceremony at school with all my friends!
:))

went sentosa today.
this time round i manage to get myself burn
the sun was great!
all 4 of us were like lobster after the suntan.
that's so cool right?
yeah, i know.


i can't differentiate between my needs & my wants
DAMN IT!

i felt so bad
i did something that i would regret for the rest of my life
but i'm just so unsure of myself right now
i miss you yet i chose not to reply
i love you yet i choose to walk away

i felt that i'm losing another important person in my life
this feeling has not been here for a very long time
but this feeling reappear last night
how i wish you knew what i was thinking over the night
how i wish you didn't drop me that goodbye message
how i also wish everything was just a dream

if i were got to forget you
i believe it would take a year to forget a day spent with you

explanation you have heard alot from me
but this time round i'm not going to say a word
i'm tired.
i just didn't know what else i could do
that's the reason why i chose to walk away from all the problems

you have really been so nice and good to me
i must be so fortunate to have you
however all good things must come to an end
what left behind from you is memories and a deep scar in my heart

what else could i say now?
i'm sad?
i'm unhappy?

sigh...


莫文蔚&张洪量
广岛之恋

:(

i was hinder by some unnecessary problem recently
once we were so close and it suddenly got cut off
and after so many months of not constantly contacting
a phone call changed everything

no doubt at first i was wondering why.
as it was as true as it is, i think everyone has their own reason for doing some things
but well.. it would be purely friendship this time round
what had happen in the past are all memories
it was a great determination to make this decision
perhaps too many things had happen in between us over the years
but i guess to make this friendship possible, one of us should draw the line

i'm exhausted with all the love i had
i need some time to be alone

over the years, i've been blind by love.
i hardly spend time with family when i'm in a relationship
but ever since the previous one i had, i had spent most of my time with friends & family.
true enough, everyone need love.
but if i were to have someone just for the sake of having, i rather have nothing.

nevertheless i'm happy with my free and easy style.
i spend what i have
i idl around like nobody business
i play around with no restriction
i laze with no stress
i sleep without thinking if i should sleep on the left or the right.
i meet whoever i like, be it girls or guys.

yeah.

come to think of it, i should be glad that i could live without anyone
okay. i did live for another person in the past
but no longer at all.

perhaps by doing this post, i've already make things clear for anyone
i love you my friend
:))


on a side track.
results would be out in 5 days time

there goes my weekend.
HAHAHA!
oh please, everyday seems like a weekend to me
and i'm enjoying it a lot.

my rashes has been an irritation to me over the past few days
i would get woke up by the itchiness
can you like imagine the patch of rashes over the hand?
it is really getting from bad to worst
and the worst part is my appointment to the skin centre is set on May
tsk tsk...


The All-Amercican Rejects
Gives you hell

p/s: to have, but not to hold

met up with lip shun today at orchard
accompanied him down to cineleisure's supercut
i wonder how often do he get a hair cut
the last time i remember him getting his hair done was on the last day of examination
and it is hardly a month or so and he's visiting the salon again.
anyway he's rich, so i shouldn't care much.

it's going to be a month every since i graduate
but i still have not gotten myself a job lah!
tsk tsk..
have been sending resume for the past 1 week or so
but i doubt i would be call up
the economic now is terrible!
even fresh graduates would have hard time looking for job
so i guess i wouldn't be able to get a temp job at this time

well well, perhaps i should just wait till my cousin gets me a job
and for the time being, i shall just slack!
:))

no other intention
:))

Taylor Swift
Love Story

met up with angeline for dinner today
it's been 9 month since i last saw her
how times really flies

was suppose to head to jurong point to meet her for dinner
but i'm very lazy to travel all the way down just for dinner so i suggested to meet up at lot 1 instead
and she's kind enough to come all the way down to meet me up


anyway, she made me lie alot today
:))



孫燕姿
眼淚成詩

p/s: what's ahead of me is just like a blurry picture

happy 22nd birthday bao zhi!

went thai disco last night for bao zhi's birthday celebration
it was my virgin trip to that place
and i seriously don't like going there at all!
though there's live band over there, but the songs they sang are so.. unknown??
perhaps the only song i knew was moonlight shadow.
apart from that, i was thinking if they could make it if they are taking part in 星光
yah.. kinda lame, but that was how bored i am!
and due to the loud music blast i hardly could talk
okay~ can talk but i've got to talk like i'm screaming!

another thing i realise is bao zhi and his gang are damn fucking rich lor
they are willing to spend 50bucks on a "flower" to give the girls who're performing on stage
WTF!
50bucks i think top up abit can go geyleng call prostitute already lor
&&& dun be mistaken, i know the price because i once accompanied a friend of mine there
:))

have been so indecisive on the courses to study in university
i fucking have no idea if i should continue taking engineering courses or should i change into another trade
yeah~ that's libra!
very indecisive.

i just got to realise with my result, i could only get in under the 10th percentile
and that's to say the other 90th percentile is for those who scored GPA3.7-4
fucking damn high lah!

anyway, the engineering course that i'm interested have part-time for it
i might consider working and studying at the same time
the duration would be 5years for mechanical engineering!
taking 3-4modules per semester with no attachment
compared to full-time, i've got to take 5modules a semester
and during the 3rd year, i've got to undergo a 30weeks attachment lah!
snort..

on the side track
the other non engineering courses are also very attractive loh!
like, Econs? and Psychology?



*scratch head*

it has been pretty cool slacking at home
sleeping late at night, waking up when the suns up high
that's a 101% slacker life
LOVE!

went sentosa with lip shun and gang today
main motive was to get a sun tann
but well, 天不做美!
it started drizzling after we got there
and it is good that johnson had brought along cards
else we would be idling while waiting for the rain to stop

soon after the rain stop, we went straight to the beach
and thanks lor... there's no sun at all lo!
thus we went on to play volleyball
hands soring like a pig hand now.
=x

argh...
while having fun with the guys, it reminded me the previous trip to sentosa with mf0605
yes, same script different cast.
it really shows how fast time really flies..

was practically exhausted after one freaking long day!
my leg almost gave way while standing throughout the journey back home
tsk tsk..
that's exactly how tired i am.


ROAR~

have been staying home for the past few days
was catching 《溏心風暴之家好月圓》
it was one of my craving since i knew it was played in HK
but due to the time limitation i could only catch the show only after examination
and i think it was really a very nice show to catch
i love 米雪's role in the show
in order to keep the love one by her side, she's willing to do anything to keep them by her side
though it's wrong but it happened because she love
&&& i love her hair!!
damn typically evil woman's hair


關菊英
無心害你

i miss you

exams over!
tough times are finally over..
:))

i should be happy because i've graduated from NYP
yet.. graduating means i would hardly see all my friends in school, unless otherwise
but well, meet up is always possible if time allows
&&& i'm applying to get into NTU for degree
no doubt i still got 2years before i could eventually study
but i'm just trying to see if my grades allows me to get a place in NTU

post exam celebration with ex-classmates to movie and steamboat buffet!
ROAR~

i guess we wouldn't be meeting up till our graduation ceremony
that's what we have been looking forward since day 1 in school??
HAHAHAHA!

and NY asked me to mention about her here
request fulfil
:))

what would come will eventually come..
examination dates are getting nearer as day goes by
but well, i believe tough times will really end real soon!
and guess what's my motivation to study?

"you might opt to give up now, but why do things that would make you regret in the future?"

YES! i'm full of mugging spirit whenever that sentence comes into my mind
and apparently it really works!
don't believe, try it yourself

i've been studying like a nerd for the past few days
i swear i'm gonna party like a wild animal when exams end
GEEZEEE!


graduation day!
:))

it's true that fun time ends with a blink..
and now, i've got to settle my mood for my upcoming papers
well.. getting back to back str8 after chinese new year ain't something new to me lah
it has been on-going for the past 3years ever since i got into polytechnic
thus, i really dislike CNY!
cause when people are free to celebrate their celebration, we gotta prepare to mug!

week 16!
my offical last week of school...
WOOOHOO~
the only lesson i gonna need to attend is on friday morning
and it will mark my last lecture ever in NYP!
tsk tsk...
the stupid lecturer should complete everything last week lor..
making us go back to school for his 2hours of lecture
damn ARGH!

well.. he who fails to plan, plan to fail!
5papers within a week...
gonna stay home for the next 2week to mug
BOOOO~

i just can't for 11feb to reach
:))



till then, wish me luck!

happy chinese new year!!!
:))

yes, chinese niu year is approaching in just another few hour or so
but i'm not very excited about it at all!
not a single excitement lah!
tsk tsk...

perhaps the best part of CNY is receiving or red packets
other than that, it's just another normal day
ROAR~

had just taken my reunion dinner at home
STEAMBOAT!!!
slurp slurp~
i'm fcuking bloated now lah...


gonna catch mid night show with family later
:))

3 more days to my first paper
in fact the first paper is more on reading through the notes
so i guess not much effort is needed for this particular paper
however what i'm worried most is the paper after CNY!
5paper to take within a week!

KILL ME PLEASE...

the worst part of all is all 5 paper requires me to memorise it
ARGHHH...
i just can't wait to graduate!!!


:))

it's a long long day...
stayed back in school to complete my project till 9:30pm yesterday
staying back in school remind me of the night class i had when i was in year 2
it was tremendously fun lah~
perhaps i should say; it was something new at that point of time!

like what spoken, i stayed back in school till late night yesterday
was rushing my project out as due dates are set on next wednesday
&&& the lab is filled with my classmate
monkeys and crows screaming across the computer seeking help!
HAHAHA...
still.. i didn't manage to complete my drawing

FUCK!
thank god for monday lesson

and today, i was late for lecture!
i'm double fucking tired...
arghhh...


stressful period coming up real soon
ROAR~

i burned my weekend!
was basically rushing out reports & presentation slides
in fact at this period of time, it is always the stressful period!
report to be rush out, projects to be completed, presentations, examination, etc.
one just come after another
but the best thing here is; holiday's arriving!
that's really the best part of all
:))

had 2 presentation in school today
and i'm very disgusted with it..
one of the mini group project given was to design a revolving signboard
tsk tsk...
it was one of the worst report done throughout the 3years of school
and i definately wouldnt want elaborate more about it
it was just too terrible to be describe..

and guess what's the in thing in school!?!
COUNTER-STRIKE!
i'm not kidding alright~
apparently quite a number of PC in the e-learning is installed with CS
HAHAHA!

ROAR~
examination is coming real soon!
JYJY!


:))

have been rushing reports for the past few days
because most of the reports are due next week
thus rushing all the reports out made me feel so damn tired!
but well~ i'm so glad that i'm completing it soon..
:))

well well, common test 2 time table is out!
2 papers on 5 feb and 1 paper on 6 feb
however that's not the end of the paper
2 more papers dates are yet to be confirm...
HAHAHA!

GEEEZZZ..
how i wish tomorrow would be the last day of paper

had our interview presentation earlier on in school
it was fun being an interviewer/interviewee at the initial stage
but when you get more of it.. you get real damn bored of it!
YAWN~




i'm so sleepy
-.-"

the week seems to be so blue to me..
ever since monday, i've been so lack of sleep due to my cough and flu
and getting myself to bed at 10pm don't allow me to have enough rest
cause i've been disturb by the pain of my throat in the middle of the night
&&& when i'm in school.. i would be so damn tired in the early afternoon
ROAR~

and due to the lack of sleep plus the amount of projects to be completed
my temperature was in a rise
some action or words by friends would easily piss me off
tsk tsk...

oh well, interview for PICS is tomorrow!
HAHAHA...
i guess it would be fun being an interviewee and interviewer
:))

reports and reports and reports!!!
SUCKS~


梁文音
第一眼

didn't i say i love her lots?

=)

happy new year everyone!
:))

week 12 of school is rather short due to new year
and i've been really exhuasted for the whole of this week
i'm seriously lacking of sleep!
ROAR~

went town with classmate on new year eve
main reason for heading to town was to shop for chinese new year clothes
YEAH~
i'm not kan chiong spider okay~

here's the schedule from week 13-week16

week13 PICS presentation + SM5 report
week 14 SM5 presentation + Mechanics presentation
week 15 Common test 2
week 16 Common test 2

schedule for second half of semester is damn pack
on the other hand, lots of projects are to be completed within this 1 or 2 weeks
can someone spell the word "stress" out for me?
tsk tsk..

4more weeks and i'm gonna be out of school
like, finally?
GEEZzz...

new year eve was spend on a friend's place
it was a great night there spending my new year eve's
&&& from my friend's place.. i could see the fireworks from esplanade & marine bay!!
i love watching fireworks
is was real beautiful lah..
:))